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John Niederbuhl Mar 2017
gentle streams of water
leave the melting snow
over sand and pebbles
higher land to low
tiny ripples sparkle
along the sidewalks slow
under warm sun beating down
gently, gently flow

little currents spread the sand
picking up debris
tiny specks and particles
headed towards the sea
pushing forward, pulled along
water running free
gentle water makes its way
moving on like me
John Niederbuhl Aug 2019
All of them are clouds
All the loves of my long life
Summer clouds that drift
John Niederbuhl Jul 2020
Summer's getting gone
Like my other summers, gone
Gone where summers go
John Niederbuhl Jul 2017
I thought I heard rain,
But it was wind in the trees,
Just the wind...Listen...
John Niederbuhl Aug 2020
Is the song I hear
From leaves I watch flickering
Or from your guitar?
John Niederbuhl Sep 2019
We are the sunset
Love-flung to the sky
Glowing,
Embracing,
Lost in each other,
Looking back
On the world.
John Niederbuhl Jun 2017
The ancient one stood on a bank remote
Overlooking a stream,
Where dark at noon the water flowed
In the shade at his feet.
In springtime, when the mayflies rose
To dance their hour of love,
He basked in the joy of new growth
And held the spring in his arms.

When thousands fell at Gettysburg dead
And Custer the hatchet felt on his head,
He felt the sun of summer days
And dreamed of his heaven
In the long, warm evening haze.
His needles were brown
When Kennedy went down;
His boughs bent with snow
Through the winter sleeping
When Russia saw Napoleon retreating,
Men starving, freezing,
Their horses eating.    

In time,
His branches lower swung,
His face bowed to his own reflection,
Unseen, unsung.
One night in winter,
Boughs loaded with snow,
He toppled silently, slow,
Roots tearing frozen soil,
Long branches crushing ice,
Penetrating the stream's muddy bed--
Sprawled, face flattened,
Feeling freezing water,
Finding his end.

Spring's flood rocks the carcass,
Lifts, tugs at limbs submerged,
Sways his trunk so it groans;
Moving water, irresistible force,
Rotates the corpse into a bend,
Shoves it against the bank;
Some limbs splinter, some extend.

In summer he rests on wet sand exposed;
On the bank above, tall marsh grass grows
As one day comes and another one goes.  
Needles fall;
Over years bugs crawl,
Bark disappears, decay advances
Until curved, white branches
Rise like dinosaur bones,
From black water that flows slow,
While mayflies dance their dances,
Silently like snow.
An enormous, very old white pine I remember
John Niederbuhl Oct 2016
The best ideas are always there
Round, yellow lights in a shifting mist:
Sometimes clear,
Sometimes blurry and obscure.
Steady, like stars in the sky,
But sometimes seeming to move,
Like stars do when the clouds drift.
They are always there, but always silent:
They never speak,
And words never come near them,
Almost never.
John Niederbuhl Mar 2017
The best part about falling in love
Is just when it begins,
And the best part about making love
Is just before it ends:
The ecstasy surrounds us, then
We sail away on tide and wind
To do the best parts
Over again
John Niederbuhl Jul 2020
Music can't save me
Wine very low in my glass
Emptiness at last
John Niederbuhl May 2017
Each day I watch the ocean swell
Sometimes with hope, sometimes despair;
The ocean's faces ever change
Like the fashions of their hair:

Monday:

Like a waterfall of brown
Through golden culverts flowing--
Sweeps me far away downstream,
Without her ever knowing.

Tuesday:

Rippled clouds at sunrise,
Supple, damp and red,
Combed out, twisted in a braid,
Or just left loose instead.

Wednesday:

Of her black hair a single strand
Sweeter than Midnight's darkest land;
When it lightens up again,
Its sunrise on a beach of sand.

Thursday:

Like golden floss on top of corn,
Silky, curly, fine,
Rising from a thick, black band
Above blue eyes that shine.

Friday:

Whipped up like a hot souffle,
Luxurious, soft, held loose
With ribbons, combs and perfume,
Tempting like a mousse.

Saturday:

Her pony tail we follow,
Like the Christmas star;
Maybe we're not wise men,
But then, maybe we are.

Sunday:

Her hair flew up out the vent
Like a flame,
When we hit an unmarked bump
(Not big).

The top slid shut,
And her hair almost caught,
So I reached up
And pulled it in quick.
Seven different people
John Niederbuhl Jun 2019
Does a bigger brain
Penetrate reality
Or make up stories?
John Niederbuhl Aug 2020
Early Spring begins with the Vernal Equinox
and lasts until April 8th, the day I was born.
April 8th is the first day of Mid-Spring, which we love
until May 14th, when the leaves are almost full
on the trees.  May 14th is the first day of Late Spring,
which totally delights us until the final minute of
June 9th has passed.  Then comes June 10th and
Early Summer.  The water in the brooks gets lower
and warmer.  The sun reaches its highest point
in the sky.  Early Summer ends on the 4th of July;
then come the seemingly endless days of Mid-
Summer.  They hold memories of childhood and
a kind of timelessness.  Mid-Summer is over on
August 7, the day my friend had his annual birthday
party after Little League was over.  In Late Summer, the
Winter we couldn't imagine in July seems to be edging
nearer.  The first day of Early Fall is the day after
Labor Day.  We went back to school then, and the
leaves had already started to turn.  On the second
Monday of October, Mid-Fall begins.  The tamaracks
are yellow, the crickets are silent, things are very still,
everything seems to be waiting for the snow.  On the
day after Halloween, Late Fall Begins.  We hope our
fire-wood is dry enough; we get the snow removal
tools ready, and maybe even have to use them.  This
short season ends the Friday after Thanksgiving.  Then
we are into Early Winter.  The sun sets very early, we
can see our breath in the morning.  The dark time has
begun, but the days pass quickly, as the holidays brighten
our spirits.  Mid-Winter begins on December 26.  Now,
the darkness presses against our windows at dinner time.
Glasses of wine and candle light are the best defenses.  We
press on through January, talking about our garden and
keeping the house neat.  Then comes Valentine's Day, the
first day of Late Winter.  Each day is noticeably longer.
We start to wonder what Spring and Summer will be like.
On some days the snow melts, and we see little streams
running along the sidewalks.  The sun climbs higher in the
sky, and we REJOICE!
A year in the life
John Niederbuhl Aug 2019
Watch the leaves flicker
See the story of your life
The past and future
haiku
John Niederbuhl Feb 2020
Some people think
The human race
And this world
End at the very same time

But for billions of years
This world spun without us
And without us again
It might do just fine
neither fire nor ice
John Niederbuhl Sep 2016
Our love is like a bottle of wine
We've been drinking
A very, very long time--
What a joy it is to be with you,
Lifelong love of mine,
To bask in those glorious, blue eyes
And to know that I am thine!

We'll have our third glass together
And after we've finished it all,
We'll look at the bottle we've emptied
And find it again still full.
Love
John Niederbuhl Nov 2016
I see a fly
The day goes by
You look at the leaves
Tomorrow is nigh
You stand at the stove
Warm soup in a ***
When you're old
A day goes by like a shot

I put on my hat
The day is gone
You kiss me good night
And its almost dawn
A robin chirps
The sun goes down
We rise for coffee
The world spins 'round

Ironing a shirt
Watering the garden
A week goes by
Then a year
When summer comes
Its almost winter
When winter sets in
Spring's nearly here
Changing perceptions
John Niederbuhl May 2019
You seek time travel?
Then go to where time exists--
Go to your own mind
I think time is a product of our minds
John Niederbuhl Mar 2023
Time travel exists
Only where time can exist
That is in your mind
Haiku--sort of
John Niederbuhl Sep 2017
On our summer lawn you lie curved,
Like a snake warming in the sun;
When I turn on the spigot at mid-day
How hot thy water doth run!

Sometimes you're hooked to a sprinkler,
Where the kids ran when they were small;
We wonder: where did the time go?
And just can't remember at all.

To our home by the river you came
And reached where the vegetables grew;
You watered them gently all season,
Out back, where the blue heron flew.

Gashed by the mower's cruel blade
You leaked: we thought you were gone:
But I got the parts to save you--
Thank heaven for Aubuchon.

Shorter, old friend, always there,
We still bring you in from the cold
To your special place under the work bench,
To store you in neat coils rolled.

Stretched out full length on the blacktop,
I raise one end towards the sky
And drain the last water inside you
To put you away, safe and dry.

I pray as I wind you in autumn
The dark winter we will survive;
My heart is already yearning
For springtime to come back alive.  

To water our plants on the north side,
To feed the cedar hedge row,
To wash winter sand from the driveway,
Left by the last melting snow.  

So sleep well, companion of years
In your circle there on the floor;
My the freezing days pass us by quickly,
May we join you for one season more.
Already getting ready for winter.  Don't' go reading too much into this--sometimes a hose is just a hose...
John Niederbuhl Jun 2017
A flitting, spotted butterfly was spotted by a netter
Who grabbed his trusty, fine-meshed net and set about to get her.
She lit upon a lupine new and opened her wings slowly,
He stole up very stealthily, focused upon her solely.
When he came within her reach, he swished out with his net,
But she took off to the sky and filled him with regret.
She flew behind the lilac bush, where he could not see,
And when he spotted her again, she headed for a tree.
She fluttered high above the lawn with him in hot pursuit,
Waving his net wildly, efforts not bearing fruit.
He kept his eyes fixed on her flight as he chased his quarry.
Then something happened suddenly that left him rather sorry:
For on the grass early that morn, the dog had left a pile,
And when I think what happened next, well, I just have to smile.
John Niederbuhl Dec 2021
A feathery snowflake
Falls in your hair
And quickly disappears

When I die
I'll sleep like a bear
For billions and billions of years

Maybe someday I'll be back this way
(Some say that someday I may)
But maybe that someday
Is eons away
I'm glad we're together --today
John Niederbuhl May 2017
I read Finnegan's Wake,
The cover
And half the first page;
After that,
I got bogged down
And had to disengage.
Really
John Niederbuhl Jul 2019
I am the red sun rising,
And you the dawn's warm glow,
It's not exactly just like that
But similar, I know.

You are the moving ocean,
And I the rising tide,
A very hard thing to describe
But at least I tried.

You are the pure, white snow drifts,
And I the Winter chill,
That's a close description
But that's not quite it still.

You are the mountain air,
And I the eagle flying--
It really isn't just that way,
But I keep on trying.

It's like the barriers cease to exist
When bolts of lightning merge;
We pause--the thunder rolls away--
Then feel another surge.
John Niederbuhl May 2019
Unrelenting green
Is a very short season
Here and gone too soon
It begins shortly, when every leaf turns green
John Niederbuhl Jan 2018
January flash
We hear winter thunder boom
First time in our lives
Just a few minutes ago
John Niederbuhl Apr 2017
The wall is our world,
The shadow is the sun
We cannot not feel.

The wall is the people we know,
The shadow is our feelings
About them.

The wall is our hearts,
The shadow is the distance
Between them.

The wall is the truth,
The shadow is what we say
About our lives.

The wall is your lips,
The shadow is your breath
Flowing between them.

The wall is the total
Of our experience,
The shadow is my memories of you.

The wall is my body,
The shadow is the dust
It will become.
Sigh.........
John Niederbuhl Aug 2019
The wall is our world
The shadow is the sun
Caressing us

The wall is the people we know
The shadow is our feelings
About them

The wall is our hearts
The shadow is the distance
Between them

The wall is the truth
The shadow is what we say
About our lives

The wall is your lips
The shadow is your breath
Flowing between them

The wall is the total
Of our experience
The shadow is my memories of you

The wall is my body
The shadow is the dust
It will become
John Niederbuhl Nov 2016
He sat on the beach
Alone, watching the sunset,
Recalling lost loves.
It could be Ipanema beach
John Niederbuhl May 2017
I'm watching the wind
Looking for you
I listen for your voice
In the wind
Day after day
I'm searching and hoping
When will it bring you to me?

I'm watching the wind
On the sidewalks
As it moves along
Past the shops
I'm straining to hear
When it swirls in the street
When will it bring you to me

I'm watching the wind
At sunrise
When the light makes shapes
On the wall
I dream of your face
When a breeze stirs the drapes
When will it bring you to me?  

I'm watching the wind
For you hands and expression
Your shoulders your brow
And your walk
To hear what you'll say
When I first hear you speak
Oh! when will it bring you to me?
John Niederbuhl May 2017
Those days ran by like the rushing water
Roaring over the dam:
I was tangled in your hair
And tangled still I am
In those twisting strands
Pouring over the brink,
Along your neck,
Beyond your shoulders,
Foaming on your back in a mist.
So helpless I, but so willing,
Swept by the currents away.
Now I see your face again
And hear the rushing water roar
And feel what I've always felt
But feel it even more.

Below the falls,
So far downstream,
Near the whirlpool that calls--
You're all I ever wanted,
All I ever wanted at all.
But all I'll ever have to hold
Is this photograph so old:
Time standing still,
And us standing together,
Young forever:
Songbirds in a distant summer,
Way back on that endless river.
John Niederbuhl Jul 2019
In the summertime
Old memories from childhood
Visit frequently
John Niederbuhl Dec 2016
You are the red sun rising
And I the dawn's warm glow
That's not exactly how it is,
But similar, I know

You are the moving ocean
And I the rising tide
A very hard thing to describe
But at least I tried

You are the pure white snow drifts
And I the Winter chill
That's a close description
But that's not quite it still

You are the mountain air,
And I the eagle flying,
Really, its not quite that way
But I keep on trying

Its like the barriers cease to exist
When bolts of lightning merge;
We pause--the thunder rolls away--
Then feel another surge
John Niederbuhl Dec 2016
We just want someone
To play with they said
Until the lights go out
And they put us to bed

A warm sandy beach
Maybe a bikini
A super cold glass
With a double martini

Someplace to go
Someone to go with
Someone who's nice
Our hearts to give

A quick get-away
Places with honey
Summer on the lake
Winter where its sunny

And we want it now
Before we're infirm
And what's left of us
Is food for the worm
John Niederbuhl Apr 2017
Wind chimes call softly in May,
Like a ******, pure and shy.

In August they ring out her wedding
Across the fields and sky.

Down through September they jingle
Making a love-making sound.

As Autumn wanes, they toll sadly:
Soon she'll be laid in the ground.

We bring them back out in April
When crocuses come alive,

To hear their sweet song in the wind
And know that Spring has arrived.
A family tradition
John Niederbuhl Jan 2017
Precious wine-sweet days
Fitting, extended dessert
For a longtime love
John Niederbuhl Feb 2019
Winter's a time for philosophy,
When deep snow covers what we love
We make up stories to convince ourselves
That nothing we care about matters that much.
Or we feed our hopes with memories,
Warming ourselves around that woodstove,
As if keeping those fires alive
Keeps the things we love closer
Even as they become more distant,
Or keeps us ready for their return,
Though they are never coming back.
We dance, waving our arms frantically
In the smoke, playing games in the snow,
Keeping things alive in our minds
As if memory brought them nearer.
Pictures on shelves
(Showing how it was for us)
Sit and gather dust.
We bathe in happy memories
And try to look ahead,
Hoping for summer again.
Seasonal Affective Disorder?
John Niederbuhl Jan 2017
Cold ribbon of black,
Winding through the ice and snow
Tell me what you know
John Niederbuhl Jun 2019
Dandelion seeds
And apple blossom petals
Drifting springtime snow
Seasonal
John Niederbuhl Mar 2020
The winter sand that still remains
Along the walks and street
Makes a sweet, seductive sound
Underneath my feet
Like a lover clears her throat,
When about to speak
John Niederbuhl Mar 2017
The winter sand that still remains
Along the walks and streets
Makes a sweet, seductive sound
Underneath my feet,
Like a lover clears her throat,
When about to speak...
Seasonal
John Niederbuhl Mar 2017
Wisps of blown snow,
Ghosts of bygone summer days,
Cross an open field
Saw them yesterday
John Niederbuhl Jun 2019
You are what you are
You aren't what you used to be
You'll know when you're old
Seasons of life
John Niederbuhl Sep 2016
Oh let me sink to the depths of sleep
Where no birds sing and no bugs creep

Let me drift through that endless ocean
Feeling neither pain nor emotion

Let me tumble through that abyss
Craving neither wealth nor a kiss

To sweet oblivion let me sink
Where I still breathe but do not think

Where eons pass like before I was born
And there is neither approval nor scorn

Oh let me to the womb return
Where all my knowledge I'll unlearn

Please let me like the sunset fade
To where I was before I was made
John Niederbuhl Aug 2019
No rhyme at this time
Empty heart and empty mind
Can't love or opine

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