The hands on the clock are ticking
faster than I can walk.
Seasons are changing
along with my heart
A breath of fresh air was long overdue.
A whole new world, full of promise and hope,
Leaves me standing here lonely
with the same empty feeling I swore I'd escape
the second I left that god awful town.
But here I am.  Feeling quite worthless
and did I mention lonely?
Maybe the place wasn't the problem
Maybe I am.

Ghost of lover's past


*At night the ghost of  lost love calls
in the lonely darkness.
where all I see are echoes and memories.
They are haunting me again.
It was waiting in a large bundle
outside the front door.
Too big to get inside yet
it found its way in through
a gap below the doorway.
This growing mound of
love shattered pieces is
breaking me into wreckage.
Does it have no pity?
Can it not see
I have no more pain to give.
yet even in my loss and despair
its consuming gravity of this entity
pulls my love drained soul
towards it one more time.
I can hear my sobbing in its heart.
And once again I know
the torments of losing you.

O God,
The most beneficent and merciful,
Heal my scars,
Erase all my pain,
And clean my heart,
I may have sinned,
But I now feel it,
As it gets me abyss,
I feel my soul being ruptured from the inside,
I feel the wrongs i've done,
Its so excruciating,
My body seems to paralyze,
The moment I fall on my knees,
Asking for forgiveness.
I have sinned and gone astray,
From the charismatic path that leads to you,
The devil that now feeds on my soul,
It needs to go away,
As I am no more allowing it to prey on my soul.
This evil wipes all the sanity,
Leaving behind only tragedy,
Forgive me O lord,
For I have failed you,
Not once, not twice,
Many times !
I now see a light of hope,
That falls on me,
Awakening the right inside me,
O God make me one of your disciples,
Forgive everybit of what i've done,
So that I live in peace and eternity,
In the life that i've yet to see !

She layeth aloft
Mine Libra scale's;
And tis I must say
She balance's them out perfectly.


©Brandon nagley
©Lonesome poet's poetry
©Earl Jane nagley dedication/Filipino rose....

Ladies have you ever heard these statements,
if you love me then let me sleep with you
because a men has some needs. Some guys will
even tell you that if you can't sleep with him,
he will go and sleep with someone else or
dump you. My advice is, Your body is not a
temperature that has to be tested for true
love. Once they are done with you, they will
find another target because premarital *** is
like a bank account, once someone withdraws,
they start loosing some interests. In some
cases premarital *** is like magic, your
boyfriend disappears and a baby appears. Hear
me my daughters on this, WHAT IS IN-BETWEEN
YOUR LEGS can not be traded for anything and
it has to be kept sacred for the right time and
the right person. If you had made mistakes,
you can make corrections and do the right
thing, simply because it has happened, it
doesn't mean that it has to keep happening.
It is better to be dumped and walk away with
your dignity and respect. TRUE LOVE WAITS