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 Apr 2020 Fuad Hassan
Laiba
Dear dad
 Apr 2020 Fuad Hassan
Laiba
Dad  
I hope you know
That your now 15yr old daughter
Lives everyday in agony
Cries herself to sleep
Dad I hope you know
That you will never define me
And although you ***** me
I will never let anybody's hand  
Violate me again.


Dad I hope you know
I still live everyday in hope that
You might say "Laiba I am sorry"
Or "Laiba I love You my angel"
Because that's all i ever wanted.
Cried today.  Reliased that my dad has ruiend my life.
 Apr 2020 Fuad Hassan
Laiba
My silent screams go unnoticed
My darkend days unchecked
I wish they believed me when i said it did happen
The emptiness is all consuming
It stole away my breathe
Self harm is always an option
Sucide is wish
That wouldn't happen to me
Because even death has rejected me
The memories of being suffocated by the man you called dad totures my head every minute
But now....
I got nothin to say
My words ran away with my happiness
Dear life
Let me go
 Apr 2020 Fuad Hassan
Sadiq Tahir
Exhausted but not defeated,
the whispers scream surrender and
the sighs are visible on my face.
But history remembers not those who show their backs...
 Apr 2020 Fuad Hassan
rk
warmth
 Apr 2020 Fuad Hassan
rk
today i felt the sun
gently kiss
the back of my neck
and it reminded me
of y o u.
- all too willing to set myself alight for you.
 Apr 2020 Fuad Hassan
fika
if i knew leaving you would feel this good
i would have done it a Thousand times over again
 Apr 2020 Fuad Hassan
phoebe
our stomachs are filled with words that we are too afraid to tell each other
and i’ve pretended to go mad so i could tell you about the things lingering in my brain because apparently in the midst of chaos, you’re allowed to spare some honesty.

and i really hate to see you this way
depression and anger oozing from every pore while you rub neosporin on your self inflicted scars

you’re such a wreck, and people make sure you know that.

but i wonder why you never tell them that i was behind the steering wheel.

lately i’ve been spending my days sitting in the dark wondering if i was the one who pulled you under the tides, or if i was the lifeguard who brought you back to shore

i promised myself i wouldn’t turn you into another poem
but it seems lately that’s all i’ve been doing

i can’t help it.
you’re my muse.

you reminded me that even in our darkest times, there will always be light. and we shouldn’t fear what lurks behind the shadows

and maybe i should stop searching for you in every man i meet

and maybe you should stop searching for girls who resemble me in some way

whatever we choose to do with our lives

i will always love you the same.
 Apr 2020 Fuad Hassan
phoebe
i still have the date of the day we met
and the date of when i told you i loved you imprinted in my mind

i still feel your lips on my body
and i still hear you telling me that
we’ll go through life together

and darling, i’m sorry i made things end too soon. and i’m sorry that i lied when i said i wouldn’t hurt you.

apologies can’t fix our love
but it can fix our closure

and i may be holding onto false hope
but you were clinging onto it

i’m not everything you wanted me to be
and i won’t pray for sanity, so baby, here’s a toast.

some things are better left alone.
 Apr 2020 Fuad Hassan
phoebe
loverboy.

“please kiss me until i can’t breathe!”
i beg
“show me the afterlife
show me the forbidden fruits that eve tasted
show me the eagerness and the aching pain that you feel in your chest
hold me for eternity throughout this lifetime
we can forget about heartbeats
because they’re so painful to feel
we’re just taking breaths to stay
we can count stars instead
you can taste the stardust on my tongue if you’d like
we can go to mars and slow dance until our feet are nothing but ash
can we be in love until there’s nothing left?
let’s lose everything there is to have!”
i roared
“please kiss me until there’s only an us.”
 Apr 2020 Fuad Hassan
phoebe
i don't need anyone
i like to tell myself i don't because
if i'm being honest with you
(usually i'm not)
i rely on people more than i should.

your golden hair strands are covering your
face as your chain dangles off your neck
it makes me want to give the world to you
and give you this devotion and adoration
i have that's suffocating me.

do you hear my heart thumping rapidly
in my ribcage?
will you still kiss me if my lips tasted like
asphalt and red wine?
my last lover was a dying god and it was fitting
but you're the reincarnation of apollo and you need
more of a ravishing taste.

i never been touched by a god
but i had my body ruined by a dying one
will you touch me and make me whole again?

please talk to me!
i don't like being alone
i hate being alone
i don't like it
i need you.
 Apr 2020 Fuad Hassan
phoebe
i know you’re dead inside
but
you make me feel alive.
this was in a poem of mine that was longer but i ended up not liking it, but i loved this so here it is!
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