Up at 2 AM
After hours of a sleep with no rest
Because even in my dreams
I can hear the absence of you

I smile so wide and ask her about
her boyfriend, how he's doing,
how he's treating her...
She smiles back and says
that they love each other.

Don't get me wrong,
I'm happy for her, really.
It's just that it's so weird
to refer to you now as someone's
boyfriend when you used to be
the reason I was breathing.


F.Z.N

I let you in
To my heart
And the space
Between my thighs

I let you in
To my life
And the moments
That made it living

I let you in
To my thoughts
And my dreams
That turned into nightmares

I let you in
To my secrets
And my lies
That left a bitter taste in my mouth

I let you in
And you took
All that I offered
Then you left me

I let you in

True love is a cliché
I rather take a bullet to the head
Then think there's another human made for me
Think you could please me?
Please..
You have a better chance touching the moon
Tried the love thing before
The aftermath worse then a typhoon
Debris everywhere
The damage was to extensive
Unrepairable
So I left everything there
Packed up an fled  
No point going back for love
I left it under the stack of chairs