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Maddii Lloyd Jul 2016
she was like an
cigarette
she always left a bad
taste in
my mouth.
Maddii Lloyd Jul 2016
As blood dripped from my nose
i stood back and looked
looked at you, the hate
in your eyes and at what
you had done.

you wiped the blood from
your hands and yelled at me once
again by now im so numb
from the pain all your words
are just a blur

i walked away to wash my
face the blood thick and
stained my face
i cant tell anyone about this
im afraid you will get in
trouble i cant do that i love
you too much

but you hurt me.
but im not sure why
but i always keep coming
back for more
Maddii Lloyd Jul 2016
Conor Blatchford
17 hours ago


Maddii... where you at? <3 if you want me to explain what there is to love about yourself, here I go:
1: You are a mother-******* poet. That's cool. Making words rhyme is hard for a lot of people. Expressing emotion in those words is even harder
2: Caring. You keep talking to me, that's casual caring. You ask me how I am, that's caring. You are willing to listen to me, metaphorically listen to me because this is typed, so... and that's true caring right there
3: Friendship. You are one of a select few that consistently makes me smile. Also, you listen to me ***** about my life
4: Loyalty. You're still here, right...? <3
5: Humour. Ties in with friendship. You not only make me smile, but also laugh. I laughed in class once. Especially just earlier, when I read what you did to that kids' nose. I imagined the pause between him laughing and having his nose broken, it was so comical I laughed out loud. Everyone thought I was insane.
6: Inspiration. Some of my poems wouldn't have even been written were it not for you
7: "Sneaky". Manipulating me into giving you ideas. Why? Because I love you (reference to earlier conversation) <3
8: You are one of the few reasons I take pleasure in waking up each day. I have people constantly saying **** about me, knowing I have a short fuse and taking advantage of it, but not you. Also, I look forward to talking to you. First thing I do when I open my laptop is send you a message

I would keep going, but this is long enough. Oh, and I feel guilty. I'm not sure I said happy birthday on your 17th. But Happy Late Birthday from me. Once again, I apologise, I felt/feel so bad

Love you Maddii. Stay safe. <3
Maddii Lloyd Jul 2016
i was feeling dull
not because my hair
wasn't perfect
and my make up was
smudged across
my face
its because i realize
you arent here
anymore
i have no one i
can tell jokes too
even if it
was the same one for
the past 9 years
you still laughed everytime
like it was the first
time you heard it
your in a happier
place and
i promise you ill
see you soon

you were my hero!
i love you pa x
Maddii Lloyd Jun 2016
Today
i caught myself
biting my lip.
and fluttering my
eyelashes
you smell still stained
on my jumper
as i held pulled
the sleeves up
to my nose
and all i though was
how you held me
and they times
you told me
i was yours
but thats now all
gone i guess
things change and i
have to move on
Maddii Lloyd Jun 2016
our lives could end
at anytime.
so feel free to
kiss me
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