I'm not confused

But,how to conclude?

I really don't know

You can say"I hate you"

But how to express myself

I'm ignorant off absolutely

Night & day

My only pray

God may take care of you

May God bless you

  "     you be my again

  "     be the dream comes true

And I'll expire

May you would bury me!

Giving a happy ending

Of a never ending journey.-Written on 03.09.2012,Monday

Pressure of desires

Stampede of emotions

Clueless I'm

What should I do?

Then suddenly

My eyes gonna fixed

On my dear pen and the sheet before me

I start writing

Disobeyed all the criticisms

Now,I'm a writer

Beyond being servant of a MNC

Or,a govt. employee

I'm independent

"   self-reliable

King of my thoughts

Emperor of my mind

I'm a self-employed writer

And,I swear whatever I do

I do it at my best-Written on 24.09.2012

the magnificent holy knot
I wish I could be that lucky lad
no I'm not
destiny has so much for me
that too but you....!!!-28.11.2016

Desires'll end someday

Demand'll expire too

Dreams would evaporate

Destiny     "     achieved

All doors will closed

Except one

That door'll bring us

To our actual destiny

To the feet of the Supreme God

Actually,we all're destined to that place

Just misguided by the materialistic provocations

After all,err is to human-Written on 20.09.2012

Lit up the Fire
Stand before the Wind
Your wish is all
Nothing else lasts
Have faith in own
Be a leader
Not to lead
But to feed
Bring the revolution to mind
Life'll revolutionized.-Written on 04.04.2013

Never mind if you drink wine with a guy
Even if ever he touches you with a blow.
Will never let you know is that really hurts
Just wanna know
How dark is the past
At the soft end.
Just wanna reveal the quest
That never ends.
Just wanna feel the touch make me feel the sky.
Just wanna see the way you're the most beautifully shy.
The She on earth upon whom I can rely
Never mind if you never care.
Will do determine am yours forever
You're for me
So me for you
Might not the Sun rises
Or the wind quits to blow.
Even if ever you give up on me
Will never mind
But just want to know!
Can he really justify
As the poem needs an end
Please do reply.
Can he really kiss the way I do
Or he does better than even
Did he also can cry with you
Or he wipe you out which I never can do.,
Is that his love is greater than mine
Or you really wanna give it a try!
Am I really care for you
Somehow I do love
But that's not justifiable as yours
Come to me love
Let the shower run out of water
Will never gonna sob you again
Do come
Look,
Even I can cry...!!!-11.12.2015

When life is miserable
    "     eyes gonna wet
Remind me must
Mayn't remind
Throughout the rest
I'll be there
Else will or not
Love you Sweetheart
Miss    "   lot-Written on 07.11.2012

Dedicated an hour
I wanna dive
Dedicated an hour
I wanna discover
Dedicated an hour
I wanna witness
Dedicated an hour
I wanna redefine
Dedicated an hour
Within the shell of time
Dedicated an hour
I wanna dream
Greatest of all fantasy
I wanna live
For only an hour.
Tirelessly
With You...........-17.09.2015

The game is fair
Still to play *****.
Until how can it
Be a Corporate....!
An instant drama
A timeless mystery.
Cancer fruit of
Globalisation Plant...!
Least of Self-esteem
Lust of Money.
Time bound we're
Obedient of blood...!
Merchant of soul
Poor at Heart!!!!!-22.04.2014

Pressure of desires
Stampede of emotions
Clueless I'm
What should I do?
Then suddenly
My eyes gonna fixed
On my dear pen and the sheet before me
I start writing
Disobeyed all the criticisms
Now,I'm a writer
Beyond being servant of a MNC
Or,a govt. employee
I'm independent
"   self-reliable
King of my thoughts
Emperor of my mind
I'm a self-employed writer
And,I swear whatever I do
I do it at my best-Written on 24.09.2012

At times,
all I wish is
to dip down
at the serenity of a Sea
Sea be my mother
I wish if I could be the son of Sun
the pristine vibes
I wish could flow in my veins
with time
so I become infinite.
GB
31.03.2017

My mind
Is a crazy canvas
So many shades here!
Appears,disappears simultaneously
But,there's a shade which's constant
As the Sun shines behind the cloud
My creative thoughts're bubbling restlessly
Not only in my conscious mind but also on its unconscious counterpart
I'm always tend towards innovative
And,the big-bang fact is I rule my mind
And,so that I'm a Mastermind-Written on 28.09.2012

What's money?
Is it only currency notes or coins?
No.it's not
It's larger than life
Money is base of relation
   "        " cause of affection
Everything you can afford
If you've money
And,what for money ultimately stands for?
Is nothing but
Entertainment
Entertainment
Entertainment-Written on 03.10.2012

A lame Spring
I'm wandering
When we can witness
An Autumn again.-05.07.2015

So long its been
The cloud has covered the sky.
So long its
The Sun has no shine !
Long been the northerly been flown
With the rising dawn...
The chameleon wore(s) a black gown !
In search of a shrine
As the black-magic covers me.
Swift grip of the eternal dark
I could see by my closed eyes.-28.11.2016

Droplets on the shore
Feeling blue
Now & then loud clouds
Its raining so hard
You won't believe!
Standing still
In a deadly desert
Frozen throat
Choked breathe
Speaking eyeballs
Only those who can read
Knows it all.-11.08.2016

I wish someday
I even caught of Cancer
At least people care for me
You know as your father dies into
So I'll someday
The garlands are rotten
I kept to welcome you in my life
As you love Cancer than me even
You're great at health must be
So,I've to be
Someday far from the society & crowd
I wish I could drown
Deep & dark that place
So much peace is awaited
Did ever one can realize?
I know
None can ever.
So,I'll crack the jack
Yes,I wish I caught of Cancer
I love you
I'll shout from bury
You've to listen
Life never losses
I'll never give up
I'll be in love with you
Until my last breathe.-24.02.2015

That day

I'm passing through

Down memory lane

So many memories

Met me again

Whom I hurt once

    "      I blame

Those I love most

My near,dear ones

As time passed

I grow up

Leaving them behind

I'm in search of Divine

Not of Superior

  "    that God

It's just money'

That I think my abode

So silly I'm

Today I can realize

But,no way

Now I'm paralyzed

Lying on deathbed

I'm really alone-Written on 31.08.2012,Friday

I can't compromise
I hate compassion
If you wish to do
So,do justify
That I'm a human being
I also have feelings
I " " wishes
So many unfulfilled dreams
Look at my eyes
I'm not liable
The suffer I do
There's anyone else
Who make me raw
I'm a part of nature
" also as you!
But,why can't you recognize
The love in my eyes
The pain dipped in my heart
I love you unconditionally
Nothing else I want
I love you Sweetheart-Written on 22.01.2013

a space to surrender
the mortal existence
a being
the soul can be merged with
infinite fantasies
yet to discover
my eye beholds
whenever I look at you!-05.02.2017

You call it memory
But,it's a mistake
Just think over it
Whatever you stitched in memoir
As sweet memory
Or a bitter one
Is nothing but a mistake
Sometimes willingly
       "          unwillingly
Now,obviously the question arises!
Why you would propose it as mistake?
And,here's the tragedy
Because,man is mortal
Memories're not
And,as we all know
Every great mistake
Is a creativity
An innovation itself
Isn't it?
Think over it!
And,you can realise the truth
Even a silly mistake is enough
To teach someone/you a great lesson
For being a lifelong memory
So,be err,be silly,be stupid,be foolish
And,then only you can be creative,innovative
It's the secret of creativity
The tragedy of errors-Written on 28.09.2012

Lashes gonna shut
Nervous gonna break down
Breathe gonna be choked
Heart seems to be blocked
There's no way of recovery
Hopeless I'm
Just waiting
For the last breathe
But,certainly she appears
Wearing a white gown
She looks like a Barbie Doll
I think it's a Caravan
Or a sweet day dream
But,no she's in reality
Yeah,she's an Angel
To make me alive
" let me survive
Love you beyond all barriers
My l'll Angel!
You bring me into life
" make me sensible
What's life?
How to alive!
I'll be indebted to you
As long I alive-Written on 18.12.2012

Is there anybody to justify
Why the sea is so silent!
The tides are playing
With the sand at the bank.
Still the heart is so steady !-15.11.2015

A cup of tea
And,a fresh newspaper
Turning page by page
My eyes get stuck ed
Avalanche kills jawan's
Certainly my blood gonna cold
Yesterday,I'm talking to a friend
It's holiday of mine
And,as usual for all of us
As because,it's Sunday
I asked him
Do they also enjoy holidays?
Alas!his reply is negative
And,he also made me remind
That if they take rest
Entire nation have to be unrest
And,I realised what's commitment
What's dedication!
" love!
Really,the job of them
Mayn't make them billionaire
But,we all should hats off
That they pay own life's
To make us smile-Written on 17.12.2012

faded memoirs
comparative frames
mild stroke
a slight pain
and its over.-11.12.2016

Raw material of frustration
Situation of solidarity
Rewards of insults
Regard of penetrating memories
Made me
Whatever I'm
Whom am I!
I'm a legend
A Genius myself
Seems to be mad for you
But,mind it
Until being mad
None can be Genius-Written on 03.01.2012

Blow beyond
The Horizon
Discover
The Unknown.-22.03.2014
Translated into Bengali
পেরিয়ে যাও
দিগন্তের সীমানা
খুঁজে নাও
যা কিছু অজানা!-২২.০৩.২০১৪

Lattice of darkness
Web of loneliness
Made me mad
    '      "   speechless
Even I can't see
Today,I'm paralysed
Living a life
Having no enthu
Once I'm enlightened
Now,I'm darkened
And,day by day sinking into
More & more
Each & every moment
I'm indulging-Written on 01.10.2012

Who knows
What to do
When it's odd
Is wise
And,who doesn't
Is spouse of wise
After all,age matters
Experience rather than
Think universal
Make it large
Be wise!-Written on 05.11.2012

She served humanity throughout her life
   "   dedicated herself to the cause of mankind
Literally,she's a woman
But,in reality she's a mother
Not only a mother
But,she's a sacred mother
Because,her maternity isn't for sake of her own
Her maternity is universal
And,so that she's real life Mother-India
In reel we seen Mother-India
But,she's the real inspiration
An emblem of sacred maternity
And,so that she's Mother Teresa-Written on 24.09.2012

By gender I 'm masculine

"   *** I'm male

"   profession I'm slave

"   passion I'm writer

According to you I'm he-goat

      "          "  them I'm genius

But,beyond all these I'm a man

Father of a child

Brother of a sister

Son of a mother

Customer of a *******

Lover of You

Betrayer for so many

Sometime gentle

       "        rude

Careless for while

Caretaker for life

It's kind of me

I'm as I'm

It's all about me

As because,I'm a man-Written on 18.09.2012

I wonder
Skull in a book !
Everyone tries
Why not me
Without insisted I start!
****** – where all it starts
Ends at death !
Eyes-lips-cheeks
Faded with wild Manly passion
Day & night
Hungry belly
A little grain - a little water!-12.09.2013

I can't compromise
I hate compassion
If you wish to do
So,do justify
That I'm a human being
I also have feelings
I " " wishes
So many unfulfilled dreams
Look at my eyes
I'm not liable
The suffer I do
There's anyone else
Who make me raw
I'm a part of nature
" also as you!
But,why can't you recognize
The love in my eyes
The pain dipped in my heart
I love you unconditionally
Nothing else I want
I love you Sweetheart-Written on 22.01.2013

Never given a thought
Never been in a brothel
At times there's a raise in the breathe
Hyper tensed I felt to be true
But spirits are ever higher than of an animal
An animal with no senses
Spirits are nowhere
I feel like break into tears
But that violates masculinity
I never give it a second thought
Its not that manly for me
I can't be ever in a brothel
A lady for love yes I insist
That never influenced to be an animal with no sense
No am never been in a brothel
A lady for a lifetime is all I pray for
A queen for crown less king
To be Princess of a passionate father yes that's me.-14.10.2016

There's a common trend
Of human nature
That we often
Or almost always
Hurt those
Abuse those
Who're our most beloved
Although,we're not intended
But,situations/circumstance're so
We lost our temper
Later,we felt sorry
But,it's too late
In some cases
Because a broken heart
Isn't less than a broken glass
Yes,Relations're far precious
Than any other possession
So,take care of it
Be Happy
Let Happy-Written on 06.11.2012

I had scars
I fall in love.
I'm starving
There's nothing else to lose.
Love 'll not die
Lover's will alive forever.
Just
Because
I love you
Till the end.-24.11.2015

Throughout the day
We talk to each-other.
Still so many things
Left untold.
An unknown bond
We can't break.
You say
I listen!
It seems to be the ear-plates are thirsty of
Ages long.
My eyes
They also bear the thirst of desert.
They all became calm
By this moment of converse.
You're mine
I'm yours
Starting to the end.-04.11.2013

The way you care
I do feel for you!
As a baby in cradle
Mother's lap a heaven !
So your company to me
You mean a lot .
And,the place is for you only.
I often lack a sister of mine.
Trust me from since
I'll not any more.
Unless you're there
I feel so high
The pair of care & compassion.
The touch of a ****** soul
Be well;take good care of yourself
May the blessings be with you. - 30.03.2016

I will undress you
again & again
As many times
you wore anything but me.
-18.01.2017

In an intimate discussion
What are you up to these days?
Just wandering vagabond !
What purpose did that serves anyways?
In case is there any....
Yes,it serves me
More & more time to discover
The Me within !
That sounds great.
Miserably....
Why so!
You know what I found
People's are always ignorant off.
So why those're not You
..........."Paulo"..............-17.07.2015

I had scars
I fall in love.
I'm starving
There's nothing else to lose.
Love 'll not die
Lover's will alive forever.
Just
Because
I love you
Till the end.-24.11.2015

24 hours a Day
7 days a Week
365 days a Year
I'm alone
A solitary fellow
Not sentenced of lifetime imprisonment
Nor escaped to be a Monk
In any dark cave of a Mountain
But,my story is quite tragic
I hope you know that
Love is a part of Life
But,I'm so fool
That I treat it as Heart of life
Yes,once upon a time
I'm in love
With a beauty pea gent renamed Anamika
So,happy I'm
As it's I've the Moon in my hands
But,with the passing time
As the Water of river flows
As the Sun rises in the East
Sets in the West
So,someday she too have to leave me
And,from that day as usual my heart get blocked
Obviously,you would think
So,how am I alive?
And,here's the tragedy of life
As soon she leaves me
I also tried to leave the life forever
But,the stupid denies my proposal
I screamed at her"How dare You?"
So,she replies in a cool manner
"Life is your dude
Live it your own way"
So,I choose the way
Of being alone
Being far away from everyone
Being silent
Being Writer-Written on 02.11.2012

Way to success is hard

Tremendous struggle is required

There's no shortcut at all

But,there're two basic things

Which're must needed

For being successful

First is determination

Second is confidence

So,be determined

Be confident

There's nothing in this great existence

That can stop you from achieving

Whatever you want

You must be the winner

None can disobey your excellence

Because,everyone honors excellence

Everyone salutes success

Being indomitable

Being true winner-Written on 29.09.2012

Everyday is same
But a single moment
Can make it special
As a ray of Sun
Is enough to
Bring a new day
Bring new thoughts
Bring new hopes
Bring innovative/creative ideas
So,think positive!
Do your best
Everyday is a festival
If you can assume
It's the spirit of life
Don't let it waste-Written on 05.11.2012

Staying alone
Walking down the path
Through Memory lane
Blinking eyes
Teary or dusky
You're never alone
Memory is all yours.......!!!!!-12.10.2014

I became silent by days
Although the beginning
Was with moments.
Then,I discover
Its no more alike before
My eye lashes
Aren't dropping anymore.
It felt impossible for you
But it happens
When a beloved is in pain
You can't help it out
The mourning might
Freeze your heart.
Still there nothing much
You can do.
With every passing moment
You can feel like
Uncountable
Light years passing away
You're untouched
The flow of time will conclude.
Still the story left untold
Forever....
As ever.-24.10.2015

Throughout the day
We talk to each-other.
Still so many things
Left untold.
An unknown bond
We can't break.
You say
I listen!
It seems to be the ear-plates are thirsty of
Ages long.
My eyes
They also bear the thirst of desert.
They all became calm
By this moment of converse.
You're mine
I'm yours
Starting to the end.-04.11.2013

I'm not confused
But,how to conclude?
I really don't know
You can say"I hate you"
But how to express myself
I'm ignorant off absolutely
Night & day
My only pray
God may take care of you
May God bless you
  "     you be my again
  "     be the dream comes true
And I'll expire
May you would bury me!
Giving a happy ending
Of a never ending journey.-Written on 03.09.2012,Monday

Will respect you
As my Mother
Will care you
As my daughter
Will love you so much
You just can't think
Husbands'll be there
But,I'll be boyfriend
Anything else!
Or is it enough for you
That you'll be mine-Written on 31.10.2012

I rejoice the shine
Of your sleeveless shoulder.
And your hairs
When they skate on winds.
Your eyes glitter
Never less than a firefly.
And,whenever your
Leaps says you're mine.
I swear
I feel as the heaven
Is nowhere but on earth.-02.09.2015