Ive lost over ten pounds
Sleeping
And just not eating
Seem like a perfect
match made in hell.

I just want to lose myself
In a dance
With a bottle
In my hands
And a boy
On my hips.

She has been my friend
Since fourth grade
In sophomore year
It died out
A long lasting friendship
Turned to ashes
But now I took the step
I talked to her first
And now
We are reunited
In friendship.

One day
I'll say shut up
To my mom
And my dad
I'll say *******
To their condescending words
*******,
Mom and dad.
Maybe success
In school isn't at the top of
List considering its
SUMMER.

Feeling tendrils
Of insanity
Leak through my head
Down to my mouth
Everybody is surprised
To see me speak my mind.

I will remember myself
At the bottom
Of a bottle
And at the mouth
Of a pipe.

All around me
I find myself
Spinning
In truth
And in lies
I want to scream
stop it!
But then everything might go away.