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Ammar Oct 2017
We didn't speak in words
nor in signs
we spoke in silence
with our eyes

that was a little more than love

But now you're sitting on the floor
besides a boy with
green eyes
(and surely they aren't mine,
I've never had green eyes)

talking to him about love
or lack of it

talking about how you miss
not me
but everything i gave you
you miss everything
i had to offer
and how
green
as good of a color may be
just can't replace brown

you spoke to him
while the song in the background
reminded you
a bit of us

the us that broke
when you got your tickets booked
and you cried all day all night
and that was the song
I'd sing to you
in my broken voice

and when you were interrupted
and asked
oh so you love the one with green eyes
you didn't say no
you didn't say yes
and he smirked

you are doing your best to dig
dig out something close to love from
places unfamiliar
places it will never come from

on that last call before you flew so far away
i asked you too
do you love....oh do you miss me.
you didn't say no
you didn't say yes

it really is horrible though
for you to be so confused
so soon
about my love
and your own
and something

**that was a little more than love
//Name a thing I wouldn’t do for you//

// aasmaan ko zameen yeh zaroori nahin jaa mile......ishq sacha wohi jisko milti nahin manzilien//
  Oct 2017 Ammar
Angel-like rain castle
Your pain
Is in vain
It corrupts your brain
Makes you insane
Makes it hard to restrain
Like resisting rain
Try to refrain
Time to Heal again
So much to gain
If you give up your pain
So you can try to remain
Sane
No mind drain
Keep life plain
So you can be yourself again
I try to remain
Sane
No mind drain
Keep life plain
Thank you to jobira
Ammar Oct 2017
Let your love **** you
Let the pain dissolve you
From the core of your heart
All the way
To your skin

Let it all go
And then
Let it all
**** you
losses are regrets in disguise
Ammar Oct 2017
I love you*
I had said
&
I say it still

I can't be disloyal
never to you
and so here is where I will be
Forever till I have you
or
Till I die

I can't be disloyal
to anyone else
as a heart can only love one and once
and mine has already chosen you
and so I can't lie to myself or you
and move on
from this love in my heart
even if it means nothing to you
aik ham hain yahan ke bewafai nahin hoti
aik tum bhi tou ** kuch bewafa
-myself

(if green is your favorite color of eyes then why'd you look straight into mine)
Ammar Sep 2017
So green eyes was all it took
For you to forget the way I loved
The way I kissed

green eyes was all you needed
To fall for someone else huh
A soft smile and there you go follow

***** it wasn't him with the love
It was me
It wasn't his eyes
That made you love yourself
It was mine

You said 4 years baby
I'm just going to study
"I'm not losing you at any cost"
But there you go follow

29 days and 16 hours
That's all it took you to get over me
Get over my silver necklace
The signs of my love
The marks of us

Didn't take you too long did it
So disappointed
Whether true or fiction
This wasn't supposed to be us
And this wasn't you
Ammar Sep 2017
I first loved your naked soul
it wasn't about your body
it was just how your soul
made love to mine

and somewhere in time
i ****** up
and you ****** up too
and we can argue all day
about who ****** up more
who left who

but in the end
none of that matters
because i am not perfect
nor are you flawless
but few things i can etch on a stone

I've sipped away your tears
and kissed your scars
I've made love to your heart
long before i touched your body
I have been loyal to you
during your presence and in your absence too
I remain incapable of ever lying to you
I kept you warm when I myself was cold
I put down my guard when you needed someone to hit
I refuse to see a face not yours
Or touch a body that doesn't belong to your soul
I have loved you with my existence
I shared your worst nights
I accepted your worst thoughts
I never left you ever
In good time or bad
I stuck by you
And I continue to do so
Even while you are gone

You used to say
remind me of us when I forget

So baby remember
we are two unique souls
Who only fit in eachother
No thing and no one else
Can satisfy us but you and me
Together

You can hate me
Call me a coward
Or a cheat

But you know better
That I'm none of that
And you can't hate me

There's too much love between us
For either of us to hate each other
There are way too many chocolate boxes
And colourful envelops
And way too many kisses
To even try getting over
You're wearing my t-shirt as you read this
I hold the keychain which you marked with our love, as I write

So we can waste our time trying to hate
Trying so hard to fail this
But your heart belongs to me
And mine you've already taken with you

And yes
I hurt you
Like you hurt me
But you see
When you are extra careful
With a glass artifact
Much like you
Then sometimes you tip over
And the glass cracks a bit
But you break a bone saving it

I'm cold
And much like you
I also do not have anyone
To provide warmth and love
But unlike me
You can count on my soul
To leave behind traces of love
For you to gather
As you move ahead in time
And still remain 12 hours behind
//thoughts and dreams of you are so irresistible //
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