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Monika Oct 2015
you bind me when you say
you want to spend your life with me
not a day or two
so i stay, i stay

you leave the door open for me to walk free
everyday
because you say
the times are not good, the time is not right

meanwhile i'm stuck in the air
waiting to fall
and you're out there
am i being restless to hear your final call

feeling guilty as hell
when you ask what you gotta do to make me believe
how do i tell
it's not what i need

for all I need is _
a word of reassurance when i'm low
to see you smiling
when you see me

i'm trying to take it slow ,
so i stay
for as long as i can endure
the apathy you show

And all you do
is avert your gaze
lower your eyes and walk away
because you say the time's not right

and i'm trying desperately
to end this plight
to call it a day
AND I APOLOGIZE FOR BEING TOO IMPATIENT

for all i ask is a word from you
once a day
if it's too much to ask, I'M SORRY
I cannot stay
  Oct 2015 Monika
MC
You tell me that you're my best friend
You've come to that conclusion on your own
Without asking me how I felt
About you presuming you know me so well
You don't know half of me
Believe me, I'll never tell

We talk about our past
Our future
Our present
You say "you turned out okay"
I'm glad I come off that way
But honestly my dear,
You don't know

You don't know about my storms
You don't know about my darkness
You don't know about my climb
You don't know about my descend

********* if you think you're my best friend
  Oct 2015 Monika
Sadikshya Tripathi
This is a curious feeling,
I want to know
either I am happy or sad.
a painful feeling,
I want to know
either I´m hurt because of ignorance Or
I am unhappy with my response.
a brave feeling, to heal my pain
either I face the challenge,
or I change the direction of my mind,
It´s just the feeling that
I want to shape me to previous one.
#hurt #pain
Monika Oct 2015
If I were to have my heart broken again
go through the familiar pain
it would be your name
for I relive in you.

Your face always shining through
brighter than the brightest star
but you're way too far
i can never reach you

I love you more than you'll ever know
but you tell me it's all over
i'm like a firefly trapped in a spider's web
like in a harsh winter night a wretch looking for cover

And how i desperately hope every door will lead me to you
knowing how  false hopes can lead to devastation
gone is the sick strange passion
And i still long for you

Like a sailor stuck in storm longing for shore
like the scorched fields long for rain
but i'm prepared to have my heart broken by you again
come back for the familiar ache, the familiar pain...!
Monika Oct 2015
The times we had are gone
(are they gone forever)
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