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As you draw the knife
Ready to take their life
I sit and ponder
As i dream way past yonder
While you're watching your best friend die
You're screaming out your mournful cry*
I'm reading about being twirled
Without a care in the whole wide world
 Mar 2018 mikecccc
Marty
I didn't deserve this.
So much work I give.
Dangling my heart upon a string.
Arms open wide.
Love never ending.

I didn't deserve this
Screams and screams
Penetrating my flesh.
Gnawing it's way to bone.
Till nothing but pain is left.

I didn't deserve this.
Waiting for the next cruel words.
To rip away any pride left.
Making each breathe more painful.
Till only screams are left.

I didn't deserve this.
Sharpened blade cutting deep.
Searching for the next gorgeous flow.
Hiding the pain with pain.
Wiping it away hiding the shame.

I didn't deserve this.
Hoping the next line will be too deep.
Agony relieved by a mistake.
Begging the Lord for mercy
Let the razor make a home.
Why can't I have my wish. Why can't I just go away.
 Mar 2018 mikecccc
Nigel Finn
There's a storm in my teacup,
An ache in my head,
A plethora of words,
That are better unsaid.

There's a monster inside me,
That never stops speaking,
Though I try to control,
The havoc it's seeking.

You think I'm a good person,
But I do not agree,
My friend: you only judge me,
Based on what you can see.
Definition of a monster; a creature, being, or entity that is terribly afraid, so much so that it lashes out at whomever approaches it. A common characteristic is a barbed tongue, which can be used to inflict severe damage on unsuspecting victims.
 Mar 2018 mikecccc
Nigel Finn
I oftentimes recall a boy,
To whom all life was simple joy,
Who never let life get him down,
And reached for the celestial crown.

Although inside his heart was broke,
He'd treat life as just a joke.
Good friends he never seemed without-
To see him smile removed all doubt.

One day he ate a box of pills,
And finished with all earthly thrills,
To think of it brings me a chill,
I wish that he was smiling still...
We don't **** ourselves. We are simply defeated by the long, hard struggle to stay alive. When somebody dies after a long illness, people are apt to say, with a note of approval, "He fought so hard." And they are inclined to think, about a suicide, that no fight was involved, that somebody simply gave up. This is quite wrong.”
― Sally Brampton
 Mar 2018 mikecccc
yw
Dad I just learned to say your name ain’t you proud why did you walk out the door again
Dad I’ve learned so much already I’m more than 3ft tall now, I like playing outside climbing trees, maybe you’ll call now?
Dad I know you stopped by for my birthday but you missed Christmas, did Santa have me on the naughty list cause it was just you and some cool toys on my Christmas wish list
Dad I can’t believe I’m starting high school and your finally in my life to stay now
Dad I’m so glad I get to live with you now things were too hostile between mum and stepdad I’m thankfully that you’re here now
.....
.....
Dad I’m not a kid anymore. My whole life I just wanted to know who you are
Dad it’s been 13 years since I walked out that door
I hear you still drink and get into bar fights
And the harder drugs **** that was a surprise even to me I thought having a **** and beer was more of your thing
But I don’t know you and I know you and I know of you
What do you say to the man that claims he’s your fam when he missed the entire first chapter and ****** up the next
You say stay safe and take care
The one thing I learned from you is that life is not fair
 Mar 2018 mikecccc
chloe fleming
i have walked years in this body,
across mountains and up hills
but i have never stayed long enough
to enjoy my journey
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