I don't asked for too much
Only just a bit of your time
If you can't even give a thought
Nor do at least your part as my other half then
Does that mean I'm the only serious here?
Have I fallen deeply to a wrong person
With no intention of becoming real to me?
Your mean
At least do tell me of I'm not the one for you
So at least I can start moving on now.
I'm not like you
It takes me forever to forget the things I love.

Just so you know
i fell in love
and some people hate seeing me happy
they said its immoral
but i said nothing is wrong in being in love
its what make us a whole
it binds us together
and make us stronger
if my love is unjust
then what is yours?

i saw you
i stared at you
my eyes were glued on you
i stalked you
i asked for your name
i searched on net
i found you!
i downloaded your pictures
i bought an album
i bought a frame
i wrote poems
all for the sake of love
for i am your stalker
who fell in love with you
Head over Heals

Don't look away
Nothing will change if you get scared
I said so to myself
Yet here I am
Running like a criminal
Bearing a heart full of rats

No matter how long days have come to boredom
Or how bad the world may seem
Or even if you lose your freedom
There is always something you can do to be happy
Only trying can make a difference
The way you view the world will stay as it is
If moving forward means change
And change means a door to the future
Why not take one step ahead
And smile for a brighter future

I knew how much I'm hate...
They hate my guts..
My attitude..
My characteristics..
Everything that made me who I am...
I was careless and tactless
So much
So much
That I hated myself even more than they do
Don't have to read between the lines
I just have to look at them and feel the heat of their angry stares..
Probably what I'm feeling now is self pity and never ending self foolishness..
Hello to me
To the old me
To my dying heart

Why is it that we only see the importance of something when its already gone.

As I heard her shout at her son
I saw the fear and love under the sun
A mother’s love shimmering like a sunshine
And a mothers fear seeing her son out of the line
She bore her kid risking her life
For the child to see the wonders of life
Even though with the short temper she had
She hit the kid with so much care and love
Because she knows that the life from above
Must be cherished more than anything’s she owned
Too spoiled that she ended up being broke and penniless
A mother’s love I wonder how deep it can go

in a long night
when the storm is frightening
every trees strikes down by the lightning
while the thunder is roaring
i was in the middle of the warmth embrace
of whom i believe my sun and moon..
they were my end and my beginning
to whom i go through happiness and sadness
though we fight each day
we struggle together
no moments too long
no moments too short..
we go as to where the wind may take us
we cherished each time that goes by
and remember each day that passed by
i am who i am today.
because of the loves and cares
given by the moon and sun
who guides me from time to time..
and watched me day by day..
now that the stars was added in my story
how could my life be in vain?.
im glad that those stars are my siblings..
and the moon and the sun were our parents..
#im glad that im with you ..

its been a really long time
and finding love is like looking a piece of rice in the middle of nowhere
i have been waiting
and its hard to have a short patience
but who would have thought that i could wait this long
so long that i have routed  my self in this place
and let my feet to have grown its own roots
and then i let go of the feeling that love will come my way...
i guess not!
i met and fall in love with her
shes not beautiful
not popular
but shes the kindest person you will ever wish to have
in short everyone will fall for her eventually due to her kindness
and that includes the pathetic me
whose been waiting for his whole life but afraid to actually give his heart to someone he likes -- great, i know!
we're friends and going to and from the work
and we stayed that way for four and a half months
until i found the courage to ask her out (though just a pact/agreement or lets just say a PRETEND relationship for a month) haha... stupid i know!
i don't know whose worst, she or me?
she told me why month when we can do it for a year or better yet for life!.... and me OO................O..K
dumbfounded and so totally...malfunctioning XD