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Just take my life now
I do not want to study
Please put me to rest
**** me.
 Apr 2015 Ria
Jedd Ong
I.

Sickly, dark-skinned Joseph
Bustos was in a suit,
picked his phone from his
Pocket and asked us to take
Him a selfie as he motioned
To the statue of an eerily staring,
Possibly demonic Ronald
McDonald languidly swaying
On a faux-park bench. Collective

Laughter - "Are you serious,
"Man?" We said, having all heard
Full well stories of
****** painted clown statues
Moving its creaky bones
At the crack of dawn only
To devour our soul. "Are
"You serious,
"Bustos?" we genuinely taunted -
"Well I'll have a mirror," he told us
"So don't worry." I never

Quite got what that meant.

II.

The laughter and tales of
Business school and
Med school continued full on
Into the late (school) night,
Dense tails of superglued
Frog brains, Chinese economics,
Girl problems in the
Philippine stock exchange drowning
The macabre absurdity
Of the take out
Terror, Ronald

Staring blankly into the crevasse of
The night, and we absurd,
Blanketing in laughter scarred and scared
Wanting to approach
The chained playground but shivering
At the slightest hints
Of movement - which of

Course

Came. And Jack
Yeung (The largest, yellowest
Of us all, perhaps smartest too,
Studying in Hong Kong)
Leapt, at which we laughed,
And made jokes about how
The cockroaches
Matched the color of
Our country's skin, made it
Crawl not just because
Of its stick thin haunches,
But its brownness,
Seediness, inconcealable

III.

To which we laughed - yellowed
Out, almost as pale
As the sticky ice
Cream cups that adorned our
Table, pale not though,

From lineage but rather
The collective rosiness of our
Disillusioned, ice
Cream-fed cheeks, and the fear
Of darkness, and eerie
Whitefaced Ronald, and
Brown cockroaches and

Spirits that could move
Frozen marble faces. Bustos
Gestured quietly
To his cellphone,
Gazed downward and muttered
Something about
Fraternities and connections.

IV.

Behind our mutterings,
The Movement: children,

Coffee-stained and tattered rag
Shorts slit open like grass stained
Skirts, holding their bony
Hands and kissing Ronald's
Hollowed cheeks like he was
An ancient god. "Stop,"
I imagine us warning them,
"Evil spirits, dark and deep
"As night itself, haunt his body.
"Stay away - we've studied
"His countenance plenty."

They would only laugh though,
And continue to stroke
His paint-chipped cheek,
Brown - not
Ghost-thinned cockroach,
But rather rich
Like brewing coffee and
Fertile

Soil.
 Mar 2015 Ria
Jedd Ong
Dad
 Mar 2015 Ria
Jedd Ong
Dad
Muelle de Binondo Street,
Barangay San Nicolas,
Old Manila.

My dad's fate
Will always be muddled
With nostalgia:

The mid-afternoon
Traffic of fruit vendors,

The toothless strains
Of my grandfather's voice,
Bouncing off
The warehouse walls
Like folding cardboard,

The ceramic gallops of horse-
Drawn kalesas taking him
From school to
My grandfather's offices,
Every day and back,

Up and down
The cardboard box river
To Tondo. There, he hurriedly
Buys ten
Asado buns
From a stall across the
Street from their
School - a voracious
Schoolboy
Forever late for class, forever

Putting on basketball jerseys
Too wide for him,
Basketball shorts too
Short; body
Always too gangly,
Too long-limbed, wide eyed
And fleet footed
For his dreams to catch.

He once could dunk.

He is still a baby boomer -
Scared of firecrackers,
Weird penchant
For popped collar shirts,
Pointed shoes, and
Sequins - he, was an avid

Lover of stars - his old
Dust-strewn bed posts
Giving way, I imagine,
To iron bars caging
The luminous starry night,
Floating high above
The sewage
And the freight trucks
That weigh him so.

They sang to him.

In the tune of
My mother's voice -
The only album
He ever possessed.

Song set from
His favorite band.

"Apo Hiking Society."

His favorite word,
Was "leap."

A disciple
Of MJ, Dr. J,
And Magic,
Samboy, and Jawo,

Icarus on hardwood
And leaping
From the free throw line.

"Son," he once told me,
"You gotta leap
"If you wanna live."

He was always afraid of heights.

It wasn't until 41 that
We made him ride a roller-coaster,
That he had even seen a roller-coaster.

"You gotta leap
"If you wanna live."

I think my favorite
Memory of my dad
Is still him wringing my fingers
At Space Mountain with
Eyes so tightly shut
That we forgot
Our fears,
And screamed instead:

So.

This,
Is how the stars look like
When unbolted
By folding cardboard,
And iron bars.
 Mar 2015 Ria
Marinela Abarca
Gogh
 Mar 2015 Ria
Marinela Abarca
Teach me how to paint.
With my tongue as the brush and your body as a canvas, we could craft a masterpiece.
 Mar 2015 Ria
Jedd Ong
City,
sleep

as the ends of your
sea seep like
blood through our
crevassed
pores -

City,
sleep

and dream of
waves
crashing harshly
against the uncut
ridges of
tomorrow's
shores -

City,
sleep

with legs closed
to Olongapo,
to the freight truck
liaisons of
our starless nights,

mounting
clouds so light
and bare
they ought to be
bright -

City,
sleep

running
fingers through
the pocketfuls
of loose change
in the torn hems
of your skirt,

pricking
fingers
on the pinions
and gears
that grind quietly
the dollars
crinkling
your sunset shores

awake, city,

and know
the caress of
your marbled dawn,
and smother your dress and yearn
to acquiesce,

City,
sleep

no more.
 Mar 2015 Ria
Marinela Abarca
Akala ko tapos na ang mga umaga ko na naiisip kita.

Sa unang sulyap sa realidad mula sa mga panaginip na dagliang nawawala, ikaw ang una kong nakikita.
Kahit na wala naman talaga ang iyong presensya.

Nararamdaman kita.

Sa bawat pag pigil ko ng hininga.
Sa mga alaala ko ng iyong ngiti na aking isinasatinta.
Sa kadena ng pag asa sa posibilidad na mahagkan ka at hindi ako makawala.

Sabi nila, ako daw ay tanga.
Dahil minahal kita nang sobra.
Pero hayaan na.
Siguro nga tama sila.

Sana sa susunod hindi na kita maisip pa.
Sa totoo lang, ang sakit sakit na. Parang hindi ko na kaya.
Gusto ko nang bitiwan ang pangalan mo na nakakabit sa salitang, "Sana".
 Feb 2015 Ria
Tristan W
Haiku
 Feb 2015 Ria
Tristan W
Shrapnel leaves a scar.
My wounds heal like molasses.
Slower than syrup.
Random stuff
 Feb 2015 Ria
Gwen Pimentel
When our hair turns gray
And our memories fade
When our bones get weak
And we lose our teeth
When our meds increase
And our hearings decrease
When everything else turns gray and old
I promise you, our love will stay safe and gold
Immortalized in this poem, my love
For the generations to unfold
 Feb 2015 Ria
Gwen Pimentel
Sorry
 Feb 2015 Ria
Gwen Pimentel
And I am
so sorry
For loving you
as much as I did
It's just that
You were the only constant
In my ever-changing life
And no matter how hard
I pushed you away,
For some reason,
You were still there
 Feb 2015 Ria
Just Melz
Being Blue
 Feb 2015 Ria
Just Melz
Let me be
Don't ask if I'm okay
My depression
Defines me
Nothing you can say
Will make me truly happy
It's disheartening
Of that I'm aware
But truth is
I don't really care
Nothing against you
But it seems to be
That being blue
Makes me happy
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