I don't wish for more time.
I don't wish for more money.

I wish to be more zealous.

We had pillow talks but we don't talk anymore

Not how we used to

Reckless behaviour, too afraid I will be wrong

Closing, you are gone

Holding myself together, lying down on bed

We don't, we dont

I want to be all
often it's not
I have been none
and times to some
but not even one
Once and all at period
...

i love poetry
i don't have to play to any rules
i am free
I am
I am in poetry

If you must; taking a piece of me.

We all leave words in people's ear.

Leave with the best of my words and leave it, the words that no longer speak in the present.

The world inside of me is astronomical for me to finish exploring.

Even for myself I run out of time even for myself
No time for you, where do I find time for you

In your love,
you make me vulnerable,
You make me who I am.

I am not a worthless piece of art.
I am God's Masterpiece.

Our sins are chained to hell
Latter we burn in flames
Back to earth with flammable bodies
Destructive;  we all agree to live by
Hell on earth and heaven in no ones' heart
Chains are caught with fire
The earth is blazing and burning
We are living!

She found a new friend in the clinic room.
Her favourite appointment every other day.

Life is unattended with no one to talk with, nothing else to do.
A little comfort from each session, and still goes on with complaints.

No one knows what is going on in her head...
The pain in her body won't leave her.

Every other day, she is still ignored.
She is still unnoticed.

We're naive enough to be together.
We aren't afraid of losing love.

Push and pull, is that all you want to do?

I'm just a heavy object you push and pull.
The noise is LOUD, I am unclear of your kooky activity.

I sit heavily on your mind, aren't you going to crack.
Talk me up so we can laugh it off together.

Forget it, I'll just listen to my music.

Vulnerable strokes.
Fine lines, uneven lines, thick lines.
All my flaws and imperfection, you can see.
Yet you told me it was beautiful.

Read me.

Read my world.
Read my language.

Read me in a second.
Read me and re-read me again.

Read me like your favourite book,
you placed in your fancy bookshelf.

Read me half way,

Our body, not well love.
Our body dim as *****.
Our body dim to shame.
Our body so use to misuse.

Our body structure to a shape.
Our body sold to pressure and beliefs.
Our body not to our advantage.

Our body not well love.

Our body not to be mistaken,
for being taken.

Our body we will love as it is good.
Our body we do not offer, to a price we have to pay for our own body.

His mind ***** his own body.
He is disgusted with his thoughts and actions.

His mind ***** by the world.
He is disgusted with his perception of body.

He is a victim and a convict.

"I am ashamed. Shameful at the patterns of my worldly mind. "

Sinners with animal desires.
Burning to get burned.
In hell with deadly sin we love.

No weekend, no weekday.
Every day is just another day to live.

Between me and you
We shall not wait for no one.

Once again, its just me and you.
We will do it, without no one.

We don't need no one.
Between me and you, we just need us.

Our desires, undertake between us.

Let me pretend for I fear the after love.
The pain that comes in two.

The pain that last, as long as love exist.

Will our pain be lovable?
Will you be able to love my pain?
Do I want to love you like myself?

Such love is a mess.
Two sinners coexist.

Why do we even trouble?

Let me pretend, for I fear unhappy ending.

Neither a girl,
Neither a boy,
Just human,
With a beauteous soul.

Your validation for subjective beauty, she does not seek for any. Not conform to standard beauty, is she.  

Her beauty is seen with the eyes who appreciates it.
Her true beauty is found only by those who lives in faith and not just by sight.

I wish the sin you did,
I didn't see.
I wish you had hide your demons well.
I didn't want to see.

My highest ambition is to live for God inside out.

You are weak but you fight.
You are strong.

You are strong because you fight your weakness.

You are strong because you will fight again even when you are weak.

You will fight.
You are strong.

I never thought I could swim within pressure from the weight of the ocean depth.
Each dive opens to a danger atmosphere.
Clear blue, deep blue, I am swimming within pressure.

I can swim in the ocean depth.
This is my sport.

I can be your white-haired flower.
If you would be my age-old ***.
We will be together under the name of our Gardener's care.

We don't think about sleep.
We don't think about time.
We think about goal.

We are not machine.
We sleep with achievement.

We never made it pass, our ending is always nothing.
We never had a proper goodbye and we never say hi.
In this distance, we will always be nothing even from the start.

And the moon continues to rely on the sun,
and the next time round you can rely on me too.

Dreams are 99% sweat
I am not ready to swim for that

Deprived of sleep
Derived from one of the black sheep
Lost in the woods
Unable to skip

Close friend could lead to a closed end.

The World is a divine sight.

Nobody gave me a pen and asked me to draw. So I picked up one by myself and draw.

The feeling was of a first empty page of a thick sketchbook, I was about to draw on.

Only the World was with me.

Don't be lost, you're a Star.
One as bright as the other countless bits.
You belong to be free– afloat.

You're a Star.
You're bright!

You are loved,
By this Universe whom created you.

Be confident especially in the darker nights,
You're fine.

Don't be lost, you're a Star,
Everywhere you could go.

Don't be afraid, you're a Star,
You'll fall but you'll float.

Take courage, you're a Star,
This Universe is with you.

It felt like a relationship that had sailed away...

Do, do, do, do, do,  
do, do, do, do, do, do, do,
day and night, do.

Always summer here
Heater broke down

Day and night,
Bitting air put the warmth out

Cold feet every morning

A year and counting
Tormenting early bright

Dreadful laving

Violet palms, skinny body
Unknown curse

***, hot water, whisking,
smoothly blended, tea bowl, spring,
tea garden, thick, quiet.

My mind isn't big enough for an escape
My mind, I am trapped in a disadvantage

Usually my mind is as big as the universe
But my mind, is discourage

My mind, my mind, holding on to courage
Making my way to uncover

Another path of undiscovered

When my mind is distant away from you.
It is safe and sound.
Away from a sweet dream; bitter nightmare.

I should think about one
But then I think all at once
With all, I ended up with none

Stress is an ****
Laughing is about rest
Being at your best
Not worrying about less

Living by one step
To keep in track

Afraid is not a step
It is a dangerous trap
So give yourelf a slap
And return for laps
To keep yourself in track

Don't Panic
And remind yourself to "Just whack only"
When you are stuck remember "One at a time"

Every school holiday
My brain would go on an unintended
Long vacation.

Took such a long vacation
That it was almost every bad ideas
To begin my holiday

For everyday my brain is not around
My heart will wander far away
And my passion will not be found

The bad ideas;
My eyes would shut itself
Believing still that we are living in our dreams
But in reality, we have been missing out for quite awhile.

If I don't do this— I will go no where.

I mediate on the worst of myself
I mediate on the worst of myself

I mediate on the worst of myself

After saying that out loud
I turn to prayful thoughts

And I pray
And I pray

And I pray

Then I found myself in lost of words
So I sing

I sing
I sing

Loneliness is painful but that lonely man could not feel any pain.
He lied to himself and it was the most painful experience.

Normal as appearance would look.
Insane as inside could look.

I hate to part.
The only reason why I stay apart.