I'm emotionless
Yet full of hate
But I don't really care
I'm heartless
Cause I've never known love
And it's not really fair
I'm expendable
Yet I have some value
Cause I lay my lies bare
I'm worthless, stupid
And I've never found the truth
If only I could remember where
Then my life may have some use

Until then...
I guess I deserve the abuse

I love you,
but Im too scared to admit it.

every bully
can't shut up except when he
is ******' afraid

If you accidentally
             fall out of love,
Do you just dive
                back in head first?
           Feet first??
                     Eyes closed???
        Cannon ball????
             Or
Do you walk away
       Cause you can't swim
And you're scared to death
                   of *drowning?????

Dear Teachers,
You expect so much out of children.
We have homework everyday.
Sometimes hours worth.
You want us to get involved.
Sports practices are typically 2 hours.
It is already 5 and there are 3 hours of homework.
It is now 8, I must eat dinner.
Now it's 9, I should shower.
Oh, it's 10, I should get to sleep.
Why can't I ever hangout with my friends?
School. Homework.
Love, Serena.

I shut my eyes
                         I hold my breath
Jaws clenched
                         Nervous Mind
I expect a lesson



                    Instead, pull out confusion.
In an unwanted explosion of emotions.

10:57 pm . Monday 9th March, 2015.

Drooping slowly

Yet Refusing to shut

They spring right back open

Wide as if shocked!

How she works diligently

Forgoing tranquility

i think i will survive if i can wait a little more
i'll wait until
the last of you is walking
out the
door
the hours have been good to me
the miles
make it
clear
that life can still be beautiful
without you being
                           here
it's when i press my lips to yours
that everything
returns
and opens up a world with an intensity that
burns
enough with the explosives
i don't want them
anymore
the back of you in front of me, i'll run to close the door