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as i released my grip noticing he isn't moving, struggling, breathing anymore!
i step back to see what ive done ... shes gone forever, she just a memory that id soon enough forget
will anyone even notice shes gone? probably not! shes been trying to take her own life for years
and ive done it for her in a few seconds
cause i cant keep my hands to myself
taking a life is probably the most exhilarating thing imaginably possible
and ill let you know something i dont regret it, she wasn't my first and defiantly wont be my last!
If I was an angel
I'd put you in a warm embrace.
My wings will be your shield,
your raincoat,
your cooling breeze,
your warming blanket in a cold winter's night.
But I'm not an angel.
But I'm yours.
For Emer. My love for you will never wither away.

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Do you have a coat named Cassandra?
Are we the dead swordfish cripples?
Are we postponing the end of reality?

Is one man perched on a cloud
of skunkweed aromas and spiral lights?

Are you trying to sharpen your pencil
with fingernails submerged
in lethargic gardens?

God is decrepit.
Can’t even stand up straight
or walk inside the lines.

Kick out the sky like a drum
A strange blind man with yellow teeth
evolves through a pearl necklace
in a cloud of birds and helium
as soft as a paper serpent,
as simplistic as the underlying echo
of raindrops beside an
apocalyptic train tunnel.

Go ahead,
try and be a woman.

Flamingo!
Or was it Flemenco?

Everyone’s looking for a Mormon groin
To pat on the toilet.
Everyone wants lap-teasers;
bursts of energy
contained in porcelain urns.

You realize anything you write down that rhymes
is mystified, temporarily,
the real nothing curving back into the landscape.

You look fine,
figuring out the label.

Before the swollen eyes burn,
***** wanders and remodels.
It reminds her of the cavern that remained
in the side of her head
and the stain its warm good-byes left
on the open half
of the flower sun
on the Indian tapestry.

I want to share
the broken cores of the walls
with the rippled blue label
on the ******* clad bottle.
They will meet,
marry
and view death as friends
watching each other deteriorate
into puddles meant to be wheatfields.

No vines,  no veins

they pace only to summon the light.
This speech is spellbound
and holds no boundaries to our power.

Don’t follow my path
to indignant extinction.

Breath likes resurrection
Death likes restitution.

It was the stare I remember
and he was the one who lost
the lickable paper
I vaguely
(and foolishly)
recall with pride
for playing anything less than psychotic

I am the psychotic
I’m the last of the crass;
a head I can brush her hair with.

The crash of a familiar tongue
distances itself from the ivory face of a December midnight,
standing in shadows of crimson silence.

We see no need to thank, but do it anyway,
by necessity.
It’s a fear that wakes you in the night.
You turn on the light
and there’s nothing there.

Where is the lifestyle I want?

Flying
flying
flying
flown, as a vision through the light,
a vision beyond that vision I saw
Death and the echo of raindrops
remain boxed together in a stool sample.
 Apr 2016 Natasha Ivory
gray rain
Hands are shaking
breathing is deep
the anger is taking over me
writing feelings on a blank sheet
insanity creeping in I cannot speak
this language seems foreign to me
the one I use everyday of the week
my body trembels
feels strong but weak
no control
in how I act
cold shivers run down my spine
as emotions are running high
no control over anything
when the anger is taking over me
 Apr 2016 Natasha Ivory
Lost Poet
Lethargy,
Seeps into my bones,
A cold chill,
Covering everything I know,
I can't concentrate,
My mind refuses to operate,
I'm so tired,
But my thoughts won't let me sleep at night,

And I am here,
Huddling in the dark corner,
Sobbing; trying to find my way.
 Apr 2016 Natasha Ivory
gothicc
theyre writing songs about me
but i cant give them what they want
i know how to stay solo now
stop thinking about me
because everytime you do, i feel it
"how is it being god?"
please dont ask, dont make me answer
at the same time my pen dies
i lose 2 friends, a ride-or-die, and my mind
you could have kissed me over and over
but you screamed and turned away
and now your echoes are inside me
and i wonder why you couldnt be perfect
and why no one else was either
thats why theres just me
i cant be sad, only accepting
so please do the same
and lets meet up and smoke a cigarette
its on me, newport 100s
By: Cedric McClester

Everything I do
I do for you
And I do confess
That I do my best
To keep it brand new
In and out of season
I bring you flowers
For no reason

Everything I do
I do for you
Simple as it sounds
It’s no less true

Everything I do
I do for you
Can’t you see
That you inspire me
In ways you never knew
You’re my rhyme
And reason
The one that I love squeezing

Everything I do
I do for you
Simple as it sounds
It’s no less true

You’d be amazed
How well that I know you
There’s a thousand ways
That I try to show you
I know what you like
And what you desire
My sole ambition is
To elevate you higher

Everything I do
I do for you
A glance from you
I interpret as a que
For me to do
Whatever you want me to
Just suggest it
And I’ll follow through

Everything I do
I do for you
Simple as it sounds
It’s no less true

Everything I do
I do for you
And I do confess
That I do my best
To keep it brand new
In and out of season
I bring you flowers
For no reason

Everything I do
I do for you
Simple as it sounds
It’s no less true









Cedric McClester, Copyright (c) 2016.  All rights reserved.
 Apr 2016 Natasha Ivory
Lesley
You are the bright oasis in a dark lonely desert.
You are the playful butterfly kissing my cheek.
You excel at pulling my heart strings,
But the social butterfly you are-
You forever flutter to flower to flower;
Petals licked and devoured.
Anything serious teeter-totters.
Anything Real topples over.
You ARE a Great Escape.
One to ride and pass over;
A brief flash and thunder.
Oh, what a Scream you are!
I want to scream.
Cry
I'm not sure why
I thought of this rhyme
But in all fairness we must really learn
Again, how to cry

Some days it's just too much
We feel like a car trying to shift without a clutch
Sometimes even writing doesn't help me much

So if I'm in a deep enough rut
I'll not be ashamed, at least not much
To let my tears hit the pillow as my eyes redden and crust
And just spill my pent up feelings out into the open air, in front of no one
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