Mackenzie Bourque

Nov 2015

Love

I Love You More

I guess I won that stupid fight of "I love you more."

#love

Mackenzie Bourque Jun 2015

Speed Kills

If one day the speed kills me, do not cry because i was smiling!
-Paul Walker

Mackenzie Bourque Jun 2015

Unforgetable Pain

I remember each second of that night
Each time I try to forget that pain and memory
It is still there
How could you take something from me
That wasn’t yours
It was reserved for a special person
You had no reason
You were family
You were a friend
The trust that I built for you
Has now come to an end
Now you will have to deal with the consequences of your acts
I hope you realized what's you did
Therefor goodbye

#trust #pain #memories #family #issues #nightmares #uforgetable

Jun 2015

Nicole Dawn

"Psychological Doctor"

You ask me
If I've considered suicide
Like I'm actually going to answer
Honestly

I mean,
What would I say?

Yeah that's all I think about
Please,
Put me on piles of medicine
So I can be crazy
As well as sad

But let me tell you
I most definitely
Have considered it

I've got the perfect tree picked out

It's got the perfect branch
For hanging yourself
There's a rope already attached

Or if you prefer,
It's easy to climb
You could always just jump

These are two options
But wait,
I've got more

There's a lake out back
It smells bad
But you could definitely still drown

Or better still,
There's a great knife in the kitchen
Really thin blade
But it's super sharp
For minimum pain
And maximum blood

Yet still,
There's more

I've got duct tape in the basement
You could make yourself suffocate

Of course,
You could use your pillow for that

There are the long ways

You could starve yourself
Sleep deprivation
Dehydration
Etcetera

So Mr.
"Psychological Doctor,"
I don't know...

Would you say I've thought about suicide?

Why do they even ask?

#suicide #sad #help #selfharm #sorry #doctor #rude

Mackenzie Bourque Jun 2015

When I tell you I love you

When I tell you that I love you
I’m saying that I care
In you I’ve found a friend
That is wonderful and rare

When I tell you that I love you
The meaning is so profound
For, in you my fate has been uncovered
And my soul finally found

When I tell you that I love you
What I’m trying to express
Is that you can always count on me
I’ll give you nothing but the best

When I tell you that I love you
I’m trying to convey
How much I admire you
In a thousand different ways

When I tell you that I love you
I’m saying “thank you”
For for being who you are
For being a part of my life
And touching my heart

When I tell you that I love you**
It’s not exactly what I mean
To explain what I feel for you
Would take a zillion words
Not three

This poem deticated to my best friend

#love #words #life #iloveyou #thousand

Mackenzie Bourque May 2015

Rest of my life

I'm not looking for a fairytale
Don't need a queen for the night
I'm not addicted to the fiction, of the picture perfect life
But I confess I'm ready, I found the one at last
And if your heart don't skip when you're next to me, you can be the best I never had

I wanna look out in the crowd and see your face shining out
If That's a little too much to ask but I could, I could care less right now
Ain't gonna stress no future pain
You probably don't even know my name
But I'm pretty sure that we both been through it
And one day soon you're gonna hear me say

You're one for the money
And I'm two for the show, you never looked so pretty
I've never been so lucky, I know
Is it okay if I stay here, and fall in love tonight?
Is it okay if I stay here, for the rest of my life?

I know this all sounds crazy, but what the hell why not
If you come a little closer, I'll give you all that I've got
I know we just met baby, it's you and I against the world
If you let me lay here

You're one for the money
And I'm two for the show, you never looked so pretty
I've never been so lucky, I know
Is it okay if I stay here, and fall in love tonight?
Is it okay if I stay here, for the rest of my life?

This is not a one night stand
I would be a fool not to love you again
I just thought I'd let you know, you're exactly what I've been waiting for
I could make you feel alive, let me be your fantasy tonight
All you gotta do is say the word and ill stay,
For the rest of my life