mature man
holding his nose
to life
desires young woman
who
is indifferent to
oranges
and longs for those
days
before umbrellas

For each step
I inhale your presence
Stuck in your sight
I evade with shame

Confused with the signs
which tell your desire
To have me
Or to just be

With each caress
I cry my heart
Not to take advantage
Of your kindness

Built with this bond
a caution and limit
of what I can be
For you

But the toxic seeps in
As I fell hopelessly
I try to stand my ground
Too late

Every aimless try
leads me to an abyss
Not just to be a friend
but more than

Life is hectic, don't forget to breathe

I will be free
No matter what you say
There is nothing you can do
To stop me

I don't love you

but one fine day
I could

exist
in this moment
don't look forward
don't wander in the past
live and
let your life happen
then and only then
will you attain peace.