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Maman Screams Jan 2014
Here I go again
Heavy heart dragging its way

It may only be for a day
But the memories locked
Will be out on its way

I hated the thoughts of bars
Or walls with that cold filthy floors

I know it'll only be just a day
Will you wait for me
Even if the clock ticks away

24 hours is all it takes
For me to be back in your arms again

©2014 Maman Screams
Maman Screams Dec 2013
Just stop
&
Take a second to breathe
Remember the feel you brought from reality

You're entering my realm of fantasy
Are we dreaming
Or
Living
Only you have the key

Just stop
&
Take a second to breathe
Remember the feel you brought from reality

All I need is for you to feel
&
Repeat the words that I just speak

You're awake
You forget
Trying to figure
Which side you're in
You're hearing
A familiar voice
It rings
Gently
&
Loving
These are the words it speaks
Don't you forget
But I shall just repeat

Just stop
&
Take a second to breathe
Remember the feel you brought from reality

Only you have the key
To your own reality

©2013 Maman Screams
Maman Screams Dec 2013
The busy corporate world awaits
As I smoke this puff away
Your destiny will decide your fate
As a new chapter starts today

©2013 Maman Screams
Maman Screams Jan 2014
Chase the heights held above
Climb this lights shone under
Confused this love with lawyer's words
Messed up life just like the minister

Living this earth that's full of nothing
Emptiness sets when we stop believing

But what is there left to feel
When reality seems no longer real
Do we seek refuge deep in our sleeps
Where we feel alive and not just creeps

I found love while you were dreaming
When our body entwine synchronise hearts beating

Building castles high till it's never ending
To prevent ourselves from always repeating
Chemistry burned physical history erasing
A fresh new love spring we're breathing

Everything was living and in a wheel
Till your mind held bound your eyes's flickering
Forcing reality that god only made temporary
Not realising we've been given the opportunity
To live our dreams in our world
We shall feel its real

©2014 Maman Screams
Reality is not about what our 5 senses thinks
Is when we love to dream
To fall in love while dreaming
To turn dreams into our reality
God made us and this world only temporary
We've been given the opportunity to breathe
And that include us dreaming
For a better place
For what we love to be our reality
Don't waste it on silly doubts and fears
Leave the past
Breathe the present
Welcome the future

Never let anyone stop you from falling in love
No matter if its in dreams or reality
Stay true to what your heart feels
For that is truly worth loving
Maman Screams Jan 2014
For I'm humbly afraid of what happening next.
In less than 48 hours
I'm longing for your silent affection.
Even the greatest has their fears.
Maman Screams Jul 2015
Playing a game that fits for two,
I'll pick a card & you'll make your move.
Loving you couldn't be set by rules,
It wasn't a game when I said I love you.

©2013 Maman Screams

Repost from my old collections
Really love this short piece
Maman Screams Dec 2013
Playing a game that fits for two,
I'll pick a card & you'll make your move.
Loving you couldn't be set by rules,
It wasn't a game when I said I love you.

©2013 Maman Screams
Maman Screams Feb 2014
I ran far beyond my wildest dreams
Cutting traces from this cruelty
Weighing choices are made from within
Throwing options away indubitably

Is this how we all choose to breathe
Reeling lies in our deadliest sleeps
Digging trenches deep so low beneath
Waiting silently in hope for fate to leap

Is this how we're suppose to breathe
Who are they kidding in the beginning
Applying scientific fictions rotting pleas
Infusing chlorine in their brainwashing scheme

Is this how they have always breathe
Remaking history into a theatrical comedy
Relinquish hopes for a cinematic filth
Draining youth of their liberties

Is this how we should continue to breathe
Or shall we rise above towering castles
Chasing infinity throughout the universe
Owning our rights
To love...
To hope...
To dream...
To *BREATHE
Maman Screams Jan 2014
I scroll this roll till I roll, I've rolled
Over and under this valley so cold
No sky too high for I limitlessly strive
To win your heart and a place in your life

I hold this long for I long, I've longed
To be use and abuse by you so wrong
You spoken the words of sober and true
I'll keep that in mind to guide me through

I trip on love still I trip, I've tripped
Wandering deeper in this reality too deep
Where do we begin from here you speak
Lets start a new chapter and not rush to the peak

I've never expect or demand a say
Forcing to love it's not just my way
I believe and I will continue to wait
You are worthy please believe it
That's why I'm still here, can you see me?

©2014 Maman Screams
Maman Screams Jan 2014
Burn my trees with
Raging spring's desires
Toxic my river with
Flowing summer's sadness
Pollute my air with
Falling autumn's hopes
Hold my heart with
Freezing winter's loves

Cycle this year
Slow perserverance
A step at a time
Patience guidance
Demanding sacrifices
Thoughtful fickled flights
Fairy tale's stories
Deceiving future plights

Weighing both shoulders
Declining all offers
Not all goods
Guaranteed for auctions
Bidding the worst
Inviting trial lessons
For our life's
Full of surprises

Grinding salts from
Summer's sadness
Drizzling our plate of
Spring's desires
Infused balance reviving
Autumn's hopes
Undying believes in our
Winter's loves

Life is a cycle revolving mystery
Spinning the air that we're breathing
Falling those tears our eyes are crying
Rising with smiles from our cherish presents
Rewinding the clock for our future predicaments
Not realising we will always be
A full circle

©2014 Maman Screams
Maman Screams Feb 2014
I got my ears plugged
Eyes tight
And
Lips shut
Reluctantly refusing
Self alluring truth
Profusely inviting
Petty captivating lies
Reinventing exits
To build refuges
Soothing fugitives
Before the hurricane rise
Are we daydreaming
When the sun's ray shines
Or are we relieving
Among the moon night sky
Promises burying hatchet
Imparting forgotten hatred
Cycling seems to be reversed
Rewinding lost tapes reserve
All this delusions inverse
Contrary motions now swerves
Hallucinating angles preserved
For I shall ink no further
The truth of this lies tethered
As this true blue love leaves
Incepting my stray mind free

©2014 Maman Screams
Maman Screams Sep 2014
Months have I waited
For a particular celebration
Not of getting drunk nor even wasted
Just a quiet simple sweet vacation
Need not have to go far
It could just end up to be here
We could get in a car
Fully automated no gears
This life's is ours
Never was theirs
Now that then I know
Little could I ease my ears
To take a minute from my conscience
Allowing my minds to weight in options
A simple easy minor equations
Could be the one that set my final decision
Maman Screams Apr 2014
I've been away
Long enough to be misled
I went on a journey
Seems like the rest that I've dealt
But this is no diary
That I should've note down as I praised
Through my heart desires
Along with the scars that have stained
Picking up this pieces
Flashing with memories untamed
Did I do the right thing
Or am I self inflicting new pain
To my already wounded feelings
By my own selfish claims

@Maman Screams 2014
Maman Screams Dec 2013
I dream of a place,
Peaceful and safe.
Nowhere to be found,
In this filthy place.

Darkness and evil,
That lies in my face.
For I really wish,
To be there in your place.

Oh where...
Oh where...
Have my dream forsaken me.
For I do not wish to stay awake.

The truth of this lies,
Will never be said.
For I have seen,
the lie that slips away.

So before I shut my eyes today.
I hope the truth will find its way.

©2013 Maman Screams
This was actually written on 17th August 2011
Maman Screams Feb 2014
Dripping inks from a dreamer's quill
Trembling tip illustrates a scribbled script
Weary sheets capturing an innocence guilt
Corners not spared for a timeless trip

Walking in reverse replaying all skits
Sorting out smiles from the grimeless grins
Missing a delicate frowned is a vital bit
Expressions throned from denying wins

Drifting words marking of flamboyant speech
Passing judgement even before the trial begins
Anonymous decision narrowing countless ditch

Where should we go now?
Or what should be seen?
Visionary or idealist repelling reality's keep

Spinning ticks as the grandfather clock dings
The journey sails even when our eyelids peep
Lights now shining while we recounting sheeps
Reality is knocking so now just let our
Fantasy breathes

@2014 Maman Screams
Maman Screams Nov 2015
Running away seem so inevitably
The same old drive by and exits
Its sad to see you're remaking history
Tripping by fears and of misfits

Im sorry,
no longer can i take you for a ride.
As the path I'm heading spares no retreat
Im living to breathe on my selfless pride
As this life isnt always helloween,
We can't be knocking doors asking for
Trick or treat
Goodbye my dear love. Only can i pray the best and only the best for you. If god permits us together then We'll surely be together at the end of our journeys
Maman Screams Jan 2014
I ink blood to write poetry
Deep within the layers of my skin

A felt of freedom in discreetly
No words I could start nor begin

Every dip to this poet so deep
Submerging lines of such flighty pills

Every words that I ought to speak
I shall wrote it down with my
Feather Quill

©2014 Maman Screams
I just had a feather quill ink on me last night.
This shall be a poem to my new beautiful ink.
Maman Screams Dec 2013
Swim away
New adventures awaits
This sea of tears
Are our getaway
What swept you down
Was just a wave
I'll hold you up
Never leaving you astray

©2013 Maman Screams
Maman Screams Dec 2013
You heard my heart when it speaks of truth
You read my poetries and felt them too
It wasn't your mind that got intrigued
It was your heart I gave my love to...*

©2013 Maman Screams
Maman Screams Dec 2013
I brought you into my world
You saw it through at every angle
You were the one that wanted to feel
How I survived this pain throughout this years
We weren't dreaming when I reeled you in
In fact I reminded you to

                                             Just stop
                                                   &
                              Take a second to breathe
              Remember the feel you brought from reality


Before, during and after the trip
I'll still fight for this love that I've dream
Or maybe you forget about our

                                             Acid Kiss

                                  ©2013 Maman Screams
Maman Screams Jan 2014
Forgive me
Today
For I'm done living
Yesterday pains

Forgive me
Today
For I'm breaking
Tomorrow promises

Forgive me
Today
For I don't wish
Staying awake

Forgive me
Today
For all the memories
Forever save

Forgive me
Today
For tomorrow I might
Take my life away...

©2014 Maman Screams
Maman Screams Dec 2013
PERIOD

©2014 Maman Screams
Maman Screams Dec 2013
The morning sun back on its throne,
Denying the moon from the light she owns.
He is ruling the sky, burning fire as she mourns.
Forgetting that she was the queen of his throne.

The universe spin for the sun shall fade,
His fiery red rays are just left nothing but shades.
The queen rose up lighting up all face,
I wish you good morning, my lovely late date.

©2013 Maman Screams
Maman Screams Jan 2014
You'll never breathe the air that you desire
You aim high up only to fall in complete dire
You search for pieces of what's left unattended
The pain for pleasure heavenly greeted
The thrill rides will never be on favour
Hallucination agents dilating pupils
Producing optics illussion of colours
Reflecting mirror emotions taints
Through cracks of the window panes
Countings stars that steal flames
Flickering lights of blinding fame
De Ja Vu striked you rebelling
For this world not the reality claimed
Only temporary trial and error games
For what's down beneath indulging
This sweet bedazzling lies conjuring
Worshippers who breathe yet still denying
Organizing multiple ******* swines
Downloading stereotypical in the line
To shore your life's daze in waves
Capturing precious ocean's bay
Till the knightly light gives way
For the elegant moon cautiously lay
Theatrical role play of regrets portray
From worrying writes which convey

Nirvana awaits for those who ....

A strip of paper that was torn at the edge
Which could only be found deep within
Heart's page

©2014 Maman Screams
Originally written on 3rd June 2009 Wednesday
Edited on 26th January 2014 Sunday

Manage to rediscover this piece from my old blogspot.
Maman Screams Dec 2013
If ever a day
I'll be taken away
Don't you shed a tear for me
It'll be a waste
Wherever you are
For I'll pray
Your safety & health
Will always be great
All that I hope
Is now left to faith
For is faith
That I hope to stay awake
Give me a chance
To take you away
For I'll sacrifice
Everything for your sake

©2013 Maman Screams
Maman Screams Mar 2014
Your touch melts my skin
Seconds passed as the sunset sinks
Your pipe blew me breeze
Different night but same old routine
Sitting by this window pane
Interacting alone with selfless pain
Why have you brought me here again
In this dark space empty terrain
Please give me an answer
I'm desperate to ask questions
Mind intercepted while words devoured
Disconnecting me from your reality
My heart just want to keep me real

@2014 Maman Screams
Maman Screams Jan 2014
That's all that matter to me most.*

©2014 Maman Screams
Maman Screams Dec 2013
I'm searching for a new peace
Looking for something real
In this fake serenity
You turn into something real

My whole life I've been dreaming
A dreamer seeking love actually
Sacrificing this life I'm bleeding
Something worth never come by easily

Losing my pride and dignity
I hold this pain strong and dearly
(Revenge is not what I seek)

Hopeless romantic...
Believing this love got me stone
Beautiful tragedy...
Tripping on the memories you've thrown

You left me in this hypocritical crowd alone
My silence screams didn't get through you
Is this real or did your love got me stone
If I'm dreaming...
Shook me
Wake me
I don't want to keep on living
Breathing this love I'm dreaming

All I ever wanted was to create reality
Just you and I

©2013 Maman Screams
Maman Screams Jan 2014
Countless series of melancholic oceans
Hitting through waves of adversity
Only to be repulsed by provocations
Disjointed affections falls effortlessly

With no such contemporary feelings
Choked amongst the walls of solitary
Praying silently for a better ending
A hopeless romantic it seems evidently

Voyaging away from the sufferings
Patching holes of memories
Rekindling fire from breathing
Dreams torn away in fantasies

Sober desires creates a lustful reality
Shone away ignoring a truthful beginning
Nothing can hold us against this treachery
Forsaken our love has left me begging

©2014 Maman Screams
Maman Screams Dec 2013
Tick..

Tock..

Tick.. Tock.. Tick..

...

The clock is ticking
Tick tock tick
Waiting is what that seem so real
For giving you up is not part of the deal
Forever a day until the clock

Tick tock tick...

©2013 Maman Screams
Maman Screams Dec 2013
Let me be your ****,
You can crush and grind me in.
Grab your OCB,
Roll a joint and I'll create your fantasy.
Hit me with your ****,
I'll be good and I'll sit still.
Burn me with your strings,
I'm addicted to your smoky dream.
All I want to be,
Your Lover, Your Smiles,
Your ****

©2013 Maman Screams
Maman Screams Dec 2013
A new year awaits
Some word you've said
still stays vividly in my head

I hope your new year eve would be great
I'll be praying for your safety
And happiness from far away

I know i would be just dreaming
For a wishful thinking
From my deepest feelings
To see you when the clock strike
Its melodious midnight ding

Welcoming us to a brand new year
Reviving our dreams worth living

Amin

©2013 Maman Screams
Call me a fool for this wishful thinking which I'm hopelessly hoping for it to come true. This is my only wish for my new year eve.
Maman Screams Feb 2014
You got a chance to spat out the truth
Your sweet coated lies paralyzing fools
Your synchronized wrath tearing spaces in two
Bitter sweet tragedy couldn't last through
Don't you say you didn't knew
Now your credits got no pool
Your lies piggy bank dried up for the monsoon
Didn't the lady forecast well informed you
There'll be storm in the afternoon
Well I guess this is where you'll wait for the cue
For you'll see...
Karma's my ***** too!

©2014 Maman Screams
Maman Screams Jan 2014
Sanity...
You is what I need
Maman Screams Dec 2013
Creating illusions from reality
Infusing dreams with serenity
Casting away from this catastrophe
Remembering your mortality
Seeking love seem inevitably
Losing you would be such tragedy
Would you follow me in this fantasy
Which I created for you, eternity.

©2013 Maman Screams
Maman Screams Apr 2014
I dream of a place
Peaceful and safe
Nowhere to be found
In this filthy place
Darkness and evil
That lies in my face
For I really wish
To be there in your place

Oh where oh where
Have my dreams forsaken me
For I do not wish
To stay awake
The truth of this lie
Will never escape
For I've seen
The lies that slip away

So before
I close my eyes today
I pray
That I won't go astray
For this lies
I've seen won't go away
I hope
The truth will find it's way

@2014 Maman Screams
Maman Screams Jan 2014
Sebelum nafasku yang terakhir
Ku luar kan kepadamu
Engkaulah yang ku tunggu
Engkaulah bintangku

Dan kamu
Aku masih sayang kepadamu
Biarlah ini satu rahsia buatmu

Adakah ini suatu mimpi
Yang selama ini engkau menyelami
Menyinari
Menghiasi alamku dengan warna cinta pelangi

Engkau ada tetap dihatiku walau ku tiada
Engkau ada tetap dijiwaku walau bisa
Dan ku harap kau maafkanlah segala dosa
Sebelum ku pejamkan mata untuk selama-lamanya

Dan kamu
Aku masih sayang kepadamu
Biarlah ini satu mimpi indah bagiku

Apabila nadiku berhenti
Tamatlah sudah puisiku ini
Tapi ini bukanlah satu erti
Kuharap engkau kan terus bermimpi

Kubina cinta di alam mimpi
Bayanganmu ku kan salji
Selalu berada sentiasa disisi
Selamanya kepadamu
Aku..
Aku berjanji..


©2014 RevoLusi
©2014 Maman Screams
Taken and re-arrange with consent from my band "RevoLusi".
Lyrics were taken from my band upcoming latest single, "Mimpiku Yang Terakhir".
The whole lyrics have been re-arrange and some phrases are added in for this piece.
This is my first time writing up a song in my mother-tongue language, "Bahasa Melayu".
This is the poetry version for the song.
Maman Screams Apr 2014
If only life could be certain
With a drop of a poet's ink
A freedom of speech taints
As the piling papers sink
Nothing was written
No eyewitness sinned  
Seeing is believing
And so they preach
Puzzles made seems so easy
A minor once plea
How could they be so foolish
When they're set out to deal
With a thousand and one possibility
To this puzzle
That I'm currently in

@2014 Maman Screams
Maman Screams Dec 2013
You've never knew how much I love you
How much this heart goes out for you
Never did I expect anything from you
Even though when I'm hurting it's cool
I know this love for you its true
Even when you told me it's too soon
I'm still patiently waiting for you
Even if this poem rhyme no tune
S.miles

©2013 Maman Screams
Maman Screams Jan 2014
Silence yourself tonight
As I miss your voice today
Hopefully its not too late
Before you miss my voice instead...

©2014 Maman Screams
Maman Screams Jan 2014
Velvet sky shimmering blue light
Beautiful star burns swallowing pride
Mystical darkness soon too will hide
Amongst the sun atmospheric rights

Closing our eyes silently through the night
Building castles of clouds limitlessly high
Dreaming of hopes for another chance to fight
A place in your heart before we open our eyes

©2014 Maman Screams
She is the only one who is capable to stay in my mind, in my reality, my dreams, my fantasy, my eternity and my life. S.Miles
Maman Screams Dec 2013
I got my stamp with me
Sending a postage without an addressee
Who is it for?
I could hear them whispering
After I'm done
Licking this stamp subtlety
Then I remember the addressee was me.

For now please do excuse me,
As I  need to go for a short trip.

©2013 Maman Screams
Maman Screams Dec 2013
Lost hopes for the phonies
Lost loves for the tragedies
Dont be fooled by this words I'm scribbling
For is death I seek in the morning

©2013 Maman Screams
Maman Screams Jan 2014
Adrenaline rush hits me
To the brink of this air
I'm gasping
I'm at the bottom
This rocky edges cuts
I'm bleeding
Where it all begins
This sweet bitter endings
You're dreaming
This could be it
Sweet escape serenity
We're living
If you're wondering
If my heart not thinking
It is you, I'm loving
Just remember
I'll be there
When the music starts
Melting...

©2014 Maman Screams
Maman Screams Mar 2016
You never actually listen about what i have to say
Have i ever not listen to every single you left words unsaid?
Am I not being strong for us when im still seen not here but as if complaining about what my heart tears
Do you fail to realise that you were the one trying to push me away
When I was just there trying not to interfere
Why do you always say that because due to my feelings feel make me have change
When i was still the same person since the begining and never once you heard my heart whistling
So why do you say all this or is this due to what your heart actually fears
For all this while i've been kissing your forehead at nights and that didnt bothered at first
Then you kept telling me not to have feelings towards you
When actualy the truth
i've never ever ever i remember saying i love you
Its always every time we fight that I let out my feelings that you took in as excuses
Dont you see all this while ive never complained about you
Doesn't that show I praised god that he picks me to have someone as perfect as you
Could this be my very last fate written by you
For my feelings will never speak to you
If my apologies you still refuse
For Im sorry I wont speak
I love you
Till
I forgived by you

Maman Screams
Copyright 2016
28 march 2016
Maman Screams Mar 2014
A geisha among the thorns
Relinquish from a samurai's sworn
Trap in the night of lustful desire
Dancing through the wild bonfire
Every minute she fails no further
Looking after those scarred warriors
Soft touch angelic she tamed
Knowing every night it would be the same
Never a frown always a smile she gave
The only geisha that will keep me safe

@2014 Maman Screams
This poem is dedicated to one of my friend, who is more like a sister to me. This one is dedicated for you, Keiko.
Maman Screams Jan 2014
My fingers trails around the edge
Once familiar but not forgotten
Rush of adrenaline pumps through my veins
As i pick up this wood filled lead
Not recounting the memories once felt
I took out my heart
Dusting off what remains
Only this the best I could scribble with

Is this all a dream
That you've been lingering...
Illuminating,
Showering love in my realm with colorful rainbows

And you...
I'm still loving you
Just let this be a secret only for you  

When my heart stops and no longer beating
It goes the same to this poem I'm writing
But that its not the slightest meaning
I hope you'll keep continue on dreaming

And you...
I'm still loving you
Just let this be a sweet dream for me and you

I've created love in the realm of dreams
Freezing your memories with snow white as cream
I'll always be by your side guiding
Forever for you...
I...
I promise...


©2014 Maman Screams
Maman Screams Dec 2013
You treat me a like a child,
like I've never grown out from the cradle,
My Late Mom's once shook.

You claimed yourself a dad,
But you break your tree to feed this greed,
You're blinded, you fool.

I still remember,
The pain you put throughout my life,
And My Late Mom's too.

You never believe me,
Even destroyed all my dreams, I've chased,
I'll never forgive you.

It wasn't you,
That took me in and raised me up,
My Late Mom's begs you.

You took all credits,
You drove me out of this roof to hell,
I'm half dead through.

Now you've got no room,
For I've grown up with a vengeance,
You should be careful.

But don't you worry,
I've made a promise on My Late Mom's tomb,
I'll never hurt you.

Just leave to karma,
This life, this world, we're living,
Always spins right back at you.

©2013 Maman Screams
Maman Screams Jan 2014
I've been writing of hopes and dreams
Seeking happiness from this life takings
Who is it meant for you're wondering
Is it for me or for the general viewing
Or am I reaching out too short within
Till you forget your very own living

I'm a fool fulfilling inquest of a portrayer
Illusions to soothe the eye of the betrayer
Creating encryptions lock to every scribbles
Even a space I can spare no farther

Lets just **** this rhythm and blues
Death is inevitably thats what i conclude
Now let me make this clear and true
Only through my poems you'll find the clues

But don't be mad if you get confused
For we are twins alike I hint you
Maybe through my riddles you'll produced
Or you could just give up its your calling too
For the end of the day eventually you will
Spent your nights stuck on your own puzzle too

©2014 Maman Screams
Maman Screams Jan 2014
Test me against my wills
Throw me at my wits
Hurt me till I bleed

For the river still flows
To the ocean tides low
Till my last dying sorrow

Conclusion

For love I'll not forsake
Everything for your sake
To prove to you what I'm made
To love you genuinely
I'll take...

©2014 Maman Screams
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