You are the sun to my moon,
The smile to my gloom.

When you laugh, loneliness
falls out like sunshine
dripping through tree limbs,
a world beyond our school.

For now our only world revolves
around our insecurities, my compulsion,
the emotions churning through your veins.
You rip yourself apart because you're terrified

of losing instability, fully functioning adults laugh
with a content emptiness, there is nothing
in their veins but blood.  Does craving

loneliness make you ****** up, or more
cultured?  Does not being perfect
make you normal

or the loneliest piece of art there is?

I watch the chatter of long time friends
The jealousy's blooming
It will never end
The thing that's always been there that refuses to let go
This ***** named jealousy is the only friend I know.

darling you are my sun

my whole system gravitates

towards you

and darling, i don't mind being set ablaze

my skin being scorched

by your open flame

I'm afraid of losing you,
Afraid that one day you'll wake up and realize
She's the one you need and not me,
She makes you happy more than I do,
And that time will come and she'll never be
Just a "best friend".
She was there before I came to your life,
And I know you know, she craves you
Just like the way I do.
And I don't know if deep down your heart,
You feel the same thing for her too.
I wonder if every time she smiles,
You fall for her, like how you fell for mine.
I wonder if there was a time
You thought of choosing her instead of me,
I may sound selfish, but I hope to God
She stops loving you, stops holding you,
Stops thinking of you,
Because I want to be the only one
To do that to you.
*I'm afraid of losing you
But you're not even mine to keep.