You've tried but you've failed,
You seek revenge with your faith.
You've climb but you frailed,
And now you took your life away.

©2013 Maman Screams

You almost made me forget
Nightmare that once tormented me
Each night when my soul adrift
You almost made me remember
Rainbows and butterflies does exist
In this world that I don't believe
I've been through more than you think
I am almost afraid of everything
Around you, my fears and worries
Almost cease from existing
Allowing me to relive my dreams
But then I remember
No matter how sweet thing is currently
Always to bring my safety shield
But it was too late
I'm falling even before I could remember
The look upon your face
That I was in love with
Falling in deeper than ever
Into the depth of my selfish fears

Oh dear god
Please don't let me sleep
I'm afraid to dream
For dream have created nightmares
In my reality

©2013 Maman Screams

Lets try & play pretend for a day,
You'll walk in mine & I'll follow suit.
We travel to a place so far away, 
With new adventures just me and you.

We'll seek nirvana without a clue,
Just rainbows & knuckles to guide us through.
All we need from this world of fools,
Is our love together forever and true.

©2013 Maman Screams

Bottle this feelings with ***** and sprite
Let's dance this life throughout the night
Am I not in this with you by my side
We'll fly away far out of sight

You speak of love
So harsh so harsh
Let me love you now
So hush so hush

My poems don't rhyme like they did before
No longer my ocean waves hits the shore
Wondering where could my love adore
My heart may have truly met it's core

Never have I tried
So hard so hard
Only to be hurt
So crush so crush

This is not the part where the ship take sail
Where the ending is oh so fairly tale
Listen when I promise you this in a mail
I love you sincerely and forever I will

©2014 Maman Screams

Every pieces of me
Is breaking apart
Before I could even
Adjust your shutter speed

©2014 Maman Screams

Left alone to face this throne
A confinement chained to the stone
Present this soul with a coroner's role
For sin he have to uphold
Laying soulless amongst hatred ghost
Seeking peace seem inevitably at lost
Through the rumbles of this forsaken
Chasing dreams that was once forgotten
Giving up is not part of the options
Praying could be his only...
Silence

For a chance to be love...
By her...
Smiles

©2014 Maman Screams

Two souls entangled
Indulging with something new
Both left breathless
Suffocating in truth
Lights escaping
Darkening this tunnel
Embarking new adventures
On the other side
Its true

We could have created lights
Brightening up
This heart that took flight
With fragile wings
I'll guide you through
Never to leave you
I swear its true

I spread my wings
It was angelic you said
Oh so beautiful
Before my fingers could interlock with you
You disintegrate before me
You doubted my wings
That have been carrying you  

I stood fix silenced
Not knowing what hit me
Holding on tightly to what's real
The memories I treasured
Oh so dearly
Even when all channels
Disconnecting energies of us two

Your sudden absence
Left me confused
In between space split in two
At my lowest and humble truth
My heart still stays with you
For I won't embark to the other side
This piece of adventure
Was only meant for me and you

If ever a day you seek me through
Your heart will bring you to my solitary
Intertwined...

©2013 Maman Screams

My words,
They speak,
In depth too deep.
I was lost,
Too long,
Travelling in this limbo, I'm in.
But then,
My eyes,
Caught a glimpse of a youth.
Is it a female?
Or male?
Or my eyes been fooled.
My mind,
That night,
Was lost in the woods.
I was far too deep in this forest,
Oh Spring.
The moon,
Was shining,
Illuminating the silhouette,
Got me fixed.
This face,  
It's beauty,
Swept me off with such graceful sin.
For this beauty,
My heart,
It beat a rhythm, too familiar it seems.
9 years,
So long,
I couldn't less agree.
Old flames,
Rekindled.
My legs grow weaker as I paced down to you.
My heart,
They shy,
Like a kid in love, so true.
And there,
You are,
My eyes wasn't lying when they caught you.
This perfect vision could just be blind,
If it were to miss.
This beauty,
I had once knew.
Our bodies collide under this crimson moon.
Praising misses and kisses,
Two hearts,
One love,
They fused.
Is this,
The sign,
That we both could conclude.
Or we could just forget,
The world,
Just lay,
Together and forever,
Till the Autumn flowers bloom.

©2013 Maman Screams

Broken glasses beneath my roots
Scattered memories of a girl I knew
Penetrating fragments through my open wounds
Would it be simpler to be abuse
Leaving taints as the march's wind blew
Opening circles of rendezvous
Dreams may now seems like a dejavu
Was it really you the girl I knew
Now just became part of the muse
The girl I once knew

©2014 Maman Screams

I'm sinking deeper in between
Falling into spaces within
My heart's beating
Filling in vessels
That was left abandon during the fractions
My mind's leaking
Pleasant sweet memories
You've left embedded
When you created stars while I was dreaming
Each time when you forsake me
Disappearing swiftly
Into the nights leaving only rememberings
My heart is searching
For every time
When the night skies reigns
Only the moon and the stars
Can they explain

THE MOON

You are my moon
And I am the night
Showering you love always
While you light up my sight
Your silent sacrifices always goes
Unheard
Selfishly enduring rays from the morning light
Burns
For I'll understand
When night falls and you leave me
Dancing alone with the stars
I'm thinking

THE STARS

You are my stars
Drawn so perfectly in my sky
You twinkled and danced to the firelight
Reminding me throughout
My night
Why should I still reign
When my moon is nowhere out of sight
For the moon needs her space
To heal from the morning light rays
Soon she will resurface
Promising a smile on her face
I'm missing

For your stars is still here
Dearly my heart hold on to your memories
For I will patiently wait for the moon
You should know that you're worthy
So come what may
Even the morning light rays
I'll still hold on to my words
Even if I'm left here to hurt

@2014 Maman Screams

Alarming weather of a stormy coax
Subjected to approval while reposing hoax
Judging panels for this pandemonium chords
Refraining orders for the minority shrouds
All hail I'll never place my dignity down
You know I've always love you
Or am I just your clown

©2014 Maman Screams

Neglecting lights shining ahead
Providing insurance of love again
Infusing with minimal nights instead
Withdrawing dignity could just be sane

Full of lies
Filled with liars
I'm in pain

Travelling again down this road of shame
Burying my pride engulfed in flames
The back of my mind have gone astray
Looking for my final resting place

You don't care
Say you do
Maybe I change

For this world is so pretentious and fake
May tomorrow be a better day
With or without your heart you say
Don't you worry
I'll be fine away

@2014 Maman Screams

Your smoky cloud foams
Got my eyes tripping
Chronicles of biology lab
Lacking of chemistry
You burn your forest down
Slowly reaping
Lucid crystals bowls
Enticingly got me dreamy
Two individuals
Trapped in a poetry emotion
Reminiscing on each other
Mysterious sedation
Writing of riddles
With sincerest caution
Preventing straying lines
Infecting our rhythm
Hearts shattering mirrors
Reflecting smiles
Memorizing words
Into a typography file
Reflecting daily circumstances
Shadows by my side
No one could judged
Your moody ocean tide
Like a fish flying high
Against the currents flow pride
If I could continue writing
Scribbles with your permission
No words in my vocabulary
Could ever substantially passed
I've never caramelized
My riddles with lies
Sugar coating inks
Luring ****** and flies
If my feelings for you
Never sober and true
Why does it hurts
When I'm thinking about you
There is no other love
I could simply lose
Valentine just over
But..
I'm still missing you

@2014 Maman Screams

A step foot wrong
For will I fall*

©2013 Maman Screams