im ******* panicking here
cant you just leave alone
******* for once before
i lose my ****.

I’m gonna destroy myself tonight
And I fear nothing can stop me

I cant believe i just let you leave
you are just like me
i make myself sick with sadness
you are perfect
but you left me for her
the abuser in the relationship
but her soft eyes
and charming smile
are what captured me
and they've got you in their grips
good luck leaving
her sticky sweet trap
will be your downfall too

I don’t know if
I can get out of this hole
I’ve dug for myself

And I’m starting to
bury
myself
alive

the bones that i held
are mine to shatter
and mine to break and bend

these bones are not yours to manipulate
not yours to shatter
crush into a fine powder
and snort it
because it makes you happy

My father says
he saw it in you
when you first came into our home

he says
these relationships don't last

and i knew that
i was leaving as soon as i could
putting a thousand miles between me
and this town

your plans for the future were not able to be done
i knew that

did you?

of course,
it's not like you put in any effort,
you always
ruin everything,
we will never
have a stable relationship,
i'm watching
you go downhill,
so fast,
and not
do anything to stop it.

I don't know how much longer
i can be around you

If you're going to keep acting
like a ****
then i can't stay here

you don't take care of anything
you're so ******* stupid.

not to be rude, but why cant you just change?

the moment i knew it was all over

I did the breaking up

I left you

getting out showed me that
you're toxic

you'll get over it
you always do