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Nope Aug 2014
I've never felt so close to death as i did the day you left me
Nope Aug 2014
Losing myself in the messages,
trying to make up for every time i felt unwanted by letting this 23 year old i met at a party a year and a half ago bury himself inside of me, because someone finally wants me.
He craves my touch the way i crave yours.
The only difference is that i love you and the only reason he cares is because he isn't getting enough from his girlfriend.
So why not?
*Unfulfillment leads to ***.
  Aug 2014 Nope
white coat
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Nope Aug 2014
Sometimes when I think about you
I end up thinking about the universe,
because that is what you were to me.
And though most of you is dark and undiscovered,
the parts of you you share
are brighter than any supernova
and i miss it.
Without your light i am stuck in that darkness.
Nope Aug 2014
I remember laying under the stars with you
and I remember talking about everything under the moon.
You promised me you would keep me safe.

You told me I was beautiful and then you started to kiss me.
I still feel what it was like to have you on my lips.
And more importantly, I still feel what it was like to let the words
“I’m to drunk to do this”
spill from between my teeth

Then everything is black.

The next thing I remember is you pushing my head down, forcing me to pleasure you
and me crying
and you telling me you were going to **** me

Then it was black again

I still feel what it was like to regain some sort of knowledge of what was going on around me
and realize what I was doing
I can still taste you in my mouth
I can still feel your voice pumping through my veins
Nope Dec 2013
i’ll let the sound of your voice
run through my veins
only if you’ll breathe in mine
and dont leave me sitting on this rock alone
im ready to jump but you’re here
and maybe if we jump together death wont be so hard
and maybe if we jump together
it will be our happily ever after

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