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Lauren Johnson Apr 2018
My love for you
Could raise mountains
Create blue skies
And grow flowers

My love for you
Was laughter and sunshine
On a warm day
It was an endless road
With the radio turned up high

My love for you
Was deeper than the oceans
And more vast than the stars in the sky

My love for you
Still is
For you. If by some crazy chance you read this, this ones for you.
Lauren Johnson Mar 2018
Because in the end,

You’re still the one I love.
It’s been 3 months. Although I do not cry as much anymore, my heart still yearns.
Lauren Johnson Apr 2019
I think I was made to do more
than just break
Lauren Johnson May 2020
What a finicky word, love is
Like two sides of a coin
Maybe that’s the curse the universe bestowed on us
After all, how could it give us something so magical
Something that could make us fly
And feel like we’re on top of the world
Without it being able to tear the mountain out from under our feet
And bury us six feet into the ground?
Something I think about quite often
Lauren Johnson May 2018
I am the ocean
     And you are the moon
No matter how high I rise
     Stretching and yearning
I can never seem to reach you
     And you never notice me
So when you leave,
     I fall back into a puddle of salty tears
Waiting to see you
     So I can try all over again
It’s been 6 months
Lauren Johnson Dec 2017
you don’t know what you did to me
my fire burned so bright
but now my flames have turned to ash
and you only find me in the night
Even though I no longer burn
an ember still dances in my chest
hoping that one day you’ll realize
You won’t find me in the rest
Lauren Johnson Apr 2019
Do you think there’s a god?

I haven’t felt Him around much lately
Lauren Johnson Dec 2017
it’s funny you think you can break me
as if my walls were made of brick
that you could just smash through so easily
i don’t need walls
and i don’t need armor
because i was not made to be broken
Lauren Johnson Jan 2018
Your fire may have died down
And it may seem to heavy to fly
But you are still a dragon;
And those tears will subside
Lauren Johnson Jan 2018
Momma taught me that life was unfair

So maybe that’s why he gets to walk away
Unscathed

While I stand here, beaten and bruised, desperately trying to hold myself together
Lauren Johnson Jul 2018
You can’t break her heart
It’s already broken
He carries it around with him in a jar in his back pocket
Unknowingly
Lauren Johnson Dec 2017
I can feel the lioness inside me
trapped behind the bars in my chest
a quiet flame still flickers in her eyes
but it’s not as bright as before
I can hear her limping
and whimpering
and crying a silent wail of anguish
that echoes throughout my veins and rattles my bones
she’s hurt you chose another over her
but more importantly, she’s hurt that she let someone like you, get so close
and have so much power
over someone like her
she won’t let it happen again.
she is done pacing
she is done waiting
she is done wondering
and even though you are all she could ever want in this world
she derserves better
and she will find it
Lauren Johnson Mar 2018
I would do many things
In order to forget about you

I would stub my pinky toe on a wall
Or get a big and ugly tattoo
Lose all of my hair
And constantly have the flu

I would let a spider crawl on me
And run naked through the streets
Acquire a horrible sunburn everywhere
And only eat frost burned meats

I would get a paper cut between my fingers
Or bid my favorite book adieu
Even give up writing
Just to have one day where I don’t think about you

Ahh, yes. There are many things I would do, in order to forget about you.

But the truth is, there are even more things I would do, to be loved by you.
Lauren Johnson Jan 2018
No matter what you do for him

He will never feel the same as you
Something I need to realize
Lauren Johnson Sep 2018
My life is a series of questions that come at me like a 90 mph curve ball straight to the chest, and I don’t have a bat to answer them.

If only I was a baseball player, and could decipher one pitch from the next

Because the only pitch I can knock out of the park is the question “why are you sad?”

And my home run answer is

“I don’t know”

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