Just like when the wind brushes me off,
It feels like nothing but simply a feeling.
I cannot see nor touch it no matter what,
No matter how comfortable it would always be.
  
Just like when the stars twinkle at the sea,
It feels so real but yet just a reflection.
I can only watch it but can never grab it.
Nomatter how greedy I try to hold it forever.
  
Just like the time that passes by on us,
It feels like yesterday but it was too long ago.
I can only remember it but can't hold to it,
No matter how regretfully I am to have it back.

I don't know how to unlove you.

Maybe i'm lonely enough
To realise
The empty earth
With only the serenity
Of the sounds of my pencil against my notebook.

When you told me to look up the sun,
but it was raining goodbyes at me.
When you told me to hold on you,
but I already tripped and fall a million times.
When you told me to feel your heart,
but I can no longer feel mine.
That's when it was too late.

When you look at me and smile,
but I was done crying blood.
When you said "Tomorrow you'll be okay.",
but I was already a living dead yesterday.
When you promised to fix my disastrous life,
but I was still breathing and living because of that.
That's when it was too late..... for your help.

If Only
A thousand words I wish to say
But only silence is heard
Feelings to share, a message convey
But I don't say a word
A ton of things I would do
To show how much I care
So much I would give to you
If...I really dared

All the thoughts I think of you
Deeply held within
Concealed completely without a clue
It'll look, as it's always been

If only I could but show
How you make me feel
If you would only know
What I can't reveal
If only you knew the ache I felt
The day you shut me out
The pain and sadness that I dealt
When we walk the parting route
If only you knew the memories it brought
When I saw something you'd like
Everything about you I never forgot
Hidden in my heart so tight
A thousand word "If Onlys" fill my mind
Wishing you felt this way too
A thousand words I would find
To say "If only you knew."