Just lay on the shower floor,
crying in a little wall whilst cold water runs over you...
because its the only thing you are good at.
plus no one cares get it through that thick skull of yours.
Just remember what we were talking about
the other night yes? no..
well let me remind you my little insomniac
you are worthless
ugly
useless
hated
and no one loves you or likes you
remember now? thats what i thought.
have fun.

I had a pleasant dream
Still caught in my memory
It was just you and I
And you were beautiful
Shining with a blessed light

It made me smile, and I woke
This feeling made me choke
I haven't felt like this in an eternity
Positivity?
When all I have is ******* making fun of me?

Wait, wait, wait...
I'm happy?

pull the covers over your head
turn the lights off
and cry,
but cover your mouth
so no one hears you
now think.
about how stupid you are
and worthless
ugly,
fat,
petty you are
doesn't that make you feel better?
no.
oh well get over it,
you know its just the truth though?
so why dont you
just accept who you are
because we arent going away.

yours sincerely
the voices in your head x

They saw..
the cuts upon my arms
they asked why?
i had so many things to say.
but i didn't
and i couldn't..
but i wish i did
because i think its too late
for my saviour now.