Cursed me for being a girl.
You mock my very frame and build.
**** my womanly ways!
You shove my below you,
us **** women are on the bottom.
Either be pretty of get the **** out.
Cursed me for having a ******, that you men so viciously, tormentfully, obsessively want.
Cursed me for seeming flirtatious, when I'm really not, **** it why?
Cursed me for being born into a ******* expectation of what women are.
Cursed me for having to be conservative.
Curse me for having to be not too conservative.
Cursed me for being a ******* icon for ***.
**** it, I'm not gay, I'm just being me!
****, ***? Cursed me for being socially peer pressured into being a ****, then persicuted for it.
**** curse me.

Broken realities,
Fists clenched,
Ashes of mine blow in the winds, I have nothing left.
Tears burning,
Heart is stolen.
So empty inside, WHY do I need SOMEONE on my side?
Spine slouching, voice too frail.
You pound at my rotting corpse.
Dying birds are my soul.
Life as I feel it, you could never know.
Ashes, dark infinite space, death, blood, it hurts, especially the fact that I can NOT find the **** escape!
Becoming sand, I'm grown up and up again.
Struggling, holding on for dearest life while every little thing stabs me like a knife.
I'm falling ever so silently like a napkin off a cliff.
But this my background people dismiss.
If the wind blows too hard, nothing will be left.
Oh wait its already gone,
its been this pattern for so very long.

Carve into me, there's nothing there.
Emotion? No only a blank stare.
What is that you say, life is unfair?
Well say it again, and again until you get the point across.
Someone please help, my patience is lost.
Patience with yours truly.
How unruly?

No food, bones show,
stomach shriveled,
this is my dream.