i want to be pretty
i want to be thin
i want to be
only bones and skin
i want people to worry
when i walk by
i want people to wonder
how i'm still alive
i don't eat for six days
and feel guilty on the seventh
i purge for three more
and binge on the eleventh
i wish you would worry
i wish you would care
if you don't, one day
you won't see me there
i'll die of starvation
messed up, insane, wrong
but you won't even notice
that i am long gone

Lost in a daze
My life is a maze
My emotions are unfazed
My heart has felt your taze
Broken and but unscathed
Ill make it untill tomorrow
Is what i always say

Itll only hurt for just a second
In the end itll be pleasant.

i wish you would
miss me

i wish you would
kiss me

i need you to
miss me

i need you to
kiss me

I speak to you of them demons i harbor inside
Demons ive delt with and how the effect the outside
You ask me to stop because it instillls fear in your mind
My sweat baby your the last one id hurt
You should be more afraid for people who wanna hurt you
Because i have a list a thousand pages long
Of stuff that im willing to do just to protect you

Standing above the abyss
****** and bruised
Victorious one again
Big sh** eating grin
Life will not hold me down
As long as im breathing and my feet can be planted in the ground