i used to write your name
on everything i said & saw
embraced the taste of
pulchritude i never knew at all
but just before the winter
blew its chills along my spine
i realized the truth was
never present in your eyes
so let this be the last
i ever say your name aloud
you'll live inside the
memories i'll send into the clouds
and time will put its seal
upon our broken heavy parts
i am not here for anything
i'm not here for your *heart