I told you at the beginning
To take your time
I didn't mean for you
To take mine too

I watched the flowers on my bedside die
and I thought of us.

People see my smile and they see
Innocence and integrity
They see one girl in one piece
Not broken in pieces
People see my smile and what they don't see
Is me.

Talk to me
Until you can't see
The sense in taking your life.

I'm here for you.

You're lying here with me
I'm already getting dressed
Everybody leaves
It's just a matter of when
I thank the others
For teaching me I can survive
Without

timing told us we were wrong
and we tried anyway
my heart told me you were wrong
and we tried anyway
it's always felt wrong with the ones who ended up leaving but
I can never force myself to walk away first
I don't like giving up on the people that I love
even if they don't love me back

You're just a placeholder
Filling in the space
I use you
The same way
you use me
Only when we're lonely.