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eliana Aug 7
Sometimes in life you hit the numb zone.
It's like you don't know where to go from here.
There's so many places, so many opportunities,
And yet you still don't know which to choose.

Sometimes in life you just want to go back to that time.
The time when everything seemed at peace.
And you don't have to worry every night,
About who will be there for you tomorrow.

Sometimes in life you wish you hadn't said those things.
That maybe if you hadn't everything would be okay.
And then in come the "what ifs" and "then whats",
And you come to realize that nothing will ever change.

Sometimes in life you wish you could be someone else,
Because you feel like you've messed up enough already.
And you think about all those people,
The ones you miss and you wonder if they miss you too.

And then sometimes in life you just realize,
Realize that the ones who love you are already here.
And that everything happens for a reason
That those other people hurt you.

But if they hurt you,
What makes you still miss them?
I guess sometimes in life you miss the memories,
Not the person.
eliana Aug 6
Scream
Cry
Call your best friend and vent
Vent
Rant
Let it out
Don't let it in
Don't let negativity take up space
In that precious precious brain
Your brain
It's incredible
It keeps you alive
Even though sometimes you wonder why
Because no matter what
Something is always
Always
Always
Going right
It doesn't always feel
So right
But trust me
When I say
There's something.
Because there's always
Always
Always
Something to be happy about.
Don't let the dark clouds take over your brain
Don't let the sunshine be covered by rain
You can't let negativity feel like a chain
You must allow happiness alone to reign
Over your mind and that precious brain
Because there is always
Always
Always
Something positive
So find it
Embrace it.
eliana Aug 6
You're too…

There is nothing wrong with you
You are kind
You know just what to do
You're too…

Your not “too” anything
I don’t know what to think
You're too…

I am not pretty enough for you
But when you talk about your life
I want to be part of it
You're too…

I’m too…
You're just…
I'm not…
You are just…
You're too…

I don't know why
you look into my eyes like that
Are you trying to make me fall head over heals
In love with someone who could never love me
You're too…

When you talk I want to get closer
What is wrong with you
Thats just it there is nothing
You're too…

I am mad
But I can't be
You are just so wonderful
To get mad would be like getting mad
At an angel
You're too…

What is wrong with me
I don't know how to look at you without blushing
Without feeling like I am an ugly creature
I want this to stop
You're too…

Stop this now
I hate it
I hate…
I could never hate you
Even if you left me to die
I don't think I could
You're too…

God help me I’m falling into temptation
This man is breaking my heart
And making me happier than ever
Stop asking questions
I don't want you to know about me
I…
I want to know about you
You're too…

I hate the sound of my voice
you speak don’t make me please
I love your voice more than life itself
Uuggh
You're too…

Please don't look at me
Please don't look away
Stop staring
Please stare
You're too…

Don't ask me to dance
Please don't let me dance with anyone but you
I don't want to be in your arms dancing
Because I might make a fool out of myself
Don't let go
You're too…

I despise y…
I desire you
I dont ever want to see y…
I want to see you every day
You're too…

Stop looking at me like that
What did I do wrong
Don't touch my face
Don't move the hair away from my eyes
So I can see those eyes…
You're too…

Would you…
Could you…
Please…
You're too…

You're just too…
You are too…

You’re too perfect
gosh. this boy is sending me mixed signals i hate itt.
  Aug 6 eliana
Blue Sapphire
If love is a game to you,

I choose not to play.
eliana Aug 6
Little eyes, they are always watching
As I go through fields of sunflowers and clouds of crows
They see everything I do
Little eyes

Little ears, they are always listening
As I whisper words that I throw around like pebbles into a river
They hear everything I say
Little ears

Little hands, they always do what I do
As I pick up the burdens of this life and hold them tightly to my chest
They copy everything I do
Little hands

Little mouth, they always talk as I talk
As I cast my words into a sea of disregarded lies and careless feelings
They say everything I say
Little mouth

Little feet
As I walk down the highways of shadows and allies of sunshine
They follow me wherever I go
Little feet
As an older sibling, my parents have always told me that I should lead as an example because my little sister is watching, listening, and acting like I do. Because of this, I try my hardest to set a good example for her. She helps me strive to be a better person but sometimes i feel like im failing.
eliana Aug 6
Amongst the midnight sky,
I stare at a rose as it dies.

Its pedals are torn and bruised,
such a precious thing to lose.

Yet, when I stare into the full moon,
I see that it will be daytime soon.

When I hear a girl's sorrowful cries,
I know that a new rose begins to arise.

Those pedals are lush and red,
nowhere close to being dead.

And as I find her inside my heart,
I know that I am not falling apart.

I finally realize who I really am,
it definitely took some time but, ****.

It was all worth it in the end.
I am the rose that dies and becomes a new one.
  Aug 6 eliana
Courtney Hawkins
I'm tired of worrying if
I'll eat my words one day,
say too much; love too

much

I would rather regret
what I said over what
I can no longer say
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