You were suppose to be my best friend
I lend you my heart when your parents torn yours to apart
I told my secrets to you,
I said my deepest fears, I told you about my past
I let you dive in to the waves of my pain
Told the horrible secrets about my childhood
I gave all my trust even though
I had no reason to
but you left like they always do
Let my secrets drip right out of you
like a ****** nose
I know how this goes
I know how this'll end, but in the end
You'll get the bitter end

I've got this real good friend at home,
I call her Mary Jane
I spend a lot of time with her,
at least an hour everyday.

She sets fire to my anger,
We watch my doubts all dance away.
When she raises my head into the clouds
I feel like everything's okay.

Some of my friends don't like her,
and that I understand,
Sometimes it's overwhelming
When Mary Jane takes your hand.

Some days she takes you far away from you
and says she wants to play a game,
and then, next thing you know
she tries to climb inside your brain.

But I'm at peace with her you see,
We're roommates now. Ya know,
Id rather hang with Mary Jane
than her crazy brother Blow.

How long ago did my heart fall apart?
Who shattered my world once more?
So many questions left without answers
The darkness in my mind is like a deadly cancer
The hands I used to trust and hold so dearly
Have left me with this darkness
To be forgotten
A voice began to speak
Then another
And another
Until my mind is filled with them
Their lies have become my truth
My life has fallen into internal darkness
And there is no one who cares enough to save me