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Ocho the Owl Oct 2013
There is a certain bridge that has been
out of service for quite some time now

Its been this way as long as Ochito could remember
Even before he was “Ocho”

It would appear that this structure has a
temperament of its own and it, sadly, wants to be stay broken, out of service

This choice bewilders Ocho almost to the point of tears
Why, he asks as he slams his enraged fist on the disintegrating table that is his patience

Why?
Why?
Of all the relationships, why did it have to be this one?

Perhaps it was written
Perhaps
Ocho the Owl Oct 2013
How many do you have?

Hmmmm?

Surely you have some idea
Is it a lot? I bet it is.

I would wager they are the grains of sand on a volcanic beach somewhere
They are the luminescent suns that guide our night skies

Eternal, unending, countless, unexpected, like spring showers.
Forever, on and on they are, like a sea of solar systems in the vast ocean that is our galaxy

Count them
the blessings in your life
Go ahead
Do it now

Use your fingers and toes if you have to
What else is there to do with all of eternity?
Ocho the Owl Oct 2013
41
Cornacopia
A living, breathing garden
Our small planet is

24
Why mother earth, why?
Show so much patience and love
to those that hurt you?

10
Garden, lush with life
Flourish, living library
This planet, our home

11
If she had the chance
Forgiveness would not suffice
The things we’ve done
Would be quite difficult to
Understand, earth simply smiles

7*
Is the wind my friend?
Blow, blow! Bring me Seasons
And to others, death
Ocho the Owl Oct 2013
97
Describe
One thing that
Love can’t fix

71
Do my eyes deceive?
Can what lies before me
Be so beautiful?

58
If I were an ant
I’d find a way to carry
All my love for you

39
I’d like to admit
The following: I love you
And I always will

14
Like, simply won’t do
To use, as, just won’t come close
Infinite love; is

12
What container is
Nearly the amount needed
To hold the patience
That is required to fully
Love unconditionally?

20
Gentle flower, shine!
Exude your musk upon me
Sprinkle, slowly, love

21
Brilliant, majestic
Fair friend, you offer loving
Light of life to all

23
Ferociously real
Your love is a wake up call
Why choose me, love, why?

3
Do you, rabbit, love?
In silence it stares at me
Secretly knowing

4
Her skin is warm tea
Gentle, always welcoming
In it I find peace

1*
Delicious as sleep
Without exception; love is
What all hunger for
Ocho the Owl Oct 2013
109
So ******* lucky
To be the person I am
Be as you are

90
Flying in the air
Notes ebb and flow
So sweetly

124
In her arms
She gently caresses
My beating heart

125
Listen carefully
The universe whispers
Through wind, rain, and heart

126
Frantic I am
Inpatient, frustrated
Reason? Unknown

127
The thoughts, words
Trickle slowly from above
Below and within

119
Unfolding slowly
My buds reach for the sky
And gasp for water

120
Delicate, open
Seeking the next level
My roots deepen

106
Tremendously
Shy, empathic, bold
Beautiful brownie

115
Accepting, gentle
Shrewd, candid, brilliant
Little ‘ol me

116
I’ve come to
Expect; unexpected
Events always

107
I am spring
Shining, bright, lucid
Ready to blossom

112*
I accept you
Exactly as you are
Perfect, flawless, you
Ocho the Owl Oct 2013
35
I’m starting to lose
What little patience I have
How much longer?

15
It often eludes
These old eyes have grown weary
I need forgiveness

54
Life beyond breakup
Is desolate and hostile
No love can grow there

55
With such ease you leave
Like a withering violet
I transform, I die

56
I breathe this pale air
Gasping my lungs clamor
For you, for you. You,

47
I can feel nothing
My taste buds are like dead leaves
No light do I see

45
Is she serious?
When will I finally learn?
Oh my trust fades

33
An empty bed waits
An empty room clamors
An empty heart sighs

64
I doubt if I could
Or that I’d really want to
I now know better

70
I am afraid
Of trusting like I once did
Am I ready?

65
I starve for embrace
I’m very low on love
God ****** to hell

34
Is it tomorrow?
Can it be the day after?
Or maybe never.

72
Tearful agony
Replaces where once love was
Thoughts of her are thorns

73
My belly fills up
With resentment and anger
See it in my eyes

31
She thus eludes me
Almost by divine design
I keep searching

69
As usual
The choices that I make
***** in my face

74
Do not judge this book
For the pages have been torn
Just as my heart has

75
Faint now is
The reason to smile and laugh
I pray you, help

76
Scolding water
Is what I feel when couples
Hold hands before me

77
How I hate
That I didn’t hold
And kiss you more

78
I’m tired
This burden pulls
Can’t hold on

79
A blank
Look, is my only
Souvenir, why?

80
It was my fault
I admit it, so
Much guilt

81
Distant
That place; now
Appears

32
Burned in my eyelids
Are the stinging images
That torments my dreams

66
I want to know if
This drought can be over
Its killing me

67
Dare I reason
With this smoldering fire
That will not go out?

16
Brilliantly hurt
My honor dangles, swaying
She swings, for the ****

13*
Let the seas dry out
And the birds lose their songs
True love, come, be mine
Ocho the Owl Oct 2013
95
Resist
The temptation
Of scarcity

96
Family
And friends are
So precious

94
Become like
The trees that give
Tirelessly

19
Have you, we, forgot
Everything since coming down here?
Darkness blinds us all

82
Connect
With one another
We are one

40
Don’t judge your neighbor
For he is also a gift
Of god, just like you

18
Captives, we become
As fear, proudly, pulls the noose
Tighter and tighter

26
Smashing, we break out
Like rain from clouds, we burst through
Our time will come soon

46
Even lepers know
Compassion, where is yours?
Why hide your treasure?

60
Become shining light
Illuminate the darkness
The world needs you

27
Dare to awaken
For this nightmare is soon done
Light will soon rule all

28
Incredibly brave
And amazingly daring
We enter this world

29
Use your mind to build
A world where understanding
Is the only way

52
Don’t you realize
That divided is backwards?
Please please please wake up

2
Who can survive that
Ravenous hunger, that need
To be understood?

53
So many people
Still asleep, still using fear
As their cold pillow

44
My eyes are wide open
I now see life differently
I connect with heart

49
On behalf of all
Living, breathing, loving life
Everywhere; welcome

51*
Let me feel your palm
Let us, together unite
And celebrate love
Ocho the Owl Oct 2013
68
Is it really true
Many wise ones often
Say: this too shall pass

83
Gently
I stand tall
Roots deep

86
Why not be
Grateful, its
Much easier

87
The less you do
The better off you are
Try it

88
Be like water
Liquid, solid, gas
Genius element

89
If you have
A sense of humor
You’re free

98
Breathe easy
Stride slowly
And smile

84
Don’t mistake
A storm; they
Too have purpose

85
Nothing
Lasts, it
all changes

61
How I wish and dream
That patience was my strong suit
Life can take so long

62
Be not delayed
For failures are roadblocks
Go, take the detour

63
Gentle and pristine
My heart now beats differently
I become serene

57
Be there a thousand
Crisp and amazing sunsets
In your heart and mind

48
And then the sunrise
Extended its warm embrace
To me, finally

50
Don’t feel so alone
you’re not the only person
That is starved for love

43
Don’t believe, that is
If you really want to, then
Nod and smile, then dream

36
Do not doubt the might
That resides within us all
It can move mountains

37
If you allow it
If you release all your doubt
Freedom can be yours

38
Never surrender
That which you hold most precious
Cherish it forever

25
Surely this fierce storm
That is beating down on me
Will pass; like all else

22*
Which path is correct?
You must choose, lead or follow
Go, go, make the leap
Ocho the Owl Oct 2013
122
I need not
To put others down
I love freely

104
Greet everyone
With a welcoming heart
Be not selfish

108*
I gaze freely
Smiling, recognizing
The you in me
Ocho the Owl Oct 2013
110
All I can see
Is the bright horizon
I walk faster

105
Storm clouds! Ahh
A great thanks to you
I’ve grow stronger

101
Let me count to
Three million and seven
Failures fuel me

102
Rejoice, smile
As you breathe, you learn
Each day, every way

103
Before you give up
Remember these words:
Yes I will, one day

113
It seems I
Lost all direction
On purpose

114
Gross mistake
In assuming limits
To my willpower

121*
Do something. Dare!
Shine, be lucid, leap!
**** it, I exclaim
Ocho the Owl Oct 2013
There’s a quote that I read not to long ago, that really made me reconsider a lot
As a matter of fact, it made me reconsider everything
And I mean; EVERYTHING

That quote was,
”the purpose of existence is to have no fear.”

Hmmm...So...
Let me see if I got this right...
The whole point to ALL THIS...is to dive right in?
Without fear?

What the **** am I waiting for then?!
What the **** are YOU waiting for?!

”the purpose of existence is to have no fear.”
Get moving!
Go!
RUN!

Only you know what you need to be doing right now
Right at this moment
Do it! Do it today! Do it with all your heart!
GO!

”the purpose of existence is to have no fear.”
Do you know how short a life we get on this planet?
If the whole point of us being here is to, transcend the emotion of fear...
then that would make everything that makes us afraid and fear itself; *******

Wouldn't it?

Nothing more that smoke and mirrors

”the purpose of existence is to have no fear.”
If this is the true meaning of it all, the way everything was designed....
Then...
Go get em
Go
Hit the ground running
Let there be no shame in your game.
What ever you need to do, do it today

If life could come with rules or guidelines, I would
respectfully request that we all came with that rule engrained in our minds.

”the purpose of existence is to have no fear.”
Ocho the Owl Oct 2013
The minutes
They keep flying, breezing past you
Leaving only a gentle rocking of leaves.

Whoooosh!

Do you even notice?
I’m not saying to keep count.
No.
I’m saying, Be aware.
They aren’t coming back.
They vanish as spring flowers do.
Way too many have raced past Ochito, way too many

But not anymore

He puts them in his pocket now and savors them like the tasty snack they are
The mighty ambrosia cannot compare and his palette is that much sweeter these days
Ocho the Owl Oct 2013
There is an image of an elegant, ancient face,
permanently etched on Ocho’s chest

This is not a metaphor, I assure you, seeing in that the
image was made in ink, carved in blood and weathered in the sands of time

It’s quite real

This image resembles, when gazed upon in the right
light, of course, a picture of a woman’s face right next to ochito's heart muscle
It’s quite difficult to decipher why it ended up there
in the first place, nevertheless, there it remains

Motionless
Silently staring out,
into the world

Waiting perhaps?
For what? I couldn’t tell you

I've often considered the possibility that it waits for the original author to return; to
come back and claim both it and what’s patiently beating inside his chest

Not even the sun or moon itself dare comment on such matters

Mystified, Ocho stares at the images blank expression
A melancholy grin shines through as he realizes
That “they” cannot be separated by things
like lifetimes and solar systems, so he waits

Together...

They wait, and wait and wait.
Not in anguish; no
In faith
Ocho the Owl Oct 2013
You know...

Sometimes you just have to be alone
There's just no other way

Sometimes there are certain lessons that can only
be fully absorbed in the sterile environment of solitude

Sometimes...
Only sometimes...

Sometimes you have to be just a little bit stronger
than usual because sometimes the **** will get worse way before it gets better
Guaranteed
Sometimes life will be painful, bitter, and fowl-tasting
And it will hit you so hard, with such force that
you can almost feel your soul leaking from that invisible wound in your heart

Sometimes...
Just sometimes...

Someone once told Ocho that romantic relationships
are a mirror of the amount of love we have for ourselves

Sometimes...
Some times
feel like an eternity
Ocho the Owl Sep 2014
I am oozing with seething resentment and vitriol tonight
This raging beast comes
courtesy of alcohol and years of unrequited affection

I **** and seethe as I sit here typing this out
one stylus stroke at a time

All I wanted tonight was some affection

I deserve it
I truly do

instead the universe gives me nothing

I sit here
thoughts of hurting myself and others flood my mind

I am the opposite of strong
resentment overtakes what used to be merryment and cheer

I am human and god tonight
Ocho the Owl Nov 2013
Xavier kinear had a very long beard
That hung right down to his feet

His neighbors point and children giggle
when crows would build nests underneath

But alas poor kinear
One day gave a scare
To a woman who was mentally ill

She pulled out a mallet
And swung it with malice
Which gave kinear and his crows quite a thrill
Ocho the Owl Jul 2014
It's so hard

to tell you I love you

sometimes

because the truth is

I actually do and always will
Ocho the Owl Jul 2014
What are you waiting for?

Get on with it already

GO!

Live your life
the way
YOU
want to live it
Ocho the Owl May 2014
Life is a quilt

This life of yours is made up of many, many pieces

Some bigger than others

Some bits will be torn
Others will be neatly shaped

All different colors for certain

All coming to form one giant cacophony of who you are

Always remember...

Your life is the whole quilt, not small part of it

See the beauty of your fine work
Ocho the Owl May 2014
After the blazing inferno
that scorch us beyond recognition

comes
the gentlest of breezes

they whisper to us
ever so gently

"Stand up...."
#Motivational
Ocho the Owl Jun 2014
Her eyes keep me awake at night
They pierce through my foul moods

and in them
galaxies begin and end

I am helpless and
at their mercy

They linger in me
Ocho the Owl Jun 2014
The brevity of this life of yours is so fleeting

That the breeze which pierces through branches

seems like snail in comparison

So, so quickly it goes...
Ocho the Owl Jun 2014
If you can fight....
Fight!
If you can sing....
Sing!
If you can jump....
Jump!
If you can laugh
Laugh!

Maniacal are those who
consciously are not
what they
actually are  

Be amongst those who
simply
are
EXACTLY
what
they are

Nothing more...
nothing less...
less
Ocho the Owl Jun 2014
Never
will this day return to you

All the smells and sights

Surrender to them

Let them permeate you

You'll thank me later
Ocho the Owl Jun 2014
Tell me that you love me

Adore me

Take my weathered
tattered remains

As they are

or not
Ocho the Owl Jun 2014
This is what I can promise you:

Your journey WILL NOT be a straight line

You will know heartbreak, like it or not

You will spill your blood on this earth,
expect it, just don't let it define you

Your thoughts are the only thing
you have
control over

Don't take and take and take from
the universe
and be surprised when the universe
takes from you in return

Always give first
Ocho the Owl Jun 2014
I love the way you say my name

The space between the letters is a echo-y cavern

That is filled
with my
unexplainable
love
for
you
Ocho the Owl Oct 2013
In every rejection
In every missed call
In every promise not kept
In every lonely night he's had spent by himself
replaying events in head over and over and over

there is opportunity

Light does exist, despite its scarce amounts

He coughs
then spits out a combination of blood,
dirt and naive optimism
while closing his eyes
and fantasizes of how things "once were"

How? he wonders

How can something as delicate as a heart
remain intact  
if it's being continuously attacked by it's environment?
How can one soul maintain
its divinity in the midst
of so much lies and anguish?

He buries his face in his weathered hands one last time
wipes away any residual frustration from his eyes
and continues onward
Ocho the Owl Jun 2014
You are your own worst enemy

It is through

inner strength

that this changes
Ocho the Owl Jun 2014
Let the amount of "No"s you receive in life
be greater than all the grains of sand in existence

Reason?

They will, ultimately, be
the source of your inner strength and character

There is nothing more empowering in the universe
than rejection

It brings you so much closer to the truth
than you might think
Ocho the Owl Jul 2014
So distant

Even further than the furthest galaxy

it is

Is the feeling of your warm hand

caressing my hair
Ocho the Owl Jul 2014
Bigger than a mountain
this magic runs though me
It swallows and collides
it makes my fears run and hide

No, no

there it begins anew
I'm off to satisfy it
I hope this hunger I never lose
Ocho the Owl Jul 2014
How I wish I wasn't such a horrible person
That pretends not to be so that
he may mingle with the rest of the humans

How I wish i was a natural, a prodigy, at something
anything really

so that I could at last give my spirit
the recognition it
seems to feel it deserves

How I wish I would stop pushing all
of my lovers away

one by one

they all vanish
Like driftwood
into the depth that is
the enormous ocean that my empty heart

has become

How I wish that she loved me
how I wish I could love my family like many, many do
how I wish I wasn't me
Ocho the Owl Jul 2014
There
is a tremendous amounts of
BLISS

in this very moment

And....
it is available to all living beings

who surpass
the illusion of
"yesterdays" & "tomorrows"
Ocho the Owl Jul 2014
If tonight was the last nite that I were to have
The one regret that at my heart would start to stab

Would be the burning and yearning to make slow love to you
To have you and to hold you until the day started anew

I swear I'd be gentle as...
Ocho the Owl Oct 2013
No
Not this time

No no no
Not again

I'm not going to lose my cool and transform into an abominable ghoul
and yell at someone I respect for no apparent reason

No

I'm not going to repeatedly punch a wall until I have be rushed to
the emergency room because my hand has swelled up to the size of a baseball mitt

No
**** that

I'm not going to fantasize what it would be like to
put the barrel of a gun in my mouth and pull the trigger

No

No no no

This time

I'm going to look at my fiendish emotional wave
right in the eye

and put it exactly where it belongs

Behind me
Ocho the Owl Jul 2014
Not even poetry
can adequately
explain how
much
i miss you

I've forgotten
what it feels like
to hear your
mouth say
my name

I wish it didn't
hurt the way it does
Ocho the Owl Jul 2014
I'm only waiting now

for the burning sensation to wear off

so that

I can arise

and continue my journey up the summit

This old heart may be burnt, scarred, torn....

It still
however

beats.....
Ocho the Owl Jul 2014
DO NOT
be
afraid
to wear your heart

on your sleeve

come let's wear ours
together

And live
the rest of our days
smiling
Ocho the Owl Jul 2014
A little piece
Of me
Dies

Every time I sit
Here and make poetry

On my itouch

Whilst I watch
Families play with their
Children

Right in front of me
Ocho the Owl Jul 2014
An
oasis

of a lover
is truly
my hearts desperate
beckoning

it uselessly grasps
and reaches out

to the emptiness

in high hopes that
one day very soon

his hand will find another

and together they'll
float endlessly though

the
horizons of tomorrow

Today might be the day...
Ocho the Owl Jul 2014
I often wonder

If I'm being punished

For crimes from past lifetimes

This journey is long, lonely, and painful

It's really not fun
Ocho the Owl Jul 2014
If I stumbled

would you help me
back up?

Would you?

Or would you

leave

me bleeding on the ground?

Don't leave me like this...
Ocho the Owl Jul 2014
Tonight...

I'll stare out my

window

in hopes
that I may catch a glimpse

of
her...
Ocho the Owl Jul 2014
Level with me

Is my heart too scarred to love again

Have my eyes been too blackened by hurt
to see clearly again

Am I

beyond hope?

It feels like it
Ocho the Owl Aug 2014
Tonight

only tonight will I not live In fear

I will dust myself off
and march onward

as is the gods themselves walked right beside me

you may call me bold

im just on a mission
Ocho the Owl Oct 2013
The defendants' plea is obvious, your honor...

Guilty

I admit it...he said in a serious tone

I...I...
I've forgotten what it is like
to feel a woman's caress across my cheek

I can't recall how it feels to awaken
and have her right next to me

His eyes clench up and start to surrender
tears as he continues

Her sullen figure

Motionless majesty

Mountains, plains and terrains as far as the eyes can see
Did I explore enough?
When it was mine to explore...

Did I?

He looks up

Is there something I could've done differently?
Ocho the Owl Aug 2014
I've loved
I've lost
I've pined away for someone who didn't even know I existed
I've bled
I've cried and sobbed sorrowfully
I've moved on
I've contemplated on ending my life to end my suffering
I've triumphed
I've achieved
I've met my goals just at the deadline
I've crossed the line point of no return
I've loathed myself
I've been kind to a perfect stranger
I've given loads of my time and energy to a worthy cause
I've wondered
I've pondered
I've doubted
I've sat in silence
I've pursued what speaks to my soul

*I've lived
Ocho the Owl Aug 2014
What should I do with this one life of mine?*

Should I join a worthy cause?
Should I help those in need?
Should I rob a liquor store?
Should I become a drug addict, then recover from my addiction and *"FIND THE LORD"
?
Should I pretend to be something I'm not?
Should I be gay?
Should I be a crossdresser?
Should I **** someone and bury the body where no one will ever find it?
Should I start a family?
Should I be a good father, or a bad one?
Should I live in the city or in the mountains?

Should I believe in god or be atheist?

Should I fall in love?

Should I love or hate my fellow humans?

I just can't decide tonite....
What to do....what to do....
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