The moment my heart shattered
Marks the rise of chaos
Tears freed from their prison of the eye
Escaping through the mountain of cheeks

I care for you,
Because i love you.
I care for you,
Because i dont want anything bad to happen to you.
I care for you,
Because you are very essential to me.
I care for you,
Because i dont want to lose you.

But being too caring,
Becomes controling.
Becomes overprotective.
Becomes overthinking.
Becomes overreacting.

But be worried.
When they start to not give a **** about you,
Everything is gone.
Because i did.

Never have i dream that i lost a friend.
Never have i dream that this would occur.
Never have i dream this day will come.
Never have i dream this is a dream.

Everything that I've worked for.
Every sacrifices I've  made.
It was worth it.
And it turned into beautiful memories.

Im like thunder and lightning where my action speak louder than words.

My tummy is hungry

Think again. Why?

Sometimes, i wonder how my world would be without you.
Either full of blessing or misery.
Lightness or darkness.
Pain or comfort.
Contentment or torment.
Peace or war.
But then, i wouldnt want to wonder.
Cause this world is better.