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Mishika Nambiar May 2014
I have walked a million miles
And mostly all alone
But when I wanted 2 share a site
I most required a friend
But most left me in the dark lanes
And some left to take another turn
Then I learnt I don’t need a friend
Because I’d walked a million miles alone
And so I can another million miles more…
Mishika Nambiar May 2014
Now you're gone
And you’re gone for good
So I’ll try not to miss you
But I’ll cry if I would

It’s been a year and half
And I’m still not over you
Even listening to songs
Reminds me of

You were so different
My right kind of wrong
Though you are a mess
It’s still you that I long

You never will be my perfect
But that's not *** I require
Because I accepted you for whom you are
A cheat, a kid, a lair

Everything around me
Somehow links up to you
This shatters me into pieces
An leaves my eyes with dew

Why do you have to go?
Why can’t you stay with me?
I can’t live without you
Why can’t you see?

I promise to give it all
Only give me a second try
Whatever you want will be done
This time I won’t make you cry

It’s still your call in the end
If you want to stay or want to go
But if you want me I’ll be there
I just want you to know

I can wait for you forever
I’ll be by your side when you need me
You got away by mistake
And so if you want to get back
I am and will always be ready
Mishika Nambiar Feb 2014
Colours fade...
Forever to be 'Grey'
No black; no white;
People lose colours...
Forever to remain 'Grey'
Mishika Nambiar Sep 2012
Its been a long time now,
Since I last had a real smile.
Why cant anything in this entire world,
Make me happy for a while.

How long do I have to be fake?
Till someone sees my innermost.
Even if he sees will he be able,
To drive me out of this dark coast.

I’ve been defeated in love,
Time and again without another fail,
It happens because I’m not worthy for love,
Maybe I’m like trash that is stale.

Why does my world seem,
Entangled just like my messy hair.
All the troubles that creeps towards me,
No one seems to care.

I don’t know what I’m destined for,
Maybe to someday die.
Then why am I living without an aim,
I demand an answer why.

When I look at myself in the mirror,
I hate the person I see.
I can’t blame anyone for it,
I entirely blame only me.

To this mean world,
I remain a huge laughing stock.
My living to the world
Is nothing more then a rock.

The only way to seek an escape
And end my tragedy now,
Is to end my dreaded living,
And **** myself somehow!
Mishika Nambiar Jun 2013
Life is a show
And we learn from it a lot
It teaches us things
That no one had ever taught

People become a part
Of the show we now run
Some leave and go when in trouble
Some stand by you in the sun

The person who stands beside you
Is the one who is your friend
But a few among the friends group
Won’t tell you but they pretend

Well this is for sure
Friends they come friends they go
But only true friends remain
Till the end of your show

But the other ****** guys
Whom you thought were friends
Teach you hurtful things
Before your show ends

Some people make you fall
Some people help you rise
Some people you love genuinely
Some people you just despise

Sometimes we stand in discomfort
For the ones we love and care
Sometimes we conspire against
The ones whose presence we can't bare

Life plays us like puppets
And we dance to the tune of fate
Sometimes so unpredictable
That we start loving the ones we hate

Life is a show
And this is a part of it
There's no control
you can't do ****

Tomorrow is another day
And maybe you'll die before it could start
But your show is handed over
To another who will play your part

But all of us aspire
To perform the best of course
And throughout this journey
We see happiness and remorse

Life is a show
Again I repeat
It will go on forever
Even when you accept defeat

Some live it like a party
Some want to live no more
But in the end you should know
Your life is nothing but just a show
Mishika Nambiar May 2013
I wanna make paper boats
And fly into a different  world
And reach out for the stars that sound so bright

Sparkly are those children's eyes
Who dream of cosmic energy lights
All they wanna do is make festive

Purple yellow white and blue
Colours smelling like baboons
Glittery is the heart of the golden knight

He fights to win the winters heart
She's icy cold and a stubborn mutt
They meet each other and make festive

Children danced to the poetry
And sipped from nature's beauty
To coincide with the sense of lights

Tomorrow's not another day
And today ends at night
Let's make festive till it lasts
Before the transition of spite
Mishika Nambiar May 2014
And today I met u again...
And today I sensed happiness again...
And today as you left to go...
I had it at the back of my mind, but I didn't tell so...
Because today I realized you’re not mine...
But still I take you to be my sunshine...
And so I wait for this day to pass by...
So that I could meet you tomorrow and maybe feel shy...
And Yess!!! Tomorrow I will meet you again...
And sense this kind of happiness again... ♥♥♥
Mishika Nambiar Feb 2014
Isolated I stand in our bizarre world
A dream I attempt to accomplish
This dream I try so hard for
Is something you'd call a death wish

I care to survive no more
I seek peace for my mind
I am being led by my peers
I am being led by the blind

Belong no where do I
Nor anything to call my own
Stripped of the ability to love
Impassive and detached I've grown

Cold hearted is my speech
Hostile are my gestures
This blend of psychotic acts
Is my favorite personality mixture

I display symptoms of insanity
Curbing the lunatic in my head
To silence this man forever
I am lying in my death bed

I've consumed my anxiety medication
Now drowning in my subconscious thoughts
Even that don't help me anymore
In its tedious cycle I'm caught

You'd think I am crazy
But all the best people are
With this last happy thought
I'll embrace my last hour

Death is my new dream
My only way out of grief
With this poem I'll bid this world goodbye
As with death I'll receive relief
Mental State ;/
Mishika Nambiar Aug 2013
He is the last, he has survived
In many years of war.
When billions of people died,
There's nothing to fight for.

He'd never seen the rise of sun
The spring and flower's bloom.
He'd never known the times of fun
As all he knew were times of doom.

But finally there's chance to cease
There's nobody to war.
Whoever cared about the peace
Could fight for it no more.

The end has come ,it is the end, there's nothing left to hide
The human nature has produced its biggest suicide.
The world has changed in cruel way
Through carnage everywhere.
Injustice, darkness, pride, despair
There's nothing else to say …
Mishika Nambiar Feb 2014
With these little words
You've written a part of my mortal story
But you're too young to feel so low...
And I know the world could get a really gory
Mishika Nambiar Sep 2012
It began with my movement towards the heavenly substance,
Leading my way into a nostalgic trance.
Setting my boundaries, then flying out of limits,
Leaving my senses behind, to begin with my trips.

So now I wander over grounds of light, heat, sound and mist,
Provoking dreams that don’t exist.
A circus of lights where dreams can take flight,
To a carnival of variegated colors in sight.

Gallivanting in the forest of unreal existence.
Appeasing up-close and alluring at distance.
The vivid prism of rainbow like features,
Casting its charade on us, “The Euphoric Creatures.”

Harmonious melodies in our souls now play.
Intoxicated yet happy, and ecstatic yet gay.
Lost in the scenery made of light rays,
Leaving my astray to wander in my blissful daze.

The radiant vibes of every glowing and true soul,
Are mellow like flowers and intense like burning coal.
Fascinated me in various manner and means,
Taking my mind to classically bizarre scenes.

I am an “Errant Knight” of the tripping universe,
Delighted forever, no room for remorse.
Happy to be wandering on the grounds of light, heat, sound and mist,
Provoking me to believe something that doesn’t exist.
Mishika Nambiar May 2014
Why do you listen to everything I say?
Why do you talk to me through out the day?
Why do you put up with all of my ****?
Why do you stand me when I drive you to the end of your wit?
Why do you point out when I'm wrong?
Why do you think I'm pretty as a song?
Why do you smell like daisies?
Why do you drive me so crazy?
Why do you make so much of time for me?
Why do you not want to change a thing in me?
Why do you be so nice and sweet?
Why do you lose when we compete?
Why do you fight with me when I'm angry?
Why do you spend time with me when you can be free?
Why do you leave and I feel empty?
Why do you come around and then I'm all over happy?
Why can't you tell me, from me what you seek?
Answer me soon, because you've started to make me weak ♥♥♥

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