Melody Millett

Sep 2014

WickedHope

10 Words You Need To Understand

I push you away
But I want you to stay.

I ruin every good thing in my life.
If I asked, would you stay with me tonight?

#stay #10w

Sep 2014

Melanie Kate

A waiting kind of hate.

I hate the way,
                         I believed your promises.
I hate the way,
                        you led me to touch
the truth in the words you wrote.

I hate the way I opened
                         my curtains and doors,
letting in the sunshine of you;
breathing in the scent of you.

I hate the reasons
                         of things I don't know,
of things you didn't do,
that left me waiting.

I hate standing here.
Wave-after-wave hitting the shore.
Without sight of you,
                         anywhere on the horizon.

I hate that there's no way
to pull closed my doors.
And forget you.
                       Like you forgot me.

(c) MKD 2014

#love #broken #misunderstood #lost #silence #unrequited #waiting #hearted #wordless

Aug 2014

Camellia-Japonica

Show me Heaven

Close your eyes, tell me what do you see?
Describe to me your thoughts and I'll do the same.
What is running through your mind?
Me? Us? A reason to go on?
All we have are our thoughts of yesterday.
Yesterday when tomorrow was far away and today never existed.
Speak to me in this moment, touch me, see me, feel me,
caress me with your silken words of love.
Relate to me your deepest desires, let me be your deepest desire.
Weave a spell upon me, show me heaven,
make me weep alongside angels with your thoughts.
Place your lips to mine, grab my hair, stare into my soul,
I'll mirror you, I'll prove you are my deepest need,
I'll show you not only Heaven but the Hell and pain of love*.

© JLB
20/08/2014
23:13 BST

#love #hell #desire #need #pain #heaven

Melody Millett Aug 2014

please come back

I'm torn
torn between
trying to forget you
and
trying to remember everything about us.
I want to make you so happy
but I want to make you hurt as bad as I do
when I see you with her.
It brings me back to the days when you said forever,
who knew forever measured to be 6 months.
There's a quote
"If you love something set it free,
If it comes back to you, it's meant to be
If not, it never was."
and god do I hope you come back
because I miss you so much

Jul 2014

Sweetheart

only you

woke up wanting you.

Jun 2014

anonymous

draft: may 14

we were lost lovers
we were lost
and
we were lovers
people die everyday
and so does love
and maybe what we had
just wasn't meant to be alive

*a

Melody Millett Jun 2014

13w

We haven't talked in 2 months
I'm trying to be okay with that