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imaginary

7d rishita

Renn

when i said i wanted you i never meant a relationship
it was just stationary
we’d be better off with just a friendship
but my friends are all imaginary
sometimes i see you here with me
but it’s only a hallucination
one day you’ll come back, maybe..

#love #friendship #onesided #imaginary #hate #yearning #missing #obsession

7d rishita

numb

7d rishita

Renn

numb

i always tried to do the most with my time,
not anything productive- just something fun,
entertaining,
to cover up the fact that i’m mourning someone who still walks this earth.

my concept of “happiness” isn’t the usual one,
it might be rather depressing for some.
i think i wanted to say so many things, but said none.

living in eternal doom has become normal,
elders telling me to dress more formal,
acting like i’m just a doormat.

how family reunions got me feeling

#family #numb #hatred #depressing #time

7d rishita

put yourself first.

7d rishita

Renn

put yourself first.

you’re the only one you can fully rely on,
only you can make a change.
people come, people go,
you will have yourself forever.
don’t stress over others,
friends or lovers too much.
if someone leaves,
grieve them as much as you please,
but don’t let it take over your life.
their presence will not save you.

#life #grieve #friends #solitude

7d rishita

Why me?

7d rishita

aeryn

Why me?

Why can't I just cry instead of being angry, when I am stressed?
Why can't I be a little soft and tender,
Rather than being so hard and rock solid?
Why can't I be kind and fragile,
Instead of being strong and insane?
I don't want to be,
Who I am right now.
Can someone take me out of this?
I'm going mad.
Why me?
Why always me?

7d rishita

THE LIFE LEFT BEHIND

7d rishita

Blue Sapphire

THE LIFE LEFT BEHIND

I keep going back to the time,
my life before you,
wondering how it would have been
had you not been a part of it.

Oh, how much I wish now,
to return to that life again
to be myself once more.

Aug 18 rishita

Indulge

Aug 18 rishita

Pierce

Indulge

The sadness remains
Like a code written in my brain
The brokenness engraved into my heart-
Body and Soul

It’s hard to replace constant contact
And impossible to recreate her warm embrace
But still
The void diminishes

It seems my broken heart found another
A friendship built through darkness
The distance doesn’t seem to matter
If anything-messages send faster

Life may be a rollercoaster
But I feel like I’m living
Yes Kevin-I’ll get in the toaster
But I won’t feel myself shrinking

Aug 18 rishita

The word

Aug 18 rishita

yogesharma

The word

Let me say the word.
Let him give a chance.
It's beautiful, having it is grateful.
It's good, it's sunshine.
It makes withered bloom.
In the books i have read,
they say all about is the word.
The word is everywhere,
It's in the child's smile,
It's in the eyes, in the beating heart,
The word is unspoken yet understood.

Have you heard the word is love?
It's so fine.

Jul 6 rishita

progression in practice

Jul 6 rishita

nivek

progression in practice

walking the stanza
soon to be dancing
the seamless waltz.