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Always thinking,
Always fearing.
Always losing my control.

Could be better,
I resent her.
Write the letter of my soul.

Sweet obsessions,
Fear burning through my veins.
Sweet obsessions,
Questioning if I'm really sane.

It's so confusing:
The words I'm using,
To show the stories I have told.

Fight together,
Or against her.
The thoughts that I've heard are so old.

Sweet obsessions,
Fear burning through my veins.
Sweet obsessions,
Questioning if I'm really sane.

Suffering and obsessing,
Are the same thing or so it seems.
This obsession isn't sweet-
Constant thoughts of the fear to beat.

Sweet obsessions,
Fear burning through my veins.
Sweet obsessions,
Questioning if I'm really sane.
I was in the middle of a panic attack and somehow decide to finish a poem I started awhile back. Thanks!
God said one time that he was done

now he sacrificed it all for his sons

he also told us that he loved us

See I'm a believer, but I don't go to church

they don't get it it really hurts

to go to church

then commit a sin

like *** that's really big

I don't get it

please help me in

before I go

and commit a sin

all I wanna do is smoke **** and rap

be free live life and also give some advice

grab my pipe and my bag

but see they call gay people ****?

god said he would forgive but I don't see that

he tells us to not judge people but then he does that

I'm told I shouldn't have gay friends

who are you to tell me who I should let in

now this is the end of my poem

so here is some advice

turn around and go home
 Aug 2017 stephanie
Lady K Milla
You can't throw skin on a wound,
You should patiently wait for it to heal.
But when you're impatient and desperate
you will find anything to cover it with.
And that's the sad thing about loving another being too soon.
They're not the scar you wait for,
They're just the band-aid.
 Aug 2017 stephanie
puritypuke
Mercury,
We came in close and so fast
I wondered who was
In orbit around who
When in actuality
We encircled each other.
You wore copper eyeshadow
And I still think it's the most beautiful thing you've ever worn

Venus,
Your hair was so lovely
You claimed you never needed to brush it
Because I would always run my hands through it anyways.
You had dimples and reminded me
Of some forgotten lullaby.
I wish you sang me to sleep.

Earth,
Down to it and practical
I don't know how we ever fit,
Seeing as I'm in the clouds
And you're firm in the ground.
We can't reach each other
The distance is sometimes too much.

Mars,
You loved me before you knew me
And that was a mistake
Because I was in a bad place
And I only brought you
Further down
I'm sorry honey.

Jupiter,
So I chucked plans and list
Out the window for you,

Threw my
heart

Into your
Hands.
Did you even want it?
Or did you want my tally marked heart?

Saturn,
'Marry me
We can live
Together far away
From all these disappointments."
But I didn't want to leave,
Because if I left, I'd never stop drifting.
You didn't like my answer.

Uranus,
Things with you were so so backwards
I asked you to be mine
I bought you flowers
I kissed first
I tried
To stop
But I love
Too much
Too fast
Too pure

Neptune,
We're constellations
I could look at the star streaked sky
While you pushed the swing higher
And higher,
And see
Us
Holding hands
But I left
Because your permanence scared me
I apologize for disappearing

Pluto,*
We haven't met yet
In this romantic dance
But I hope you have a wonderful heart
If you're reading this
Or if you read it one day
I would just like to hold your hand
And tell you how beautiful you are
I don't need much
Just a chance
planets love and all that jazz
 Aug 2017 stephanie
A N Sweet
i wanna be someone you don't yet know
i wanna be your promise of tomorrow
your calm of kisses before the storm

if i could be the first night girl again
i'd never let you in
i'd let you taste the sweetest parts of me
i'd only be your joy

i wanna be the first night girl
id sacrifice being whole
i'd save you from all the ugly parts
to be again your world

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