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Gaida Abdullah Jan 2016
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I don't understand why they do what they do My words can't justify their deeds
Gaida Abdullah Jan 2016
So empty and vain
Forced smile on cadaver
Carrying loads of misfortunes
Dead alive and alive when l sleep

Is it life or human design
To hammer my shell
And emerge broken bird
So they can doll me up to play
Gaida Abdullah Feb 2016
Your were supposed to be the simple of love, tenderness and warmth
Instead your are the cause of my misery
Killed my childhood, destroyed my memories ... All I ask is leave my youth alone
I don't hate my mother but i don't love her either
Gaida Abdullah Jan 2016
welcome to depression city
where loneliness reign and rugged path in cold grey
lifeless air and hopeless souls
lost shadows and lonely hearts
rejected abandoned and confused
welcome to depression city
what a gloomy world we in
Gaida Abdullah Feb 2016
I don't have to be gay to appreciate the beauty of another woman
I can love, compliment and flatter a women  
It's not wrong, it's appropriate and a healthy thing to do ..
I know this isn't poetry but I got sick hearing the same thing over and over
Gaida Abdullah Feb 2016
Stop looking at me  
Come beside me
See what I see
Feel what I feel
See my view
Understand what I have been through
Stop looking at me
And come beside me
Don't be shallow
Other's mistakes, your eyes follow
At houses you peak
Gossips you seek
Stop looking at me
And come beside me
Laughing at my pain
Wonder what will you gain
Stop looking at me
Gaida Abdullah Feb 2016
I'm the one to blame for my own pain.
Sorry for I ignored all the signs.
Forcing my love on you
and did not think
You never
Loved
Me.
Gaida Abdullah Feb 2016
All alone in the darkness of my mind
Death slowly killing my heart
A gleams of hope glowing in the distance
A hand reaches and I think I'm saved
Then they let go and I'm drowning again
Gaida Abdullah Jan 2016
I never thought I would go this far
Many days and long nights
The thought of you hugging me
Kissing me touching me is so sensational
I can feel you even if you don't  exist

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