does it hurt knowing i'm hurting
does it burn knowing i'm burning
does the sting from your chaotic brain ever lead you to believe that the hurt will always hurt because of what you cant see  
- M.

the clock ticks
tick tick tick tock
you still haven't called
tick tock tick
it's been 4 weeks I haven't seen your smile in quite awhile
and the clock still ticks
I knew you would hurt me
you left me like this before
but this time you never called what am i to do now when the clock still ticks
tick tick tick tock
the clock stops
and you never called
-M.

driving around in your car at midnight the city lights bright the radio down low i look at you with the biggest smile as you concentrate on the road
-M.

a heart of gold she had when his eyes first laid on her
a heart of gold she had when  his big toothy grin was all for her
a heart of gold she had when they stayed up for hours talking about anything so they couldn't shut their eyes
a heart of gold she had when he grew distant when her problems were there in an instant
a heart of gold she had when he moved on to find something new
a heart of gold she had when he ran from her as if it was all he knew
a heart of gold turned to a heart of cold once her beating heart met you
- M.