you are a horse running alone
and he tries to tame you
compares you to an impossible highwayto a burning housesays you are blinding him that he could never leave you
forget you want anything but you
you dizzy him, you are unbearableevery woman before or after you is doused in your name you fill his mouth his teeth ache with memory of taste his body just a long shadow seeking yours but you are always too intense frightening in the way you want him unashamed and sacrificial he tells you that no man can live up to the one who lives in your head and you tried to change didn't you?
closed your mouth more tried to be softer prettierless volatile, less awake but even when sleeping you could feel
him travelling away from you in his dreams so what did you want to do love
Split his head open?you can't make homes out of human beings
Someone should have already told you that and if he wants to leave then let him leave you are terrifying and strange and beautiful something not everyone knows how to love....

As i Lay here in my spot
In  the hole of hell
With thoughts so in heavenly
I ponder....
Do you ponder what I ponder
Do appreciate the sun on your skin as much as the people that hate being all day in the sun
Toiling.....burning their skin
Just to have a spot to lay
In the hole of hell ... ?

It is cruel to love the pieces of this world
With all the pieces of you
That fit
Into its existence and yours.....
But flow into mediocrity

It is something I appreciate most
Toodlers feeling grass on their **** feet
Ice cream dripping
People of all kinds  
Bilingualism always caught my attention

Caution ...
Its all so precious
Lets take a kodak
For we do not know when we will share something so rare again
Grass as green as the algae on the deepest side of the sea
Sun so harsh as the truth we all hiding
And the closeness of the secrets that hold us together

My second most valued possession
In my hands
There it waited
To capture something so rare
Exactly so I could look back
recall every detail as is
Because it is a Beautiful Life ♥

6years later
My mind calls it illusions
I think it's because we lacked Kodak moments

But how do you create a moment
You never had the time
I wasnt used to spending mine with you

Yet you have created a void
I miss you
I convinced myself that we have had moments

Although everything you had left
Faded
The void has taken over

It has created moments
Non existing ones
I miss you

The Void will never fill
We never had those moments
Memory missing
My love for you will never fade

We are not our darkest nights

Instead
We are the mornings after

When you wake with a hangover
From the weight of negative intrusion
Upon your delicate timeline of life
But press on nonetheless

Instead
We are the days in between

When all the pieces feel unbroken
And we are able to dance in the sunset
We are the moments when we
Allow ourselves to be our potential

Our generation will be known for nothing
Never will anybody say
We were the peak of mankind
That is wrong the truth is
Our generation was a failure.
Thinking that
We actually succeeded
Is a waste , now we know
Living only for money and power
Is the way to go
Being loving respectful and kind
Is a dumb thing to do
Forgetting about that time
Will not be that easy but we will try
Changing our world will not be easy
Is something we never did
Giving up
Was how we handled or problems
Working hard
Was a joke
We knew that
People thought we couldn't come back
That might be true...

The stars are so bright
against this black velvet sky
The city
a world away
its dim
a distant memory
I lie down on the sand
& feel the earth breathe

I have a heartless soul
It all came together when you turned on me so cold
Gave you everything I had, everything I have you, you stole
I've finished recuperating from the pain
However the past is a history lesson
I learnt I'll never be the same
Anger you see through my eyes
My heart burnt
I was tied in the sky
You were a stain that wouldn't wash off
Love I gave you was despised
Stabbed me in the back
You cut through my heart
Gave me a heart attack
Came back to make sure you finished the job all the way through
My best I tried
I was tied in the sky.......
Left me all alone at night
Destroyed me
You became a vandal
Left me without preamble
Wasn't capable to occupy the state of being all alone in my mind
It was my life
But my cloudy eyes cleared up
My hands untied
And I realized
Theres Millons of others
You're just one......

The words
I should've said
the tears
I should've shed
the wounds
that should've bled
locked
deep inside my chest
in a box labeled
regret

You also have my breath caught in my lungs
Each bone in my spine
Each bone in my body
Every muscle aches and surges with you
You have so much more than my heart
You have everything it keeps alive.

Poets have power
The pen of anger and love
Paints feeling of heart

The sun wont last forever,
Neither will the moon,
But they keep life together
In time they have.

So their time here will be worth it
Even though they disappear,
And never will it be called
A waste of time.

So why judge us because we are young?
So what if we dont last forever?
Our time will always be worth it
You are my sun and my moon.