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Olga Valerevna Jan 2015
the last i ever closed my eyes i saw too many things
it seemed as though my tendencies were turning into rings
and as i spun on each of them i thought i disappeared
but what i wasn't grasping was i gave into my fears
there's nothing like a wand'ring mind to keep you half unsure
to take you into places you may never know you were  
so if it looks familiar - a face, a scene, a sound
forget what you remember get your head to turn around
remember or forget it
Olga Valerevna Jan 2015
tooth and nail I fought for you in every way I could
Despite the empty feeling that I never understood
I am not really seeking any more than all of you
Though all of us collectively are either one of two
Allow the range of colours to distort what you have seen
And watch yourself forget the people holding onto dreams
If you are not a sleeper then you've woken up in haste
Perhaps there is a reason you accept yourself this way
But even if there isn't and you're living just to breathe
Then I suggest you slumber, give your body what it needs
rest your body, rest your mind, we are running out of time
Olga Valerevna Dec 2014
Like a hand that throws a punch your tongue makes a fist at me
Once you open your mouth I taste our ****** history
But how long do you think you can amuse the face of lust
Before you see it in yourself, a body in the flood
To all the ends the water goes and carries you away
Begins to settle down until you start another day
Inside the lines you've drawn upon the places you have been
Exists a world you cannot see unless you shed your skin
You took us there so long ago but left me on my own
With vision disappearing in the punches you had thrown
But if you have it in you still to wake your sorry self
Then come to me and let it be as though you never left
As long as he is loved, his mind will not be compromised.
Olga Valerevna Dec 2014
To say it's just as true today as it was long ago
Would be the only truth I turned a lie to be alone
But you are still a picture framed so perfectly to me
Your colours be the song I sing before I fall asleep
The part of me that died with you I want to live again
I want to keep my arms around your love until the end
And when we've conquered death and time, forever will be ours
Reminding us eternally our love is who we are
to write of you forever
Olga Valerevna Dec 2014
It wouldn't be
my place
to tell you what
you want to hear To
play with your delusions,
make the devil's horns appear
I'd rather be a figment of the thoughts you never seek
The ones
that won't betray you when
you've fallen into sleep
At ease with all the pressure
there's enough of it to
****
To keep you in your
head until its growth is stunted, still
you never thought you'd see the heavy future
you can feel
But there is nothing else, today has
never felt so
**real
ˌhipnəˈɡäjik,-ˈɡō-
of or relating to the state immediately before falling asleep
  Nov 2014 Olga Valerevna
Ofelia Rose
Deep beneath the willow I lay
Tangled in her rugged roots
Her hands grasp me for life
While I slowly lose my lungs
And her branches rain upon me
Soaking the soil just as my flesh
Swelling my body like salt
Burning my skin like tears in winter
I conclude that this is my fate
Dead in the life of the world
Alive in the truth of raging hearts
I am the weeping willow's daughter
The child trapped in her womb
Never birthed into a singing spirit
But just a rotted carcass
Clinging to anything that breathes
Olga Valerevna Nov 2014
his hands are full of stories
he may never get to tell
and wandering the streets today
he must've thought they fell
the memories are staggered
shorter, closer, weaker
s t i l l
together their depiction
was a life he had until
he sat upon the stones
and let the cold into his head
erased the only thoughts
that reassured he wasn't dead
but now the days are passing
with a quickening delay
and everything he hadn't said
is chasing him away
so if you see him running
tell him time is running too
that if he can't outrun it
there is nothing he can do
to think you could outrun time
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