There's a woman that travels in my train of thought
I've known her before but i don't know where
I want this beautiful sight to stay there forever
She's patiently waiting for her destination
While i'm hoping there's none

Her face is the last thing i see before i close my eyes to sleep
The scene is lucid that i could touch her in my dreams
I could replay it anytime like a photograph in my memory
I want more of this mystery to keep going between us

I fell in love with the forgotten memory
Not with the forgotten physical being
I'm in a confusion with the metaphysics of love
The feeling is real but the person seems unreal

It's the beauty, the innocence, that my mind does not let go her
I tried to recall everything about her and came up with nothing
She never leaves and keeps reminding me about her
I just want to know what's her purpose of being there

I close all the doors to the people who causes pain
But you have the key to unlock
I wipe the tears and forget
But you are always to remind
I pray and forgive
And tomorrow you'll be there with me towards a new day

I want to know her renewed beauty
Something tells me that i should approach,
The sadness in her face, reasons for her smile, the flaws that she hide
Everybody deserves a second chance

My mind says no,
But my heart says yes

She want me to remember her again
She want me to build a bridge that i already burn down
She wants me to remake a fragile glass that is already broken into million pieces, stitch a scar, rebuild a trust that i watched it fall down

Because true love knows no boundaries
I want her to get off the train to start a new life with me again

You opened my eyes to a world that is unknown
Where the hate is not easy to let go
They linger in my skin and bones
How deep is this love only you can show

You cleanse my ***** hands
That i wanted to touch everyone's soul
Real love, i search for eternal love
I'd give it all up to a pure heart like yours

Life is tough, no one gets along
Everything contradicts each other
They're in every corner waiting to strike
Ready to control our minds

I got swallowed by the grudges that i kept inside
Darkness took over that it matches my soul
I screamed my lungs out
On the brink of stepping of the ledge to fall

But i kept holding on to your words
You pulled me up with both hands
I kneel down in submission
Tears started to fall

And i look up at the sky to long for something more
Cause all my life, what's missing was you

It was the lullaby that closes my eyes
Before the kiss of goodnight,
I dream of eternity for you and me,
For in reality, we sway with ease

Were holding hands watching the sunrise
Kissing till the morning light
No need to look up at the sky
You're an answered prayer from above

You are the shadow to my light
The map that leads me to right
Whenever i'm lost to this road that is never ending,
You are always there to lead

We talk about the deepest part of ourselves
Confessing every dark corners of our mind
We laugh about the people that broke our hearts
The jokes are on them, who made us this way

We were in good harmony
Nothing can take away this joy in our heart
The never ending smile on our faces,
The satisfaction and the promised for our future

But all of these are just fantasies
I can wait for all of these things,
It's not really a necessity to love someone to live a life
It's just romance, everyone can have that

An easy way to have temporary happiness,
Knowing we'll get hurt at the end
I know it's going to arrive soon
Because i can wait

I think I've met all kinds of women in the world
Except for the one that i actually want
I'm still left alone wishing for your love
Because i can wait

But in all honesty
I'm tired of waiting, tired of pretending that i don't want to play this love game,too tired of asking "when?"
I want to smile, hold hands, laugh, love and get hurt

I wanted this more than anything in this world
To love and to be loved right now
I got nothing left to do but look up at the sky
Close my eyes and feel the love that i never had

I'm staring at the dark sky full of stars
Little glints shining through the night
I asked God for a sign
The wind whispers to my surprise

Life's wrong decisions finally brought us to the right
You are all of the above
Despite of all of these stars shining,
I'd still stare at you

If i could just be the one to hold you
Your so close, yet so far away
All i could do is gaze from where i stand
Like how Gatsby longed for the green light

You are the unattainable dream
If only it's that easy to achieve
To hold you and present myself to you
You are my guiding light to my dark grey life

If i sing to you till your heart's content,
Would you show up and let me fill the emptiness again?
You know i'm not like anyone else
When i'll be willing to do this for you out of love

I know you're tired and stressed
I can tell you an amazing story, so you'll be amaze
Cause i want to make you smile
Doing that would bring me enough satisfaction

I hate seeing you like that
I'd rather see you annoyed by my presence
Than being alone wondering what you did to anyone
Don't be too ******* yourself

You shouldn't push them away
When other people couldn't pay them to stay
There's only so much i can take
I'll confess, i need you here with me

I'll always be ready to catch you when you fall
I'll grab your hand and pull you up
I'll answer when you call
I'm here for you, hoping you'll miss it like i do

Softly whisper in my ear
My tense heartbeat, you'll hear
The endless cry of the world,
It was too loud,  I couldn't hear, i shouldn't care
As we engage ourselves in the ceremony

The lights are off, signaling the start of the play
Curtains slowly revealed the stage
The light shined on the center of attraction
I took my eyes off of you,

It's a woman. It's always the woman.
She seems to be finding something
When she already has all the things a woman could ask for,
Wealth, i can tell from the good clothes she wears,
The big house behind her, Happiness, from the smile that she flaunts,

Acquaintances swarm the stage, complimenting her from head to toe,  while she just stands there, waiting,
staring from afar, something's missing,
it was all part of the play, i thought.

Acquaintances exits the stage but the woman,
The Actress, staring at me, seems to be saying something towards me
I couldn't hear, All heads turned towards me,
some smiling, looking at me with an evil grin, some are lonely and some are angry.

Wondering if it was all for me
I forced a curious smile, i'm somehow scared
They all gaze back at the stage
I felt a sudden coldness, the hair on the back of my neck is standing up

I wanted to leave immediately, it's uncomfortable
She held my hand so tight and cold
I refused, but she insist
My eyes still focused on the stage, she's still staring at me, the Actress,
She whispers so loudly, i couldn't hear the sound, now i know that it was for me, i read her lips,
It said, "For once, look at the girl next to you"

I turned, her hands still locked on mine
Oh i should have remembered,
The 3rd of September, it all came back to me

How you love to watch these plays that i found so boring,
the unhappy ending, the unrequited love, the tragic resolution.
How you said that we should constantly face our fear, how you said that you'll always wait for me, that you don't care about all the material things, these fake people who are there for you, for your wealth.

That i'm the only one you need.
I took your love for granted
I didn't believe it at all
But now i do, you never leaved despite of everything, you're in the other world, but your still here with me, everywhere i go.
In my mind, my thoughts.
I don't want you here. i wanna forget. Escape all of this. Escape you.
I'm so sorry, I closed my eyes to make it all disappear

I finally heard what you said before the play
It was a never ending cycle, a loop
The grieving of your families, their emotions
A play that will never finish, it's what you always wish

To be an Actress, To watch the play with me, Together,
We watched the play, where i gave all my genuine love and attention
Now i remembered, it was indeed,
Your death anniversary

Because I am,
a block buster movie that you've never seen,
a hit song that you've never heard,
a best selling book that you've never read,
a must-eat food that you've never tasted,

I'm gonna be one of those guys that you've walked passed to,
You'll remember me

When you didn't get what you expected
When you're tired from the same ******* , different day.
When you've lost the will to build an empire like you both promised, When you've learn that love is not about finding the right person but it's all about accepting the person that you've found wholeheartedly.

This ain't my kind of mystery
He calls you a *****, i call you a princess
It left me wondering why it became like this
This could've turn different

I was just a little too late i guess
But nice guys finish last
It's always like that isn't it?
It was there for you when he wasn't

I showed you the very best of me
Completely present every corner of me
Gave you the joy that you don't believe in
I'm all for peace and love towards you

Because I am,
the destination that you've should've visit and settled forever.