Vic - Hello Poetry

Vic Feb 2020

I've decided I can ******* nail this school year.
I ****** up and I'm ****** up,
But this postitivity lasted longer than 4 days.
Imma cry a **** ton,
But I can do it.
It's gonna be hard next year,
But if I can do this year, the next one can too.

I'LL ******* BE ALRIGHT

A poem every day.
13-2-20

me? being positive? that's new? :)

#note #335 #school #failing #grades #motivation #happy

Vic Feb 2020

Note 334:

~

i'm hurt.
there's nothing
poetic
about it.

~

A poem every day.
12-2-20

#note #334 #hurt #poetic

Vic Feb 2020

Note 333:

I feel a little dark today.

A poem every day.
11-2-20

#note #333 #dark

Vic Feb 2020

Poetry

"It's not good, It's true. The truth is often seen as beautiful, even though it's not. It's not beautiful, it's rare. People aren't used to that. People aren't used to being exposed, or hit so deep. They don't want to acknowledge that they feel, so they say it's beautiful. They think that it can't hurt you if you objectify it, and they're wrong."

wow another ******* quote by me

#poetry #words #feelings #truth #people #lies #love #beautiful

Vic Feb 2020

Note 332:

bad idea! - girl in red

It was a bad idea calling you up
Was such a bad idea 'cause now I'm even more lost
It was a bad idea to think you were the one
Was such a bad idea 'cause now everything's wrong
You put your hands under my shirt
Undid my bra and said these words
"Darling, you're so pretty, it hurts"
You pushed me up against my wall
Threw my clothes down on the floor
"Darling, are you ready for more?"
It was a bad idea calling you up
Was such a bad idea, I'm totally ******
It was a bad idea to think I could stop
Was such a bad idea, I can't get enough
It was a bad idea meeting you so late
Was such a bad idea 'cause I can't think straight
It was a bad idea to bring you back home
Was such a bad idea, I need to be alone
You put your hands under my shirt
Undid my bra and said these words
"Darling, you're so pretty, it hurts"
You pushed me up against my wall
Threw my clothes down on the floor
"Darling, are you ready for more?"
It was a bad idea calling you up
Was such a bad idea, I'm totally ******
It was a bad idea to think I could stop
Was such a bad idea, I can't get enough
Bad idea, bad idea
Bad idea, bad idea
You put your hands under my shirt
Undid my bra and said these words
"Darling, you're so pretty, it hurts"
You pushed me up against my wall
Threw my clothes down on the floor
You said "Darling, are you ready for more?"
It was a bad idea calling you up
Was such a bad idea, I'm totally ******
It was a bad idea calling you up
Was such a bad idea, I'm totally ******
It was a bad idea to think I could stop
Was such a bad idea, I can't get enough

A poem every day
10-2-20

#note #332 #love #ex #girl #badidea #girlinred

Vic Feb 2020

Title

"I guess it hurts most knowing that it never actually hurt. I needed to feel something, and hurt was easiest."

#love #ex #hurt

Vic Feb 2020

Note 331:

what if i texted you

"how are you"

or something along those lines.

No, i'm sorry's or indirect poems.

would you read it?

would you respond?

would you actually care?
care in the way you used to?

i know you don't like all the poems i write about you. you do always give the rest a like. it makes me happy, but it destroys me more than heals.

I love you, i guess. but who cares?

A poem every day
9-2-20

#note #331 #love #ex