Fuad Hassan: Favorites

Apr 2020 Fuad Hassan

graveyard flowers.

Apr 2020 Fuad Hassan

phoebe

graveyard flowers.

i stopped my habit of stealing flowers from graveyards when i found out you were giving them to someone else.

Apr 2020 Fuad Hassan

we’re still in hell, darling.

Apr 2020 Fuad Hassan

phoebe

we’re still in hell, darling.

we loved each other so violently and relentlessly
we danced with each other’s demons
and kissed each other’s scars

we were so utterly consumed by each other
that we both forgot we were in hell.

Apr 2020 Fuad Hassan

i never found it.

Apr 2020 Fuad Hassan

phoebe

i never found it.

we’re fighting again.

and i don’t know if the chill in my bones was from it being cold, or if it was from you screaming you hated me before the line went dead.

i tried telling you something that you wanted to hear, but it seemed as if the words that were coming out of my mouth was gasoline fueling the fire within you

you’re always angry
and i’m always sorry

the silence has never been so loud
and my anxiety has never been this overbearing

and baby, i don’t know where our love is hiding
but i’ll let you know when i find it.

Apr 2020 Fuad Hassan

Seven Years

Apr 2020 Fuad Hassan

Simoné

Seven Years

It took me seven years
to realise
the words in my mind
were too deep for
my mouth to dig up
I thought it was easier
to open my skin
and let the truth
pour down my arms

It took me seven years
to realise
nobody should be allowed
to touch parts
of your home
or hold pieces
of your heart
that you don't yet understand

It took me seven years
to realise
I will wear these scars
forever
I'll carry them
through every smile
every kiss
every concerned gaze
I'll carry them
to my grave

It took me seven years
to realise
the pain carved
into the walls
of my castle
etchings of
attempting to disappear
are not a story of weakness
but a tale of
how I survived

#truth #pain #acceptance #forever #heart

Apr 2020 Fuad Hassan

This is it.

Apr 2020 Fuad Hassan

SophiaAtlas

This is it.

This is it world,
Goodbye.
Dont look for me
you wont find me. :(

goodbye

#death #imsorry #gone #goodbye

Apr 2020 Fuad Hassan

Step by Step

Apr 2020 Fuad Hassan

Samantha

Step by Step

step by step
by step by step
my arms the rungs
i lift them up
to a better place
than they were before
and never asking for a hand
afraid that they would change their minds
and decide i wouldn't be good enough
for them to step all over me
as if it were a privilege
to be used
by them

Apr 2020 Fuad Hassan

OCD

Apr 2020 Fuad Hassan

Kacie B

OCD

It's hard to explain.
The patterns in my brain
are like scratches on a CD
when all you want
is to listen to the music
but the **** thing
keeps on skipping
and repeating
certain parts
while everyone else
is dancing in their cars
and you're just trying
to drive and
breathe.

when a friend asked me what it feels like.
but there's more to it than that.

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