i am just so tired of trying to be someone i am not
someone i can never be
i am so tired of trying to be noticed
and loved
and cared for
i am trying
but i am so tired

mom,
your smile not only give light to our home;
but also to our life.
you are by each and every way
my most favorite woman in the world.
i love you to the milky way and back.
Always.
Happy Mother's Day!

Isn't it so sad that I try so hard
just so you'd see me;
recognize me;
but in the end,
i'll never be the one;
i'll never be her.

i miss you
i miss what we had
even if it was unclear
even if it was never special
i miss you
and i wonder
what we could have been
even if there was never an us

you can't just tell me
that you wrote something for me
and then
tell me you have someone new

but who am i
to seek for something
or someone
that isn't even mine

trust me when i say;
i'm in love with you

each and every passing day
you never fail to make me realize
how im such a disappointment
and how she's better than me
and how i can never live up to your expectations

each and every passing day
you make me want to hate myself
more than i ever do

because each and every passing day
you make me feel
that i am not worth it.