I cant believe i just let you leave
you are just like me
i make myself sick with sadness
you are perfect
but you left me for her
the abuser in the relationship
but her soft eyes
and charming smile
are what captured me
and they've got you in their grips
good luck leaving
her sticky sweet trap
will be your downfall too

of course,
it's not like you put in any effort,
you always
ruin everything,
we will never
have a stable relationship,
i'm watching
you go downhill,
so fast,
and not
do anything to stop it.

I don't know how much longer
i can be around you

If you're going to keep acting
like a ****
then i can't stay here

you don't take care of anything
you're so ******* stupid.

im ******* panicking here
cant you just leave alone
******* for once before
i lose my ****.

I’m gonna destroy myself tonight
And I fear nothing can stop me

I don’t know if
I can get out of this hole
I’ve dug for myself

And I’m starting to
bury
myself
alive