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Olga Valerevna Feb 2015
the word 'deserving' has a way of cutting in to me
For why do I suppose I should be handed out the key
I always lose the things I want to time I do not own
yet manage somehow to pretend I reap what I have sewn
There's someone watching over me forgiving what I've done
Reminding me I haven't lost my faith in anyone
Replacing fear with perfect love I've kept inside my heart
I know I will be broken but I will not fall apart
So here's to all the people I may never see again
You've made me in to something more than I could ever pen
they've written me
Olga Valerevna Feb 2015
You filled me to the brim with all your tendencies to fly
To put my head in places somewhere deep inside the sky
And maybe I'll return to you a bigger dreamer still
I'll whisper something pretty to forget that I am ill
I'm sick for all the moments I spent looking through your thoughts
When you would lay beside me and the world would be forgot
I haven't been this tired since I fell asleep in you
Enough with all the flying and with all the thinking too
make it stop
Olga Valerevna Feb 2015
Ive found the common thief to be inside of me and you
without a face to call his own becomes the people too
And when there should be nothing left your heart begins to fight
It looses all the spoils you had gained to make things right
And if it seems impossible - believe and give it time
It may take an eternity for you to never die
eternally giving
Olga Valerevna Feb 2015
i give myself to only those
who break when i am weak
who share the thoughts i save
for them until i need to speak
and if i can be useful to the
people whom i serve
then every moment given me
i'll spend upon this earth
and even when i've nothing
but the eyes of many years
i'll find a way to take the
hand of anyone who fears
it's not about the struggles
you alone have faced today
but how you learn to love
despite the troubles on the way
what is it?
Olga Valerevna Feb 2015
Ran
i think i will survive if i can wait a little more
i'll wait until
the last of you is walking
out the
door
the hours have been good to me
the miles
make it
clear
that life can still be beautiful
without you being
                           here
it's when i press my lips to yours
that everything
returns
and opens up a world with an intensity that
burns
enough with the explosives
i don't want them
anymore
the back of you in front of me, i'll run to close the door
Olga Valerevna Feb 2015
you and I are made of something breakable and small
Reduced to what the masses say they cannot see at all
But when I let you in to me you're bigger than myself
You take up all the space I couldn't give to someone else
And down we go together - deeper faster, slower still
Remembering the moments we unraveled at our will
And all it took was one of us to make a move that day
Now look at where it's gotten us, we've fallen all the way
I still remember the day I fell for you.
Olga Valerevna Jan 2015
i used to write your name
on everything i said & saw
embraced the taste of
pulchritude i never knew at all
but just before the winter
blew its chills along my spine
i realized the truth was
never present in your eyes
so let this be the last
i ever say your name aloud
you'll live inside the
memories i'll send into the clouds
and time will put its seal
upon our broken heavy parts
i am not here for anything
i'm not here for your *heart
title and inspiration taken from Julia Stone's, "Maybe"
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