I'm not sure if we're meant to be
I am unsure if you and I are compatible
For it will take forever for you to crack through this shell
And I'd hate to put you through that hell
I would keep wondering why we were together
Keep finding something wrong with you or us
I am not in the right state of mind to follow a man who does not understand me or who I am
I know someone could love you more
Goodluck to you and yours

She's really ****** tired
Really often wired
She's tired bones inside cry and she dreams to rise 
From the bed 
Go to work instead 
Hopeless dreams became reality when she realized the rose glasses needed to be cleaned
For her insides cried in disbelief to what she used to be and what has been done 
But the past doesn't matter 
What's done is done 
Keeping a hopeful heart keeps putting her back to the start 
For falling 
Wandering 
And hitting the dirt 
Heart first 
To be bitter would be an option 
To be angry seems so far away
Sadness turns that way but a hopeful heart puts her back at the start
To hope for a man to love 
A man that truly does 
Hopeful hearts find each other.

I enjoy being content, in the moment I thought on which cup to put my wine in realization that does not need to be a fancy cup
Just for me
I don't need to feel like the riches are at my feet 
When I am content with playing with a rock on water to the same as I am with playing with a frisbee 
What I do does not have to exceed a bar 
A level
Of material 
.statice.
I had to put myself there to remember 
Meditation isn't easy 
But it can be
When you choose to be free 
To yourself
Be open 
Positive and outgoing 
Don't hold yourself back 
You deserve nothing but the world
It means so much to you 
You are light 
You are shining same as all of us
We are happy for each other 
We are in love with ourselves and one another 
Be yourself 
Be happy 
Be free 
Yes he is on my mind 
I'm choosing him there 
But we must go on, 
We are happy and strong

Waking up in the morning is hard to do
All I do is think of you from the moments that I go to sleep to the moments that I wake up
Moments are all we're living for
I realize I'm just living for you
When I take a shower all I think about is you
After scrubbing and bleaching the walls
I find myself in tears while the water drips down 
I through out everything you touched
But still you remain in my mind
And when I cry I cry hard
Love
you will never know because I smile and that's all I'll ever show