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fish-sama Dec 2024
Pin her upon bulletin boards
like some poster of a prize to possess             the crowd
putters past the perfect picture,
eyes across her breast
eyes averted from her breath:
for the smell reminds them she is not dead
she is something more she is their darkest moment she is aliv—
forget forget forget

They tied her with string, dulling pain
with sweet words, promises
of wealth
decay.
Maybe with time comes the slow death
of love, the dissolving
of once-revered offerings upon the shrine
of the meaning of "human"
on SALE. Gaze! Gaze upon
her line-marks of your so-called
respect slashing into her,
bands of red sash upon her pillars                      you, YOUR
hands suffocate,
deface that sweet taste of her crumbling of hash marks counting the days until the object falls to waste, discarded to die.
Years and years, again and again.
New posters, new pictures, new crowds.

forget forget forget
fish-sama Nov 2024
You left at sunset, so I
took some photos,
hoping to fill
the gaping hole
with your fading shadow.
fish-sama Nov 2024
Therefore we laugh our lungs to shreds
Correct naive thinking, make it
Sixty pieces of hurt again!

tasked with toasting the cremation.        
poetry for ashes re-lit.        
therefore we cry our lungs to shreds.          

Look! Their steadfast expectations!
Ninety times we’ve already torn it
To sixty pieces of hurt. Again!

the casket burning, resignation.            
nine lives in flames can we douse it?           
therefore we spit our lungs to shreds.            

Look! They saved this aging, ancient
Disappointing broken relic in
Sixty pieces of hurt again!

Ha! Did you think you’d find the reasons?
Did you think I’d tell the meaning?
Therefore I laugh my lungs to shreds
To sixty pieces of hurt again.

Are you disillusioned yet?
Disillusionment told from 2 perspectives
fish-sama Nov 2024
"your smile hid the teeth that made your lovers bleed"
fish-sama Nov 2024
I watched tommy's video today
I.. don't know what to say
I want to get out of here
I want to get out of here
I miss the days when the internet was okay
when you were okay
bo burnham was right
tommy was right
they're not alright
It... isn't the same anymore
So... internet drama. I don't know but it really hurt when my internet role models were not who they seem to be. Like wilbur soot... I used to imitate him, memorize his songs, and fantasize about one day starting my own youtube channel. But now... It's different. Everything's messed up, and the good people like tommy are caught in the middle of it. Attention is a drug, a drug that has led to the downfall of many content creators. I hope they'll be okay. I hope we'll be okay.
fish-sama Nov 2024
Tired
Absolutely wasted
A worn-out
Out-dated
Machine.
Diagnostics aren’t running properly
Mannerisms aren’t properly proper
Inappropriate systems propagate pop-ups
In my cpu plunging to rock bottom
….
Reboot
Restart
….
Tired
Indefinitely trashed
Rewind rewind
fish-sama Nov 2024
you.
I **** you again, I **** you.
in my head.
I savor your carcass
stir-fried and salted,
I eat it.
Relax, you're in no pain
Dead in my head a million ways.
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