The sun dancing outward
My pain and worries gone
With darkness behind me
My life will be bright

I failed the last time
I think I didn't try enough
But the beautiful rays
Say I can try again

I gaze at the moon
Wondering if it could be better
What a wonderful place it could have been
If not for the beginning

We love, we learn, we live
Often with hard experiences
With pangs of regret
It would have been better
If we could just alter
The beginning.

But if wishes were horses
Men would fly
Moving forward is all we can try
A better end than the beginning

he loved my craziness
even when I had these mood swings
even when I had depressed thoughts
I took him with me on my bipolar ride

I would love you till the end of time
if you stopped breaking my heart everytime you saw me
if you stopped being this human that you are not

I love you for who you are and for who you are not
we were meant to be together, it was written in the stars
but thats were I made a mistake, thats were I went wrong

I shouldnt have let you go so fast
but maybe opening my heart wasn't something I could
I waited for you to speak the three words I wanted to hear
the words, I love you

but he never did.

He found salvation
and then proceeded
to pull its trigger